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Isn't awakening and enlightenment the same thing?

@Schizophonia you have a lot to learn young padawan

We weren't there so we can't tell. Women are hypergamous so if she didn't choose you she has better options or she can think she can do better.

This doesn't come out of nowhere..

What was your relationship to your mother in your childhood?

Definition of love = you don’t understand love

Leo too, but it is weird he doesn't see it.

Breaking the rules doesn't mean you do something illegal.

If a women is sabotaging you that is a huge red flag. It means she has daddy issues and she is taking it out on you. You suppose to be her BF and not her therapist.

Leo: I don’t believe Andrew has 25 million Translation: I don’t want to believe Andrew has 25 million Andrew’s biggest asset is his boys. If he lost all his money today he would earn it back tomorrow.

All emotions are fundamental to consciousness. Love is just the purest form of consciousness while other emotions like hate are a far less pure form of consciousness.

Don't try to find the perfect job. Just take the job and if it is shitty you will do your best to find another one. Trust me.

Yea, that is the core issue. It is a childish trait I need to sort out. I don't know how though. No worries

It is written in his book Integral psychology but it was a year ago I read his book.

I know this and I hate this. ? She is also different though.

To be honest I think this girl was feminine to begin with. She made me make all the choices even though I asked her opinions on our decisions for the day. I was just kind of flabbergasted about extreme position she took against Elon Musk. At that moment I didn't know how to respond to it without being confrontational. I also know she doesn't like my spiritual side. She is all science and materialist. And she is very stubborn about this topic. So it is not just her position on Elon Musk. It is just her stubbornness as a trait that I don't like. This has nothing to do with male or female. It is just a trait. I don't know why you guys have to fit everything in the masculine-feminine frame.

Psychology is NOT a real science to begin with. It is a soft science and it can't be compared to the hard sciences. It is subjectivism through the lens of objectivism. Wilber has some great things to say about this.

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Pff. I don’t know what happened. Previously life seemed so mundane but now it seems so magical. Similar to when I was a child. I have been doing a lot of prayer. I always thought it was similar to meditation but prayer is totally different ball game.

I don't like to take it is in the morning. I hate tripping on an empty stomach. I usually eat a big breakfast and wait for 4-5 hours. Drink a lot of water to flush it down. Do some exercise to feel good in my skin and some meditation. But yesterday I took it at 17:00 and it was way to late.

Maybe I shouldn't have said all. The rich people I met in the last few weeks. Even the ones who were good people had a healthy egoism.

I noticed how all rich people are self absorbed and egoistic. This is not a coincidence. Hot girls can smell success off of you. You don't need to be rich but you need some success in your life. The whole thing that the OP should understand is why should girls fuck around with "loosers" so to say. They don't want to spawn loosers. They want to spawn the winners of life.

@Karla nice trip report. So the only stuff you do is set intentions and surrender? Sounds so easy. I have trouble with surrendering.

Biggest theme is taming of the ego

@Princess Arabia ? @mr_engineer I couldn’t have explained it better.