jimwell

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  1. It is growing but at a very painfully slow rate. UBI and AI can and will probably be mainstream in 20 to 40 years (UBI or sth similar will come late) but not spirituality. One of the manifestations of significant personal and spiritual growth is being comfortable with being spiritual and solitary in a greedy, materialistic, pretentious world.
  2. You mean S. Africa? No. I'm asian.
  3. The best poet ever. Amazing!
  4. I created an account 5 min ago. I told the AI my home country. I did not even know where "third world" originated. This AI seems knowledgeable and intelligent.
  5. Which one? I uploaded 2 videos. Anyway, they make you smile and make life a bit easier.
  6. Drink too much--_今日も優雅にお水飲み_(人で言うお茶の時間)___モモイロインコ_鳥好き_インコスタグラム __galahs _galahcockatoo _petstagram _funnypets(video0).mp4 Unconfirmed_download_https___www.instagram.com_p_CksuCb8Alay_(video0).mp4
  7. This is gold in a pile of shit. But very few detected it.
  8. Yes. Are you ethnically Taiwanese? It seems you are a westerner living in Taiwan.
  9. I've been doing trauma healing and integration work the past few days. I specifically targeted the past ugly, painful experiences I had when I was in high school and college. So, I searched for songs I used to listen to during those times. But I have already done much internal work that instead of feeling the trauma and anxiety, it's the feeling of nostalgia which is more dominant. It's also amazing how some humans are very intelligent when it comes to music. I admire their skills. It's better to use a headset when listening.
  10. Pantheism > Atheism I know because I have been both an atheist and a pantheist. How could you not feel the power, sacredness, and mystery of existence and your connection to it when you are solitary in nature?
  11. @Lana Faye Psychiatric meds can be useful short term. But they will eventually further destroy your body and mind long term. Find a way to get out of meds. Have a strategic plan. This is the fight of your life which will take many years (3 years to a lifetime) to win. Seriously implement the basics first: long, deep sleep; eat variety of organic foods; exercise at least 3 times a week, better to take long walks in nature alone and with others (jogging also ok); surround yourself with loving people; etc. The ultimate solutions are to embody unconditional self-love and embrace death. This might sound nothing or useless to you for now, but remember what I said. Your love for yourself is very strong and unconditional, it does not matter what you do or what happens. When the intrusive thought invades your mind saying "What if I murder my son?", say to yourself "Be it. But I want to forgive myself and feel peaceful." "I can murder my son, I can murder my husband, I can even murder myself. But I will forgive myself and I want to feel peaceful." If the intrusive thought counters "But why would you want to forgive yourself and feel peaceful? You are a horrible mother.", you say to yourself "Because I love myself. No other reason but I love myself, so I will forgive myself and feel peaceful.". That's the power of unconditional self-love. It doesn't matter what you do, you will forgive and approve of yourself. Embody unconditional self-love and repeat those self-empowering thoughts everyday for years. I assume you genuinely do NOT want to murder your son. So, it's better to love and nurture him. But even if you really want to murder your son, you can do it and feel peaceful if your love for yourself is very strong and unconditional. Neurosis (clinical anxiety) or any form of extreme anxiety at its core is fear of death. All your compulsions are for the purpose of preventing death. Even normal people who have no clinical anxiety and depression actually have significant fears and anxieties because they also fear death. The difference is neurotic humans have extraordinary, uncontrolled, neurotic fears as a result of genetics, abusive parents, childhood trauma, destroyed ego, etc. I know these things work because I have done them. I have crippled my crippling neurosis via unconditional self-love and embracing death. I embody unconditional self-love and I partially embody the embrace of death.
  12. Why complicate things? You should simplify things instead. Of course; if there was a way to produce cooked ramen without using heat, I would go that way. Unfortunately, in this world we live in, it is only heat which produces cooked ramen; hence heat is valuable.
  13. It's similar to saying it is cooked ramen which has value, not fire itself, hence fire is valueless. How do you produce cooked ramen without fire (or heat)? Fire is valuable as fuck!
