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@hundreth You didn't deny that reality was a hallucination you just questioned why I wouldn't commit suicide. There's no point in suicide when you are already dead.

@Bno obviously the Quran.

@hundreth Can't be a hallucinogen when reality is a hallucination.

@khalifa It sounds like you might be having early warning signs. If you're worried it might be a chemical imbalance just take some anti-phycotics for a couple of months, It should help you with stability. You say you feel half awake, that could be a sign of insomnia.

@Buba Well you said you like women also so technically you're bi-sexual not gay. Problem solved.

@Neph Listen to heavy metal and lift weights.

Hey Guys, I have recently lost all meaning in life. I literally feel like everything is meaningless. I was spending 3 years of my life working hard at work and college with purpose. I took 4 months off work after I finished college, and I spend most of my time at home doing nothing. It feels like I'm stuck at home and there's nothing to do, apart from going to the gym. I really wonder what people do in their free time. I don't really have that many friends either, so I don't really hang out. I always feel bored, time goes slowly, and I lost interest in meditating, exercise, fashion, grooming etc. Does anyone have any advice?

Last night I had a dream where I was was with a friend and we both decided to take LSD. I've taken LSD before and had breakthroughs. The LSD within this dream actually changed the content within the dream. Everything was suddenly recontexulized and I saw Nothingness. I then realized I was inside a dream and woke up.

@Leo Gura Didn't you take LSD with a bear?

@Anna1 Got another job, fixed the problem. ?

@Leo Gura Death in a dream wakes you up. Unless you're talking about limbo, like in Inception.

@Raptorsin7 They're all good, just pick one and stick to them.

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@JunkyJu food doesn't vibrate

@Jahmaine

@EntheogenTruthSeeker You're going to need to stop taking any phycedelics for at least a year, take the medicine and focus on getting yourself better and not having sleep problems. If you're ending up in a hospital that's a very bad sign.

@Highest Bro sometimes crazy shit happens and you just gotta accept that shit like it never happened.

@Name You just need to suffer that pain of discipline, there's no other way.

@brugluiz No don't risk it.

Does anyone have any insight into Christianity and how it relates to non-duality. I'm a big fan of biblical stories, however I don't think they should be taken literally. What are angels, devils, jesus etc? What is the holy trinity? In the context of non-duality

@Leo Gura I can imagine you doing this and saying it's all love which shows you've transcended the good vs evil duality whilst also giving me nightmares which is still also dreaming of you.

@Mikael89 You ate the forbidden fruit

@SoonHei Seems legit

It's been 4 months since I've shattered completely my materialist paradigm, however, I want to go back to the materialist paradigm. Infinite beauty was something I enjoyed but for it to constantly be in my perception can be disturbing, especially when you can't tell anyone about it and you have to pretend you're not being mind fucked by what you see. Another mind fuck is no longer existing as a human being. I feel like I have died and what exists is myself as a conciousness seperate from the mind and body. I truly miss being able to live a blissfully ignorant life as a separate self. Is there any hope of return to the materialist paradigm?

@ugreglo You forgot orange pill