Ulax

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  1. I woke up today and I immediately thought of all the other people in the world waking up with me: some of them would wake up alone, some with a hangover, some in bed with their husbands or wives, some with a new partner - some of them wouldn’t have slept at all! I imagined the natural light or the variety of alarm sounds which might have woken them up. I asked myself: “What is the first thought that will run through their minds? What truly motivates and inspires them? What are they going to do today?” In my minds eye I saw millions of individual days playing out before me like a fractal pattern of morning-to-nights. I was able to do all of this because… I am a Stage Yellow Systems Thinker. So how did I get here? As a precocious youngster I studied many subjects, but I was never satisfied. Even then, I was to able to intuitively sense that most of the big ideas that could be grasped within an academic setting had already been arrived at. The great geniuses of the past - the likes of Einstein, Wittgenstein and Rothberg - already had their photos on the wall, and I knew that I couldn’t compete with them. Most of the intellectuals I came across had lived austere and isolated lives, and I certainly didn’t want to do that! Even worse, I knew that most of the ideas they had expressed would not be popular today… Given that I did not want an academic career, mainstream popularity was very important to me. If I wanted to be successful, I would have to limit myself to presenting ideas that are compatible with our advanced and inclusive times. That’s when I hit upon my idea of genius: I would go through the works of all of the great thinkers and philosophers, borrowing the ideas that were compatible with what is popular today and discarding the rest! After a while, I had even forgotten why I was doing this, and I was able to really believe that I was distilling the gems of truth from otherwise hopelessly outdated material! This is the story of how I became a Stage Yellow Systems Thinker. What is most beautiful about this is that I am able to look down on the first tier of humanity from my Tier 2 perspective whilst maintaining our shared belief in equality and democracy! But I’m still human. There are still wounds within me that need to be healed and shadows to bring to the light. In dealing with my own traumas, I am able to have compassion with myself whilst remaining detached. This is my innovation and my superpower. I’ve built myself a beautiful body, a beautiful mind, and - most importantly - a beautiful spirit. I built these through my own ingenuity and through the assistance of many other beautiful people. I am a walking testament to the power of individualism and collectivism spiralling in love together, forever. Mark my words. One day, all of the world is going to be like me. They don’t know it yet, but they will. The wisdom of the higher stages which I embody so perfectly will be simply irresistible. Only then, when everyone is like me, will the world finally know the peace and joy of Divine Unity.
  2. @Dorje Chang imo That's cool af! You planning to dedicate your career to this, or is it more of a hobby?
  3. @MarkKol I'd say I'm in a somewhat similar spot, tho am a bit older than you. I think this is not an uncommon issue for folks who have done the course. Tho I think also it can be a result of not being in touch enough with one's intuition, or having doubts about trusting our intuition.
  4. I think there's some use you could get from watching a show for these reasons. However, its a drop in the ocean when it comes to actually learning game and success in attraction imo. Even doing 10 approaches in a nightclub and analysing them using high quality teachings is going to teach you more than any show imo. Watching these shows can easily just become mental masturbation for avoiding doing what it actually takes to get serious results in dating imo.
  5. @something_else lmao
  6. @soos_mite_ah Cute! What kind of guy is he? I.e. is he super masculine? More in touch with his feminine side?
  7. @Danioover9000 Ye that is the one ? He used to be big on alt right youtube back in like 2014. I used to be a fan. He was like a political prankster. Then he sort of became a pedo and got cancelled ?
  8. @DrugsBunny Lmao I was most surprised at seeing Milo again. Haven't seen that guy doing anything of significance of years. INteresting new look for him too.
  9. Any recommendations? Shame (2011) & Manchester by the Sea (2012) are examples of what I'm looking for. I'm willing to watch some pretty dark stuff, so don't hold back on suggestions.
  10. @no_name I don't see an issue with the actions of the guy in these two paragraphs
  11. Any recommendations? If you have seen 'I stand alone' by Gaspar Noe that is something like what I'm looking for.
  12. @petar8p I'd say it is a trigger of mine I'd say, i.e. I get annoyed too. Yet, I don't think we deserve a no. Also, my understanding of why I get triggered is different now. Firstly, my chosen code of ethics means that I believe she has the right not to reply to me, as I have the right to not reply to others. And, my thoughts around thinking she should reply are just entitled thoughts. Not that I, from a conscious perspective, want to condemn those thoughts but that's how i classify them. (I base my code of the assertive rights code in 'When I say no I feel guilty' by Manuel Smith). Second, I just try to sit and process the feeling of annoyance using the letting go technique. Which I find pretty effective. Though I find it somewhat difficult to let go of thoughts. Thirdly, I understand that if I believe i am annoyed at the girl for not replying, that I am just projecting, and it is a way I unconsciously have decided to regulate my emotions. Tho I struggle to do this in the moment sometimes.
  13. @Juressic I'd say I used to be in a somewhat similar friendship group. I'd personally leave them asap. Their bad vibe will likely be pulling your own vibe down.
  14. Sincerely tho @Leo Gura, here is my feedback. I think more focus on conscious relationships. More understanding of how people with personality disorders will exploit the forum. Keep your ego in check. I think you're doing a lot of great things overall though. You've already accomplished a lot of special things with this site imo.
  15. I've said it before and im not the only one. And honestly im getting tired of it. But start an only fans already. The universe told me that its the next stage of your evolution. Just make sure to start one before Nahm does, or im leaving you for him.
  16. @bejapuskas I think you're jumping to conclusions in your most recent reply to me and also the way you seem to me to understand the points I'm making is different from the way I intend for them to be understood. I'm going to end my discussion on this thread with you here.
  17. @bejapuskas If you had a film recommendation instead of articles I'd be grateful tho
  18. @bejapuskas I agree that I don't know what its like. I'm just trying to provide a perspective on how you can be more effective at achieving your goals. Speaking plainly, I don't really care whether your anti whatever. What I care about is the actual effects of people's behaviour. Just being anti something does not mean you are helping, sometimes you can be hindering the very goal you are going after. For example, if a discussion on race realism gets banned is that good? Maybe the discussion stops. But maybe the poster feels alienated, and leaves forum, and joins 4chan instead. And on 4chan he gets radicalised further into racial hatred, and gets more and more people to join his 4chan space. Which leads to a black person being harmed. And if you are someone who encouraged the banning then imo you are partially responsible for that person's radicalisation. Maybe you consider that the effect of having the discussion actually has the consequence of harming a lot of people too i.e. an african american dude ends up feeling increased feelings of shame and fear, and on the balance of things you decide that the consequences of getting the discussions banned would be better. Its a complex thing to think about imo. And, I think righteousness is an indication of not understanding that. On another note, I'm not that interested in reading those articles at this time.