  14. Your belief about suffering being valueless is the real danger. I don't know much about the story behind that suicidal monk. But I am open to the possibility that the monk considered his "tribe" to be worth dying for, hence he murdered himself via fire. The only question is why he thought his tribe was worth dying for. But yes, many humans inflict needless suffering on themselves and others because of ignorance and selfishness. Your job is NOT to be one of them. This is wrong. The truth is, the bigger the wound or trauma you conquer, the bigger the growth you gain. How do I know this? Via direct experience. I have experienced a few of the greatest mental-emotional tortures God could ever inflict on its creatures; from extreme childhood abuse, to being involved in a motorbike accident at age 16 which fractured my skull and murdered a drunk suicidal human, to extreme anxiety (OCD, BDD, GAD, etc.), suicidal depression, to being born in a 3rd world country, divorce, wage slavery, to being persecuted for being integrous, etc. I never gave up on myself via drugs or self-murder. I stood up for myself for decades. And that's exactly the reason I am who I am now. And I love and feel good about myself. If you have keen senses, you will know I am very mentally mature. Even if there was a button which I could press to erase the extreme suffering I experienced, or at least to replace the extreme suffering with something better, I would NOT press that button. That's how valuable the extreme suffering is to me. But I do empathize with humans and animals who suffer. I have a few close friends in college who murdered themselves because of extreme suffering. I feel sorry for them and I wish they didn't suffer that way, or at least they had the internal resources to conquer the suffering. I wish God could be more empathetic towards its creatures and lessen the torture it has inflicted on them this time. I myself don't want to experience another extreme suffering. It's time to breathe.
  15. Yes, you are wrong. If you experience extreme suffering for a long time, you will not be the same human. Either you will be better or bitter, or both. It all depends on what you do or how you react to the suffering.
  16. Your question should have been "How do I acquire the solutions?". Self-love and Self-esteem Comprehend and then embody them. Embody means you think, act, and react similar to a person who has high self-love and self-esteem. This needs to happen every day or almost every day. Implement it to others and to yourself. I have seen a few of your posts. It seems you badly need a girlfriend, which is valid. So you also need to embody masculine beauty. Masculine beauty I don't know whether Leo has a video about it. Try to search for it. You can also search for it on the internet. But to give you an idea what it is; Internal and physical strength, bravery, intelligence, confidence, guts, integrity, muscles, boundary, charisma, leadership, etc. It also helps if you have fashion intelligence. Make it simple, beautiful, and masculine. Why should you listen to me? I am not a master pick-up artist, only because it is women who do pick-up on me. I first started having a girlfriend when I was 11. Another girlfriend when I was 12. Another one when I was 14. Another one when I was 17 and so on. I never exerted much effort. Having girlfriends is easy and natural for me. I banged many women who I socialize and drank with when I was in college. Two of my ex-gf's bestfriends (my ex-gf had 3 female bestfriends) invited me to have threesomes with them. I refused the threesome which I regretted to be honest. I should have gone for it. ? But one of her bestfriends was very insistent on it, I was tempted. She booked a taxi and a hotel and I fucked her real good there. A few months after that, she kept inviting me to fuck her again because according to her I was very good in bed. But I was always able to refuse. I was still brainwashed by society at that time to honor monogamy. I fucked too many women in college and in my 20s, I can't remember them all. And I'm the type of guy who has a high standard. I only fucked girls who are at least a 7. Having girlfriends and fucking women have been easy and natural for me since I was 11. I took it for granted. I never knew others are actually having difficulty with it. I was shocked as fuck when I knew about incels. I am now in my 30s and I have exhausted all my desire to have girlfriends or wives. I can still have girlfriends or wives but I am picky as fuck. They must be a 10. But I still enjoy fucking women who are at least a 7. My problem is different. Girls and homosexuals hit on me too often and they are too aggressive, I perceive their sexual advances as sexual harassment. This is a form of suffering believe it or not. Most of the time, I am not interested in the person who hits on me. It's very frustrating. I contemplated my popularity among girls (and homosexuals) a bit. I concluded it must be the self-love, masculine energy I mentioned above, physical and fashion beauty (I'm at least attractive to women in my home country, Japanese, Chinese, and Koreans; I have never been exposed to western women so I don't know about them). Having more feminine aspects such as compassion and sensitivity might also be two of the forces. I'm not sure whether spirituality helps in dating. My guess is that it does if you are being strategic about it. I mentioned my history with women and dating NOT to brag or look down on others. I just want you to know me a bit and I want to show you that I speak from experience. Now, it's your turn to help me. I lost more or less 70k USD last year to an online scam. My Japanese student visa was rejected a few days ago and I paid 2.3k USD to the Japanese University. They did not refund my money. For context, the annual salary in my home country which is a 3rd world country is 2.2k USD. I lost too much money, I need to get a wage slave job soon to stay alive. And I badly need to go back to Japan as soon as possible. I hope you have good answers. How do I quickly and legally earn much money? I have tried starting a business. No, it was not quick and it was very difficult. If you know somebody who owns a business in Japan and can sponsor me a work visa, please recommend me to them. It's essentially impossible to get a Japanese long-term work visa without a sponsor from Japan if you're from a 3rd world country unless you have millions of dollars in your bank account to apply for a business or investor visa. Japan bows down to the USA and other English-speaking countries and looks down on 3rd world countries.
