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Each bubble has its own avatar. Because every bubble is created from scratch. It wasn't caused by another bubble, there is no link between bubbles. Every avatar lives for one moment.

You can't understand God with logic. Only higher consciousness will do. And then you realize that the past and future is your imagination right now. From the relative perspective, every possible bubble exists. But that doesn't mean that God starts with one bubble which then evolves into another bubble and so on. The closest you could say is that God imagines all of these bubbles at once. No bubble is before or after another bubble. No bubble causes another bubble. They all exist beside each other, outside of time. There is no causation. It's an infinite number of bubbles with no beginning and no end, because there is no time. Time is something that is imagined within a bubble. However this is not how it ultimately works. And about the idea that, there was one origninal moment like before the big bang, then the big bang, which causes the universe and everything evolves over time and one thing causes another thing. That is pure illusion, pure fantasy.

I'd try find someone who has a strong natural transmission, like Jan Esmann, Mooji, Sadhguru, Amma,... There surely are such people in north America, but I don't know of anyone. (Kai Shanti, but I think she currently doesn't hold retreats)

the only thing helpful is higher consciousness

The beginning is now.

Maybe he uses different words to say that God is Nothingness. That realization is not higher than God Realization though.

Do you know some good tutorials how to do that? I did a bit of research some time ago, but all I could find seemed way too weak sauce, I can't imagine that stuff works, except for those who are extremely talented.

Higher consciousness

For lucid dreaming, read through tutorials on dreamviews.com and reddit. Maybe some youtube videos too. For psychic abilities, maybe these posts help: link, link.

I'm sorry to hear about all the suffering you have to go through. I suppose you have already tried many things to improve your situation. If all of that doesn't work, and you don't see hope in improving your situation with normal means, then I recommend you try asking angels for help. Get the book archangels of magick by Damon Brand (ebook is fine) and go to the chapter "chrisis magick". And do that several times, for all major aspects of your life. And then use the "archangels sigils of power" for all minor aspects of your life. Do as much as possible. Also get the book "Angelic sigils keys and calls" by Ben Woodcroft. I feel like this stuff could actually help you. If you think this doesn't work, read the reviews on Amazon. But still keep trying everything you can with normal means.

Because it's more fun

I think the most common psychic ability is empathy. The next easiest to learn is maybe being abel to feel the energy of transmissions (when you are given a transmission). The easiest way to improve that ability is by receiving many transmissions. The next easiest is maybe being able to sense spirits. Which is learnt by trying to summon and perceive spirits. For that, books like those from Damon Brand. All 3 of these are in the category of psychic perception.

Sure. But I'm not sure whether I understand everything you wrote. What do you mean with that? How would they ruin the game? That depends on your natural tendencies. The way I see it, there are 2 main psychic abilities. Psychic perception. Being able to perceive psychic stuff. That includes: empathy, clairvoyance, seeing the future, seeing and hearing spirits, Intuition, tarot, telepathy, remote viewing... Psychic will power. That includes: Manifestation, telekinesis, levitation, psychic healing, turning water into wine,... By training one of the 2 basic psychic powers, you improve in all of its subpowers. The more you try to do a psychic power (like trying to be able to see spirits), the better you get at it. Like with any skill. But the most powerful way to improve psychic abilities is by invoking a spirit that has the power to increase one's psychic abilities. Like for example archangel Raziel. You would ideally summon and invoke that spirit every day for months. If you are not able to summon a spirit with your intention alone, you can try some methods like those from Damon Brand's archangel book. These methods work, but if you are not yet skilled enough, you won't perceive anything. But that changes overtime.

Haha that's true. Though actually, my main reason for increasing my baseline is to become able to give strong transmissions. My goal is to be able to give transmissions that put you in nondual consciousness, regardless of your sensitivity or spiritual maturity. This is possible, and I know how to get there.

I want my meditative highs to become baseline. I suppose I'm worse than a jhana junkie

Your perspective/bubble is one bubble out of Infinite possible bubbles. But right now only this bubble exists. God, the whole ocean, became this one bubble. This is how God experiences every bubble, all of God Shapeshifts into it, and nothing else is left, because God can't split itself. There can always only be one Consciousness. But its also kinda true that there is more than one bubble, because God keeps shapeshifting into different bubbles, in that sense, all the bubbles exist. But always one at a time. I've explained all of that in more detail in that post I've mentioned above.

Then you probably have poor dream recall . The better your dream recall the more vivid your dreams become. Most of my dreams are also less complex. But most of my DEILD lucid dreams are very vivid and detailed. Just like 'real life'.

It is funny how most people have it backwards. They think spiritual people need to find scientific evidence for their spiritual awakening in order to validate it. But such procedures are completely meaningless. Actually, good scientists should try to find similarities with non-dual wisdom as a means to validate their scientific theories.

Aren't your dreams similarly complex?

@r0ckyreed Maybe this helps to understand what I wrote above:

From a contemplative POV, you can't know whether external stuff exists or not. But if you increase consciousness, you will know for sure. This moment right here and now is God's point of view. This duality doesn't exist. There is not a sponge bubble and a sponge. The sponge bubble is the whole sponge. The way that the sponge bubble is created, is by the whole sponge shapeshifting into and becoming a sponge bubble. All of God becomes that one bubble.

@Virgo Respect. I should do that too, but I'm too lazy. If I put pillows beneath my knees, my legs don't get numb. But after some time it gets uncomfortable nontheless.

All existential science that doesn't mirror insights of mysticism is a joke. True. Humans can't understand how reality works. Luckily you are not a human, but God.

Exactly. That's what this moment is. History and all that stuff is imagined to make the illusion of being a human who lives a life more convincing.

God = Existence = Nothingness. Therfore God can't die. But when God imagines to be a human, God dies in some sense. Because God completely shapeshifts into that imagination. There is nothing behind the scenes, when God imagines to be not-God, all of God becomes not-God. In that way God can escape its eternity in some sense. But actually, not-God is still God, because all there is is God, therfore God can't actually become not-God. God can only create the illusion of becoming not-God (eg. human), and because imagination is reality, it becomes true in some sense. It's a bit paradoxical.