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@Matthew85 On my best trips I can feel knots of tensions that feel like mechanical knots in my head, and when I become conscious of the knots so deeply they dissolve. Then I get complete shifts in how I feel and how I perceive the world. Like a total system upgrade. I still feel those knots sober but I cant reqlly penetrate them unless I'm high and about to go to bed.

@Blackhawk What do you think is holding you back? And have you ever experienced happiness in your life?

@TheRealJohn How connected are you to your body and tensions in the head? I'm pretty autistic too, but I've experienced dramatic shifts on psychidelics that have reversed some of my autistic traits, like poor coordination, emotional disconnection, etc. I'm not 100% how these shifts happen, I'm still working on fully understanding and healing, but it's got something to do with entering in a very calm state of mind and exploring and unwinding the tensions of the body.

@How to be wise What does that mean that you're enlightened? What is the specific trait or thing you have that non-enlightened people don't have

@Salvijus How do you deal with avoidance and resistance? Where did you hear this? Are there enlightened animals?

@puporing When I say to myself I don't know it seems like I can feel the effect in my head. But there's still a sense of resistance and like I'm missing something. To summarize your point what would you say? Right now I'm thinking just contemplate what it means to not know, and contemplate surrender.

See my edit from earlier too. But this is pretty good. How do you know that you are really deconstructing and not deluding yourself? When I was trying to do what you wrote, I feel like I am actually surrendering and letting some stuff go, but there's still an anxiety about whether i'm doing it right. It definitely feels very significant. Why did you offer me this insight?

Okay, so let's say I can empty cup. I don't know if it's truly empty, but I think I can reach a mental space where I don't know anything. Then what? I was just contemplating not knowing and it did seem to have an impact. Was your answer just tongue and cheek, or is there really something to unknowing? Maybe my mind is getting a rest from "knowing", like maybe the act of knowing anything and thinking you know is stressful.

I get annoyed by poor insight. If you are so sensitive then don't give advice. Why don't you think about how next time you provide insight in a useful way, and I'll be more grateful

Well the part about Kundalini you're probably parroting from another teacher you watched. Go watch more of Leo's videos and then come back and parrot some more

@Razard86 Bro just stop. You have no worthwhile insight. Everything you're saying is parroting Leo.

Lol if you think you gave me the secret to life I don't know what to say to that

@Razard86 Figure it out yourself. Go watch 100 of Leo's videos and take detailed notes. Then maybe you'll understand.

@Razard86 Your insight is worthless bro. I got nothing else but lol. So useless

I don't understand. Razor focus on what? And how do you turn off the monkey mind?

Does he talk about how to access elevated emotions? If I could just snap my fingers and be in pure joy then i'm sure I could achieve anything I want, but the elevated emotions part seems essential but i've never heard Dispenza discuss how to do it.

@Razard86 Okay how do I love? Just love seems to be the jist of your answer. So please enlighten me how to do that.

Well I don't know if this is absolutely true, but I think according to Leo this is true. But it makes sense to me. Your current emotional state is probably the most important factor in determining what happens in your life.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6iSuB0Dsa3E

This is the kind of shit I gotta be doing. I'm a huge fucking pussy, That's my problem.

It would be so sick if I could invent something and then get rich off my invention. If you're a real spiritual master, you should be able to do that kind of shit. If you can't you're a fucking retard, and don't act like you are wise. You're retarded.

I'm all about learning to cultivate energy now. I'm going to seek out some kundalini or kriya yogis, and find other ways to cultivate and harness inner energies for healing

I may as well journal while i'm feeling good. I feel pretty locked in. It's like I got in touch with some internal energy and it's inspired me. My job was a huge blessing. There is definitely something to just going to work and helping people out. My access to this energy is very inconsistent. I have a sense i'm going to lose this state, but at least I feel like this is progress. Now if only I had a reliable way to make a lot of money. I would be a sex addict haha

Man my mood changes pretty dramatically, but it's also subtle. I just meditated on my third eye, and I could feel a connection between spinal energy and the third eye. It's like there's a source of energy along the spine, and you can focus that energy into the third eye. This charges your brain. Now I feel weirdly energized and confident. Not sure if it will last, but right now this could be the most significant break through i've had in years.

People on this forum talk so much shit and speak as though they know what they're talking about. Yet no one here can offer any tangible and reliable means to access heightened states of being. Just once I wish I could meet someone who talked the talk, and could also provide spiritual insight of true value