WHO IS

When you say it is by "design", by whos design it is, mine? Why would MYSELF, beat the crap out myself?

So Yolo, you die and find out you never existed and thus cease to exist and that's the whole deal = ?

At least, it gives an impression that you still care, because you put this effort and time into writing this stuff, for someone who believes that nothing matters and he/she doesn't exist, (sorry, I don't know your gender, thus which pronoun to use to refer to You ) And of course, it is harder to understand your motives, because I don't know what is You after. Happiness? Truth? However, I wish You the best of well-being and your endeavors in life.

Why then bother writing in this forum, again and again? If when eventually people die they find out what you are trying to tell?

Leo, then what's stopping Consciousness to imagine that "miraculously" due to lets say...evolutionary upgrade(or any other story explanation), humans as species would stop aging?

Could we then say that because the collective consciousness of humanity believes death and aging to be a part of "reality" it is what we experience in "reality"? So, if most people on earth stopped believing in aging and death, then humans would stop aging and dropping dead?

First of all Leo, it seems that people take the fact that You take your time and effort to be in the forum active for hours to read and answer people's questions, for granted. Therefore I want to just say "A Big Thank You for Your Help!!!!!" I'm really interested in Truth. And Ill be honest, what motivates me the most to find out what reality "IS" and why there is something other then nothing, like why reality and I exist. Therefore, I was always questioning what is "Death" through out my life. Death is something that I want to avoid at all costs. I do not want to cease to exist. Some teachers say that death is ceasing to exist just for the physical body but ones Being/I continues to exist in other planes of existence. However, nowadays Im understanding that the body itself is a mental projection of consciousness. Therefore I HAVE to ask, what is Death really, according to Your experience with the truth?

Ok, I humble myself and admit that I accept the possibility that Im doing the work the wrong way. Can You tell me please, how to do the work? From what I read in the forum, You are saying that meditation will never give the results which 5-meo-dmt does and that 5-meo-dmt is the surest/straightest way to awakening, is that correct, did I understand this correctly? But if I or anyone else for the matter, doesn't have access to 5-meo-dmt, it means we cant awaken due to such circumstance? I sincerely will be thankful if you explain.(This might also help others who read this)

How work, when I don't have access to 5-meo-dmt? I ask questions, because that's we are doing here right, communicating? Trying to find and share Truth? Do You notice that when I ask You an interesting question, to which You could give me an answer(Which would be a loving/wholesome thin to do), You do not answer them and say "go do work". I don't know, why such an attitude, an awakened person would choose to express.

If people/humans do not have awareness and it is the awareness that has them instead, does it mean then that most "awarenesses" arent curious enough?

Leo when You say "being alive is no better than being dead" arent You contradicting Yourself? Didn't You say there is no death? Also, when you say "everything is imaginary" as if it makes it less "real", however, if "everything is imaginary" and imagination is all that is, then it is very-very real, because it is the only thing that is. Thus, everything being imagery doesn't make it less "not-real". The sky is blue, whether it is imaginary or not. One feels pain when one hits one's toe at the corner, one feels/experiences the pain, whether it is imaginary or not, but it doesn't matter because when EVERYTHING is made of Imagination, then Imagination is The Only Thing that Is, thus it IS Reality.

Because nothing happens without a reason, there is a causal chain of reaction. Also the answer coming your way that you are after is it coming externally or internally? If it is externally why do you take it as a 100% truth? Even if its God, how do You know God might not be joking/pranking/fooling You?

But existing/being is better than non-existence/non-being. If you we did not exist we wouldn't even be able to have a conversation right now. Also, why put objective-sense/selflessness above subjective/selfish? Why not the other way? Why should I relinquish my Being. I accepted one thing being better than the other depending what I am after/want to achieve(I guess you could call it "style") , without hating the "lesser-good" things, though out my life and I was a genuinely happy person, all until body did become ill. So from my own personal experience, it is possible to be genuinely happy, as long as things the way you want to be to. Of course if one just starts to learn to accept anything/everything as good, then nothing will have a difference, not even ceasing to exist will matter for such Being, then the question would be why did this Being even pop into existence, in the first place, if in the end it turns into a characterless/void-of-a-personality being who is trying to relinquish its own Being-"ness".

