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If true he got played like a fool Like when the cool kids invite you to their table at lunch, only to fuck with you Beyond foolish to play chess with a grandmaster with the entire world as the audience

And by that I mean Awakened with a capital 'A' Not a glimpse Please no spiritual narcissism or boasting I am asking sincerely

I still get triggered. Stressed. Negative thoughts and so forth. But it only makes the game more worth playing--you thought meditating and sitting around like a Buddhist would suffice? Lol. Lazy boy. Facing solipsism head on the way you said is quite intense though. It's easier to have like you said in the background. Or very in the background to the point where the dream is reified.

It's imaginary so why not risk 'everything' / 'nothing' Nothing to lose

That is inevitable Even though I said no spiritual narcissism 😂

abandoning the ambition to know it is impossible Realized this on amanita

Relax man I know this won't fix your situation, but I suggest taking the pressure off for a couple of weeks. Take some time to decompress and do other s*** You can always come back and reassess your relationship to chess and what it means for your future But I'll just chill focus on other s***, Friends, Life, maybe a trip somewhere Just chill I like to play chess too but I am nowhere Damn near as good as you are

exactly this. you are getting impatient. no wonder you getting liquidated lol. invest less, and an amount you can afford to go a few years without so you can cash out on an upswing instead of losing

@Magnanimous I like the Physics degree. Especially if you specialize in all the weird shit with like quantum physics, relativity, and so on... Mind bending implications and so on. If you're a true writer, you know what you need to do to grow as a writer. Whereas getting a Physics degree can expand your mind about difficult subject matter that can inform your worldview, philosophy, and writing. Additionally, you will never have to worry about having wasted your time on a "useless degree" or whatever they like to call them. You're not selling your soul and doing it for the money only. It's both practical and also intellectually stimulating. Personally, if I were to go back to school yeah it would be a combo of Philosophy and Physics.

He seemed pretty neutral to me lol -- I don't think he was undermining it

Make it a habit to talk to x girls each day at school or each time you go out. Your mind is fooling you. Enough with this HSP nonsense. You could straight up just ask for directions to start

By falling in love so deeply with the art of social skills / pickup, and loving human beings in general, the discomfort and pain becomes secondary. inspiration my friend thats the answer falling in love with incremental progress && the occasional reward 🍑🍑

absolutely! there's plenty of great careers to choose from like... managing a scam call center or becoming a spiritual charlatan then I get to live like a King

are you in SALES?

let Elon try it

He said he has a hard-on (heart on❣️) for Leo! Is there not a greater declaration of love than the homoerotic appreciation for the mind of another man ♂️ ?

This is a very very good book 📚 Highly recommend -- goes hand to hand with God realization

That's Florence during the Renaissance gay artists -- Da Vinci and many others

documentary about handsome young men in the Dominican Republic seducing middle aged tourists women for their money. Quite comical and sad

if youre asking youre already passed the point

that's our toxic side I agree very solid human being. You can tell he just has a sincere passion for helping people. But yeah his communication style is kinda soft and and a bit dry. Not bingeable like a Leo or Owen video. Kinda monotone in a way.

It's not conceptual It's experiential realization

Are you saying that "you-ing" yourself into the position of God is just another ego game? Hence no-self, lack of conceit in that perspective?