PenguinPablo

Like what are the mechanics of this form of realization? I’ll dm you if that’s cool. Genuinely interested. have had small glimpses like being the entire universe and forgetting that was always the case (from marijuana) but want to understand deeper. Even if it’s just through other people explaining for now. as opposed to directly experiencing

@Breakingthewall im too stoopid to reason my way through that level of abstraction

Lol at Leo being so triggered at figments of his imagination. Following this thread

That's an awesome observation! Love that band. Planetary Duality is my shit. Gonna go back and explorer their lyrics. Interesting story about how I found out about them. A couple of my friends had a prog metal band and were opening for them (along with rings of Saturn and after the burial)

Location is the most relevant variable for day game. unless you're still in college, there's few places where you'll seriously get enough volume to make it truly efficient.

ignorant comment.

Yes. 16-18 hour fast I feel amazing. Even more energy. Eating on the contrary makes me feel lethargic and dull.

@Sugarcoat DUDE... different paradigms. Of course there's going to be overlap between Eastern spiritual systems and Western psychology. Can't look at this stuff black and white.

emo rap bars for days maybe more like poetry

At least 1 million dollars Just depends where your life is at bro imo. If you have a stable career or whatever and a place, what are you waiting for?

Prostitiution comes to mind edit: but seriously. The feminine side is so necessary in so many avenues because I feel it's the connector. It's the side that allows people to be heard and understood. This is extremely important in any situation where two human beings come together and I cannot think of many businesses where this isn't the case. Of course, the masculine, logical, get shit done attitude, is needed. But I see a lot of dudes work there tail off while other people can accomplish the same amount in 10% of the time because of their ability to connect with others. Of course, too much empathy and you can lose sight of the vision...

@amanen the universe

@Leo Gura The idea behind dependent arising is to awaken from all dreams. Anything within mind is included. Awakening from the "some guy called Leo" is merely a speck within the chain of possibility to become entangled In. I still don't see how the Buddhist dependent arising stuff does not apply regardless of whether you're an alien, Leo, or a door knob. It's a universal principle.

I agree with Leo. I would dump him and get with me instead.

@kray I feel like I would like NYC. The anonymity. Just another speck amongst millions of others. With that said, I can imagine there's 1000s of different groups, clubs, activities to join. You can bounce in and out until you find a few tribes. If I lived in NYC I'd join a Chess club. If I lived in NYC I'd find some guys to do pickup with. I could go on and on...

sounds like co-depenedent arising / dependent origination.

LMAO this guy stole the Stranger things plot

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Dude I know a guy that is obsessed with Andrew Tate and even emulates him by going on loud monologues... He does all this unironically. Not realizing that it's largely a show on the fucking internet and not how you're supposed to conduct yourself in real life.

There's enough of those creepy pickup guys in Toronto Just playing... Would love to if I lived there. Though I would prefer Montreal

@Arthogaan I don't think so... I don't think so...

Yes... Sometimes I do. The thing is that the desire to end your life is the same as the desire for enlightenment. Ultimately, you want to let go of all the suffering you're carrying. The cool thing is you don't have to end your life. You can drop the suffering, the negative thoughts, the heavy emotions this very minute... Like dropping groceries on the ground because they're too heavy

Knowledge will stay with after discontinuing use. Consult with a doctor for usage. Amphetamines are serious stuff.

In my short 27 years on this planet, I've had tremendous opportunities... I was obsessed with pickup for some time and I literally got to work alongside some of the top pickup artist in the world. They saw something on me and took a chance. There were several reasons why I left. Some were the pickup guys fault but I also just felt like I wasn't holding up my weight. Next to these guys, I felt like an imposter. So I felt guilty even being around them. Before this, I was in college for industrial engineering. I failed almost every class one semester (the semester I transferred from community college to a university) and I felt so bad I moved back home with my parents. I felt bad because my mom was working long hours at a factory to help pay for my education (I also took on loans but felt terrible about having her work in a factory, meanwhile I am pissing away the opportunity). In the end, abandoning the 3.5 years of effort I put into my engineering education. Now, I am in a similar situation working with very high level people in the solar industry. I've had flashes of excellence over the last month but I have nothing to show for it. The same familiar feeling of unworthiness prevails my mind. Although, here it's worse because you need a certain amount of belief and confidence to do well in sales. Something, I conjure the will to go out and make things happen. But most of the time, I'm dropping the ball. I feel like leaving once again. One of the guys on the team decided to take me under his wing and help me out. Now I feel like an asshole again since I don't feel like I am putting my best foot forward. The urge to abandon this endeavor is blossoming once again. Emotionally, I kind of feel like moving back with my parents and locking myself in my room for weeks at a time. There's a weird sense of comfort in laying in bed most of the day feeling sorry for myself -- every few days conjuring the will and the vision to strive for excellence. And then relapse. I joined this sales team because I felt that the accountability aspect would help. In some ways it has but I have not made any money and I am fucking stressed. I guess I am trying to find a solution. Whether pragmatic or psychological. I'm not sure what the answer is exactly.

yo mama