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It feels like my mind is being scrambled somehow. I don't know what to do about it. Constant negative emotion angst and rumination. Preventing me from even being able to use attention with any semblance of efficacy. This affects my life in general in very drastic ways. Has been the case since adolescence. If I do weed or psychedelics my intuition skyrockets as well as calculation in chess, working memory etc. Need advice. The reason I use the chess example is because it's a tangible controlled environment that has made me keenly aware of this problem ADHD medication also fixes this

@LoseYourvelf Yes. I was dubious as well because it could be purely subjective. But the statistics from my games when high versus sober show a clear and major difference. Consistently much lower centipawn loss 20-30 (versus minimum 2x that). Elimination of moves that are blunders.

Ultimately, they are people just like everyone else If you make it, people will celebrate you... They always "knew" you had it in you If you don't, you're a loser Ultimately only you know yourself

@Abe27 on the other side of the coin you might yourself avoiding the harsh realities of survival If you can for sure live off of the fortune you made, in a long-term sustainable way then go for it 100% but if their is negative long-term implications I might consider that and plan accordingly

what time do you wake up?

My best guess it's 130-140 But I could be wrong Gifted for sure. Either way rather than reducing someone to a number... Just appreciate their mind. @Someone here either way you are asking great questions. Personally the best way is to just dive deep into this topic for a few months until you have a deep strong foundation. You're not going to understand this from answers in a forum post lol. @Keryo Koffa love this guy... Sorry OP but he schooled you 😂

Now this I want to see... Honestly should be a multi-part series

@Leo Gura You mean I can't just become God and bypass all the "personal" healing? edit: what do You mean by cellular? How does one go about that...

First order of business... Life is suffering (if you're operating on Human OS)

Yeah like for instance ... If you wake from the dream and recruit other members and teach them so you can work together to hack the dream Bad idea? Or... Good idea? A gang of solipsist... I'm getting bored going to my job everyday and pretending... So dumb and mundane... Normies are boring af. Even the ones that think they're smart... Even worse 😭 This squad would more OP than the Justice League

Yes he fucking is He is the 🐐 🦁 Got that big brain 🧠

Won't say it's the best but amanita is highly underrated

I agree wholeheartedly. This is my theory: If your level of consciousness is higher, then by default you'll be much less interested in this plane of existence relative to others Society won't like it because it undermines its authority Mwuah 😘 💋

Just do the exercises in ACOM Done Better than 🦁 course 😘

Well can you elaborate because evolutionary psychology indicates otherwise...

@Keryo Koffa it would be most prudent to build a solid foundation… Given that my life has already lost enough stability because of pursuing spirituality also what @Ero said right above me is what I’m describing

@Carl-Richard that actually describes me exactly… Recently started setting timers to force myself to study in 10 minute intervals

@Keryo Koffa no I'm mostly chasing material rewards through mental and physical effort. Discipline is what humans like to call it

It is fucking phenomenal. There's a few geniuses out there leave a trail for us... until the day that we are ready to catch on

@Leo Gura yes but to some conservatives... anything besides lynching is not racism but victim mentality

and the fact that Trump i spewing this nonsense in a fucking presidential debate is insane... bringing up the immigration thing over and over again. like what is your voter demographic... xenophobes and racists?

@El Zapato stimulants are considered by psychiatry as the most effective solution for adhd Caffeine is a stimulant But amphetamines are definitely superior

Sorry I forgot to post in this thread last night... I was too busy eating my neighbors dogs