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@SirVladimir I'm already reading books on day trading but I don't know what I could do more.

are thoughts not part of the universe though?

If you are tall you will know that it doesn´t do much for you if you can´t open your mouth and talk. It is all in your head. It is like women who think their boob size matters a lot. Most men and women don´t look at particulars. They look at the whole.

TYT needs to ditch that cave woman Ana, she chased away good people from the channel with her arrogance and one-upism.

you watched him too much lol

Don't hate the player, hate the game. It doesn't mean you make the game your life if you choose to play it.

Bigger danger in US is danger of civil war. I get the sense that people are just itching to jump at an opportunity to whip out their guns and start shooting "the other".

It is cheap to build a house in the desert and of course the womminz.

I buy organic meat, all other is bullshit.

With "going out with girls/prostitutes" do you mean dating them?

This guy is selling procrastination programs: https://timetheory.com/ His videos are free but the program costs about 2-3k dollars depending on how fat your wallet is. If you are interested, they can call you. After the free consultation, the enrollment is optional, and from what I reached 2-3k dollars is the price. What do you guys think? Is it worth it or do you guys have better options? A lot of people say don't do it: https://www.reddit.com/r/productivity/comments/hfeqzx/anyone_here_use_andrew_kirbys_procrastination/ These are the reasons for not doing it: I'm already in therapy so I'm already getting guidance. The books he is recommending I can just buy. I'm already doing what he is recommending but the problem is that I'm not seeing a change in myself. I have problems with dissociation and escapism in my day to day life.

I’m stuck between these two options. I’m gravitating towards a bachelor in IT consultancy because it is a more social job and less stressful. I think I will be more happy with that. Also I can always get my certificates in programming and exp on the side. I thought myself Java and it was exciting but I did get stressed out that some stuff didn’t work out at once. I think the safe option for me is It consultancy and then doing programming on the side. What do you guys think?

@abrakamowse I knew somebody was going to make that joke @hyruga 2-3k for a program is too much. I'm ok with paying 1k and you pay for the tutoring anyway. All the knowledge is out there in books and the internet. @AlphaAbundance apparently there is a market for it though. He started out solo and now he has a team of 20+ people selling anti-procrastination advice.

I think Elliott also has financial incentives to double down on blue. If he starts preaching stage green, he won't be able to make that money that he is making right now. He is an interesting figure but I never bought into him. He speaks with a pompous fake voice and that always came across as insincere.

Look into lateral thinking if you want out-of-the-box problem-solving. I read it a while back. Soon I will reread it.

Half-breeds always tend to be the most race obsessed for some reason. I can't help it but notice it.

Is there a best way of doing that?

It seems that people who take 5 MeO DMT age much faster. Obviously there hasn't been any research on this topic so this is just speculation. My theory is that it opens up life force going through the body and that makes you age faster. Besides that 5 Meo DMT is just chemical dank. It is bound to have an effect on your biological age.

Definitely option 1 is very taxing on me at the moment. That option actually describes me perfectly. I can see the structure of my personality and it feels like a prison. I was thinking about opening a topic but I didn't know how to tell my story. Currently I'm going to psychotherapy once a week and she doesn't know a lot about enlightenment but she did help me with loosening up. By the way, this made me go into psychotherapy: This event made me realize that my traumas have a great impact on me and that I'm not able to heal myself. I tried to heal myself with meditation and all kind of other practices but with no success.

Yes. I still believe in the self. On a regular base I get flashbacks to my childhood traumas. It is a huge problem in my day to day life. Most of the time I'm in a dissociative state (according to my therapist). I become an observer instead of a participant. This was like 7 years ago. I tried to recreate it but without success. I even took various kinds of psychedelics but I freaked out because of my ego problems such as being a failure in my life.

The ego is generated by the mind. If you stop generating subjective reality, you get to see the truth. I still haven't realized enlightenment by the way. I heavily identify with my traumas and my past but I have seen some glimpses of nonduality.

They say you have to calm the mind, before you can listen to your heart.

@supremeyingyang I will look into antifragile. Thanks for the advice. I rather do something and experience a little stress than do a profession with no stress but also no satisfaction. And I think you are right. I think most programmers totally love their job. They do it to get paid. You really have to be a special person to love programming.

@supremeyingyang To be honest, I already made my choice. Programming is not my thing. I tried it out for months. I thought myself Java and it didn't gave me satisfaction. Especially debugging is a pain in the ass. I'm already a stressful person and I have my own problems so it doesn't seem programming is a fit for me. I want to be a IT consultant. Keeping up with the latest IT news, writing reports, giving advice, leading projects is more my thing. I'm not sure what kind strategic objectives I can set. There aren't any hard skills you need to be an IT consultant: https://www.quora.com/What-are-the-skills-needed-to-work-as-a-Tech-consultant