Raptorsin7

Yeah it's in November

https://www.angsbacka.com/event/soul-dance/ This where I'm headed to in Sweden

Wow I feel good. I gotta get some sleep though

I was joking lol. I can meet you guys whetever you are

Well then looks like you got quite thr journey ahead of you. Make sure to live stream it, might be a better story than Frodo and the ring

@thisintegrated @Carl-Richard Sweet so what time am I getting picked up from the airport

@thisintegrated Okay cool. Its outside Molkom Sweden. I have no idea where it's at, but I guess I'll just figure it out as I go

@thisintegrated Nice thanks. I'm going to a Swedish dance festival from 17 to 20, so after I could come by

Last night here... omfg. What a retreat. I'm literally glowing, I feel this subtle divine quality to my being. ???? Onto the next stop on this journey

@thisintegrated I'm not sure, but id be down to meet up and see what's up. Maybe there are some around or in neighboring countries

@Tealeave I'm going to a dance festival in Sweden in late November, and from there hopefully I'll get some ideas and inspiration to pursue more green activities. I'll look into those music festivals thanks

This is all about my evolution into stage green.

Today was my best day yet. I connected with a girl from Ireland who ill likely meet up with after the retreat and I connected with Archangel Gabrielle. During a group sitting i was in a state of surrender. Surrender to reality and God because God is reality. I felt rushes of energy and when I spoke the name Gabrielle I could feel the rush of divine energy. Gabrielle is the angel who guided Mohamed and I believe he also guided Napoleon and his marshals. As I write this I can feel the warm energy rushing through me. I think Archangel Gabrielle is my guide. This is the biggest revelation so far from the retreat. I want to cultivate this relationship moving forward

Only 2 days left on the retreat. It's gone by really quickly, I wish it were longer but I also have hit a wall with my progress. The phobia of shitting myself and getting shamed has come up for me, but don't feel ready to really confront it (whatever that means lmao). I can't fully surrender because that comes up and my ego jumps in to resist. I think I thrive in semi-isolation. When I'm around too many people I find I'm very guarded and my ego is more active. But when I'm truly alone the wheels fall off, like how much more I've used my phone these past 2 days. I'm still really confused and lost, but I've really enjoyed my time here. Not sure what will be next, but I think I'd enjoy doing another vipassana retreat or some other form of reclusive practice so I can purify and retreat into myself.

@Ulax Thank you @eos_nyxia Yeah, it's really incredible being here. The setting on the ocean and in the forest plus the loving people is really a site to behold. @Zeroguy ?

This is a beach that's about a 2 minute walk from the main building called Ards Friary

So I'm at the retreat now. I am so lucky to be around a group of loving, compassionate, and wise souls. Everyone here is so genuine and they are a blessing to be around. I feel much more compassionate, present and loving so far. And I still have 4 days left at the retreat. I'll post some cool pics I've taken so far This is my room below

Thanks bro. I do have suppressed rage and it's something I want to work through. I'll experiment with it.

Thanks bro. No I never was into it. But I know I have some suppressed rage and I think the genre speaks to guys like me. Why?

I'm at the Vancouver Airport waiting to board my flight. It is my sincerest wish that this trap is a transformational experience. I'm 27 years old but I've only had a few months of genuine enjoyment of life in the past decade. I want to evolve and to live a meaningful and adventurous existence. Good luck to myself and God speed

@KH2 Yeah no doubt