  17. Manifestations of high self-love and high self-esteem. Manifestations of low self-love and low self-esteem. The problems and solutions are obvious.
  18. They do, at least to a certain degree. You just can't exclude them. The point is to acquire and enjoy them while simultaneously doing your best to minimize the destruction of your spirituality and integrity. Believe it or not, you can even use them to practice your spirituality and do more good things in the world. Don't just believe everything Leo says. He is limited, hence flawed. I can see some of his flaws. I finished watching his video about Tate just now. I don't know the guy because he is not interesting enough to be worth my time. But in general, Leo's video has good points and is worth watching. But believe it or not, Leo displayed his bias there which doesn't need to be your bias. I have seen a few flaws. And life is not just contemplation, integrity, and truth. It's also about variety of experiences and enjoyment.
  19. It's dumb to mock Stage Green. Stage Green deserves all the support in the world. A Stage Green man can be masculine. Meet Masafumi Nagasaki. Learn more about him. https://paradise.docastaway.com/masafumi-nagasaki-city-returns/
  20. It is selfishness and it is good, not evil. Not all forms of selfishness are harmful to others. Despite liberals' selfishness, they are still more empathetic or sympathetic than conservatives. It is still intelligent of you to foresee it. Yes, societal evolution powered by liberal values and AI will purge stubborn conservatives from global human population (already starting to happen). Yes, death will be the eventual result, but before that, extreme horrors and suffering must be experienced first. Intelligent conservatives will do their best to "grow" to avoid the tragedy I described above. Not really. In the domain of survival and stability, conservatives are superior to liberals. But in the domains which are most important in existence, liberals are superior to conservatives. Conservatives are more animalistic than liberals. But since the past few years, I have been seeing and appreciating the beauty or importance of conservatism. I've also been doing my best to embody it. And to be honest, I have been experiencing and loving the good side of it. It's all about balance, having healthy amounts of both conservativism and liberalism.
  21. Probably the best 2 lines in a poem ever. Very simple but romantic. Next, ask the AI to create a poem about the purpose of human life.
  22. Why being malicious? Nothing to be upset about. Many members here imitate Leo, in words and actions. But it never seriously crossed their minds they are just digging a deeper hole for themselves. The differences between Leo and his followers are that Leo already has millions or hundreds of thousands in his bank account and has never experienced any form of mental illness or any serious form of trauma, while his followers are being inflicted with various forms of mental illnesses, trauma, and are having financial problems. Many also lack social skills or have never had a girlfriend their entire lives. It's ok for Leo to shoot for the stars. It's foolish for his followers to try to do the same thing because for them, it's just spiritual bypassing. Leo's work is NOT for the majority of the population. That's the truth, whether acknowledged or not.
  23. The music video above is Leo's best song of all time. I also love that song; the lyrics are good and the melody is fun. But I think there are songs out there which are superior. I think Leo is just biased because the vocalist of New Radicals looks similar to him. ? The 2 music videos below are superior to Leo's song. But everything in existence is relative especially music. So there's no clear winner. You are also free to disagree. I just want to honor these songs.