But still You would choose to be sane and not fall into insanity, no? I gave this example, because, You, Yourself wrote that once you went insane in a trip and that it was one of the scariest thing you experienced. And that You don't think anyone would liked to experienced what you experienced at that moment.

So, a rotten tomato and a fresh juicy tomato, both perfectly perfect? But, we know which one one would choose to eat, no? Which would imply that one is more desirable/attractive than the other,no? For example, one thing that comes first to my mind is Sanity vs Insanity. Who would choose insanity over sanity?

Leo if cant be told, how did you get the message? And whats the point of doing the work, if ones human condition still remains the same like all the other humans (ageing etc.) and evnetually one dies in the end? One was doing no work and lived at the end he/she died, RIP. One WAS doing the work and lived at the he/she died too, RIP. The end result remains the same, whats the catch/point?

I understand that 5-meo-dmt is the wisest and straight-to-the-point way to awaken. However, it is not possible to obtain it and do it in the country where I live. Therefore, I am asking You, because I consider You to be awaken. Therefore, Leo, could You tell me what was the message that Youve got when you awakened? Thank You

Leo, then what's even the point to live and put up with aging, illnesses etc, indeed, why not just commit suicide? What was even the point in us existing as humans? We live as humans, we enjoy/suffer and we die/cease to exist? That's it?

What's the point of doing so much work to awaken if, other people dont do jack sh*t, die and awaken 100% at the moment of death?

I see now that it was foolish for me think so, thank you for opening my mind, so to speak. It is indeed, about the POV and the level of consciousness of the specific POV. Leo, however, If You dont mind, I have to clarify something that You are teaching. You are saying that when one is in his/her room, that room is the only thing that exist. But when we talk about dmt worlds and the dmt aliens, wouldn't that mean that there are other worlds/canvases like the dmt worlds with its own inhabitants which exist simultaneously, while one is in his/her room.

Im not ruling out this possibility, that indeed, God created this world with the highest expression of consciousness and love. And that it is me who should go to closer God's level to see that he is right, it seems more logical that God has a better perspective of things. However, for example, the DMT realms, how amazingly beautiful and wonderous they are, aren't they? So worlds could be more wondrous then ours, cant they? If our world was the apex-creation made of as the highest expression of love, then why would people fell in love and say how much more amazing and unspeakably beautiful the DMT worlds are, appearing more real then ours?

I understand now that there this two POV, the absolute and hte relative. However, we still exist here on earth as humans, on a relative , survival game. And if we are talking about us individually choosing how we each would like to live our lifes, it makes one to really think how much really "freedom of choice" do we really have. I too, would not want to murder somebody, and would rather see the earth being a peaceful place. However, it is still part of earth, reality, murder etc. So does one really have a choice? And even if one makes the right choices, reality can still "bite" one's ass. That's why, I wonder, why wouldn't God make his canvas to be made with the highest expression of the highest level of consciousness, without the lower consciousness elements. Like a world, without diseases, getting older, etc. DMT worlds, show how wildly, different existence, can be, how much different realty-worlds can be. So why not turn our world into a more heavenly place?

Then, wouldn't You agree that having a healthy physical body is a better more functional choice for a more effortless life one earth, compared to a body with illness(es)? All that time going into trying to fix the body's health could be used for higher consciousness goals, etc. That's why, I was wondering in that thread in the first place, why would God, which is the Highest Level of Consciousness, consciously give illness to a human on earth. When You say "if I'm choosing how to live my life, and I'm conscious about it, I will choose not to murder people.", It sounds like You as a Being have a higher-consciousness level, then God who gives all kinds of illness to folk!

Leo, didnt You say that there only exist the things that are in your view/proximity, so if you are in your room, that room is the only that exist. However, You are now mentioning DMT worlds, which would mean that there are worlds existing simultaneously while you being inside the room, Which would contradict the notion that only the things one sees in one's own proximity are the only thing that exists.

Leo you said this: But at the same time in other thread you told me, when I said that I don't agree that it is "loving" for God to give me illness, You said that it is because my POV is biased. And that from God's POV healing people or torturing a child is both Love. However, here You write that harsh discipline doesn't feel loving for you, yet you expect me to accept that healing someone and torturing a child is both loving things.