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You have to use their game against them. If they want to fuck you over, you have to one up them and fuck them over before them or not put yourself in a position like a marriage where they have an advantage to fuck you over. Game is just like chess.

Who they fuck? Actions say more than words.

I was naive enough to believe life was a love simulator. It is not for the individual, perhaps from God's perspective it is. Survival is a game, a very harsh one, and one can't spiritually bypass it. Play = game = learning = evolution The hardest thing for me to integrate in the coming period is to choose for myself, and play my game and let others play their game. Not wanting to play the game of life is a big weakness which hampers my life quality and it is also not an attractive trait. True, I'm thinking too much.

It was a female but not from Bakhmut No signs yet

You talk from personal exp?

Seems like all the info is out there on how to make money through affiliate marketing and businesses. This guy is selling me on how to set up an Amazon shop. And I didn’t told him in his face that all the info and teachings is freely available on the internet, YouTube and books but I feel like I could missing. For example when doing the product research (to pick out products to sell) he says they can fine tune processes and show me the way.

All is Self, so just like organs in a body, every human has its function. It is ok to take "nutritions" but for the benefit of all, not for the benefit for yourself. Bullsh..

There are a lot of people who have no self esteem or self love and they get late through manipulation just by catering to female desires and insecurities. Although self esteem is an important factor for self development. It is not the crucial factor. Self esteem is not the cause, it is the effect of the cause of competency. What women's boobs and ass is for men, male competency and authority is for women.

I'm heavily focused on self development because most of the problems I have other people can't help me with. Not even a therapists because most are idiots. Talk therapy helped me some but not a lot. So I'm doing my own thing with release work, meditation, breath work, and so on. I defeated by addictions on my own but I still have some trauma I have to process. Most of the problems I have are with females so I go out once a week to get triggered. I do some dates but I don't want a relationship because that would interfere with my healing. My last gf was pushy with sex which made me hate her. I'm 3 months in no-fap and I want to do it for 6-9 months.

Why you want to know this? I need to learn that. I'm an empath. It is not the first time I encountered this problem. In nature there is evolution and devolution. We all have to evolve otherwise we fall into devolution. I mean, I understand it mentally but emotionally I'm still stingy lol That is a strawman and not a fair comparison. As a guy I'm not fat or whatever. I'm just a nice guy. So why should I be treated like shit for being a nice guy? Women who only date up and fuck up (and not down) are spiritually broke. I would never trust such a woman. Because she is not yours, it is just your turn.

Where does this carelessness come from? Because of abundance? It plays a factor but it is not everything.

Mother Nature is ruthless and selfish but it couldn’t exist if it wasn’t that way. I think I need to accept that selfishness is essential part of Mother Nature. And for that I need to integrate that selfishness and ruthlessness. Integration is the only way to transcend. You don’t have feelings in a relationship?! ?

What does he do when you orgasm into an Ukrainian?

I want to get into Ralston.

@Federico del pueblo @somegirl you would be a great couple. Just sayin.

I’m planning to do a spiritual retreat for 1 week. Is it ok to go to the gym two times per week? And do some home exercises? I value physical exercise a lot.

He is high as a kite

@Leo Gura has a body as far as I know

I've been reviewing my notes. It is mostly from RSD. Owen's at home program gives a great overview of all the principles you need to be successful. There are 5 overarchcing principles according to RSD: Presence (RSD transformation is another program which helps you to become more present) Clearity of intention (no specific program on principle but it is mostly about power versus force) Strength of reality (RSD high vibe deals with this by setting right frames) Entitlement (RSD Charisma deals with this) Self entertainment (no specific program because it is straight forward) What do you guys think is the most important? I listed the principles from most important to least important. In my opinion presence is everything and everything flows from that. If you don't have presence, the other principles won't hit.

My most recent break out of a plateau of social skills was this: having strong sense of reality. I stopped pinging off my environment and just live in my own reality. Since then I have had more women approach me or re-engaging contact. From my experience women ping off their environment all the time. So when they see a guy who doesn’t ping off their environment they feel kind of save to look at him. Pattern is this: they go out of my line of sight. Check me out. And I see them enjoying themselves looking at me but I act like I don’t see them. And out of nowhere they pop up into my face. This exact pattern happened to me couple of times in the last week and it made me think of the biological imprint of socializing. Women are very bio-logical. Pick up is about understanding that. In the core all women aren’t that different. It is almost like all women go to a school to act a certain way but of course that is not the case. It is called bio-logical. For the most part success in survival and sex is hacking your “bio-logic”.

So I've been doing some research in the context of levels of consciousness and I was focusing on rich people consciousness, and it is amazing how shallow these people are. Watch this for example: His only concern is whether or not he gets attention on his fucking watch. He talks about spending 12k dollars on a watch as it is peanuts. I kind of got insulted by just watching him. The watch guy said "let's make a watch collection for 12k" The rich guy "only 12k per watch?!?" The watch guy "no, 12k for your whole watch collection" I met real life rich people and they all share this vibe, it is this vibe that make them rich. It is a kind of energy of entitlement to something. This vibe also works very well on girls too. You don't have to be rich but you have to feel like you are entitled to it and have a rock hard frame of reality. There is not a big difference between the mentality of gaming and pickup. It is basically the same vibe / level of consciousness of abbundance. Important principles: Intention = having LP Strong frame of realty = confidence Entitlement = valuing yourself more than others, investing in yourself, egoism You can just tell how much he likes himself, more than anything else. ?

We could test your beliefs about love through direct exp.

@mmKay thanks

You can't have your cake and eat it too. I feel like a lot of people have wonderful ideas about love on paper but what really matters if you live it or not. If I saw you in real life, we could find out how big your love is within 15 minutes.

Looool. That is what I’m saying. It is different. It is relative. You have different boundaries for different people and things but .. Absolute love = no boundaries But you said “love is love“ but I don’t think you live that truth… for example If a random guy makes a not so descent proposal to you, I don’t think you will comply. Why? Because you have boundaries. That means love is not love. We shouldn’t be kidding ourselves