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can you give us a specific example, what kind of music? what kind of visualization.

just 10ug and I am tripping (super sensitive), no need to rush. start with 10ug

Can you elobare this @Razard86

Who does take high dosage psychedelics and is not more sensitive afterwards? This is the work. it‘s a feature not a bug.

what are you experiencing right now?

The same happened to me too. I couldn‘t even do my job anymore cause the job persona I created was so far away from my authentic self. My empathy is nowadays so strong that I can feel any little vibration. Waking up can be roughy I have respect for everyone here who is on the path to become more conscious. Frederico, I can feel through your responses that you are a pretty loving person with the ability to be grateful. You will be definitetely fine.

Right now, I am in a small village, breathing in fresh air and enjoying some freshly picked fruits. When I think about the future, I visualize something beautiful. Why would I use my imagination/ creativity for a futuristic horror scenario? Seriously, you are torturing yourself at this point. Btw: the video is beautiful. Just enjoy it without imagining the horror version.

but be grateful to experience it. This is the real deal in terms of healing. You are facing a big dragon. Try to do a lot of grounding / breathing. Invite it. Try to feel as much as possible and stop labeling it. as you know real growth is not linear. much love!

I did it yesterday several times. Pretty powerful. Ty for sharing it

instructions not clear. Speak to us. How to achieve that state?

I enjoy talking shit with some friends, we are getting totally absurd, making fun of each other, of other beings af course of our selves. in that state we take literally nothing serious, there are neither morals nor ethics. We are laughing so much. With the years as I became more conscious and do the "work", I feel bad sometimes about it. I can feel how I am judging this state from time to time cause our humour can get very dark. But I am in between: Cause we are not really harming anyone, and I wish for everyone in this world nothing but pure love and beauty. What's your opinion? Is it against the consciousness work? Do I have to let that go in order to be able to grow? Honestly these moments I feel way more alive then any other moments, cause I am free from judgement and playful. But like I said sometimes my spiritual Ego appears and judges me.

Interesting take, you are definitely exactly sounding like a part of me. Here are some facts to understand the situation more: Yes, I was ridiculed as a child, I had pretty big ears as a child so I got ridiculed big times, my whole family is never expressing some discomfort instead they are just finding a way to make fun of it. So I know how I created that "skill". It was out of anxiety and insecurity. Also good to know: I am not always in that state, it is like with certain friends for a few hours. The rest of the time I am developing myself and I run a few companies. I am interested in technology and how it can help raise consciousness. If I would be shit talking all the time, it might be concerning, but that way: I don't know, having fun and getting rid of all morals, being totally in joy for that moment, feels almost like doing more consciousness work then being serious. Of course the people around me find me more interesting and like me in that mode also. Nobody really want's to hear the truth, especially a lot of women not ;D

Yeah, I am pretty good with girls, simply by the fact that I can just talk non sense. And the perfect environment to learn shittalking was and is with my friends.

So I am good trolling around? ;p no bad karma? No jesus not letting me in to the heaven? ;p

God is more interested in your growth. Sorry to hear about your anusive father. But you can frame it in a positive way by understanding why he was abusive, forgiving him and being a loving person as you have total empathy on how it feels to be abused. it‘s really basic personal growth perspectives. Learning / Seeing things as opportunities. Taking responsibility instead of playing the victim.

Currently working on it too

Damn that still doesn‘t sound gentle. San Pedro felt always very gentle but I never got that deep with it. btw: I am changing the topic. Sorry!

I agree, too bad that 99% of 5Meo consume is out of a pipe = harsh for the ego. but Leo and others are repeating often: you can‘t realize god without freaking out / dying. Would you agree?

How pleasent were the little steps? I am really in between: full dosage go for traumatizing the ego or peace by peace how I did it with other psychedelics.

Brother is finally dropping some wisdom which is not that dark ??

Got u, so u mean: just getting rid of attachements

Explain

By getting rid of everything that u are not.. guess what it is? layers of fear

Why so obsessed with Leo? Nobody cares about Leo, he is good in extracting informations and put it in a certain context, and I like that. Sometimes I resonate with the Informations and sometimes not. take what resonates with you and leave the rest alone.