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@Angelite Oh ok lol

@Angelite @Dumuzzi How did she know you were 40 years old?

@dimitri What are these diagrams?

@Anderz How is this course working for you? Has your life improved a lot since you started?

@Key Elements Okay. I'm going to start the course. I think i definitely have some tendencies of the guy in that video lol. I do think it's possible to be successful going into your start up if you know what you're doing, but a lot of people can definitely delude themselves into thinking they are ready when they are not. I guess that's why it's so important to find your life purpose and love what you do. You will not mind working for someone else if it is doing something you actually love.

My thoughts: I was listening to abraham hicks and i think i learned a valuable insight that I need to focus on. I need to recognize when i'm not feeling happy or satisfied and then doing something to make myself feel better. Like music, pushups, go for a walk, meditate, etc. When I recognize that i'm not feeling happy that means i've been in a negative state, or out of the vortex like abraham calls it, and that state has been coloring everything i've been dong it. Who knows how long I was lost in it, but now in this moment i'm aware and i can do something. Then i need to do something that makes me feel good. Even for a few moments, i need to feel good so i change the momentum and bring myself in alignment with source. The next question is how do i stay in alignment with source throughout the day. I bet Nahm will have good stuff to say in this topic.

@Surfingthewave I just bought Leo's life purpose course. I am going to start doing that. I think doing meaningful is something i've been missing for a long time now in my life. I'm excited to get it started. I really appreciate you commenting (: "Surfs up"

@Surfingthewave Yea self love is very important, and i literally don't do it at all. I think i need to start finding some resources on how to practically self love. I know Leo's recent video was on this topic, but did he give practical instructions on how to practice it? Yea i am definitely out of alignment. I have no idea what I really want, i just know what i'm doing now is the wrong thing. I will keep pushing. Thanks for the post, i like it when people comment on here it gives me a better perspective.

My thoughts: I just purchased Leo's life purpose course. I think I need to figure out my life purpose and cut the shit and start going after it. At the very least it will be a growing opportunity for me and i should benefit from it. I'm going to gather some intel from the forum to see if it's worth it to complete, but i don't mind buying it if i'm not going to use because i should be supporting Leo. I use this forum more than 99% people here lol. I think it will be difficult to just jump into online business like SEO and start making money. I underestimate the role of motivation. It's one of the biggest problems i'm having right now with law school. I know this work is bull shit and i don't want to do it, so i'm not motivated to get it done. I think the same motivation issue would come up if i was just doing online business' as a way to pursue financial freedom. I think i actually have to believe in what i'm doing. I know being rich is bull shit anyways. I know people with money. My family has money. It's all bull shit, none of that stuff brings you happiness. Yea, you don't want to be homeless or starving in the streets. But if you are strategic and don't have stupid fucking spending habits you really don't need that much money to survive. This is actually underrated. I can honestly say IDGF about being rich. I know most people can't say that. I need to figure out a plan to finish law school, or finish the semester, without just flaming out. I have exams right now, but if i do better on the final exam in April, these exams do not count. I think i might fail a couple of them to be honest. It bothers me. And it's not okay. These classes aren't even hard, i need to be more disciplined next semester and at least finish strong. There are no excuses. But for now i need to suck it up and take this loss like a man. If people ask how i did i just have to say yea I did terrible. I need to start getting out of my apartment more. I literally didn't leave all day today. That is not a good habit. It breeds unhappiness. During the week is fine because i can go to yoga at night so i don't feel too lonely. But during weekends sometimes i just don't leave here. It's not healthy.

@Key Elements Did you do Leo's life purpose course?

@CreamCat @Average Investor Did you guys do leo's life purpose course? Do you know how valuable it is for someone who wants to start a business but doesn't really know where to get started?

@Sombra That's awesome. I definitely need to do some research into more business fields that interest me. I'm going to try and just set aside a few hours per day for law school stuff then dive into business stuff in my free time.

@Proactive Good luck man.

@Sombra I understand what you're saying. I just don't really have a drive to be a sick lawyer or make a ton of money. I want to try develop a business that can just support my life style. I don't have a very expensive lifestyle, and the more personal development work I do the less I need from the world. Going for money is great if you have a strong drive to make it happen. But my main goal is to carve out a niche in some field, start a business, and just try and sustain the business so I can pursue other more meaningful things to me at the same time. I just feel like is out of alignment with where i'm at in life right now, and I just don't see myself becoming the type of person who really values the things you mentioned above. What does your ex gf do now? Is she still a lawyer?

@modmyth I feel like right now I should be pursuing financial independence and full on autonomy from my parents. The whole point of me being in law school is to get a job so I can get a good job and support myself eventually. But law work sucks, and it's not even an optimal path to genuine financial freedom. So I really want to spend all my "work" time pursuing my own business and developing something that will actually pay dividends in my life. @Sombra gave me some good advice about search engine optimization work (SEO), and even if i don't end up doing that specific kind of work, I want to do something I can sink my teeth into, develop skills, and see progress in my work. So basically i feel like I should be pursuing something that will actually pay off in the future. And because I don't want to go down the law route, there is very little pay out in staying in law school. It's basically just shame from dropping out, and leaving my friends at school that's keeping me in right now. Which are terrible reasons imo to do anything.

My thoughts: I need to spend less time posting on the forum. This is main way of procrastinating right now and I don't like it. I have been regressing over the past week or so, since i had a good burst of motivation when i started using my dream board. I think i will stop posting on other people's post unless it's something I find really interesting. I need to start getting more wanting onto the dream board. I think i should be using it every day. And i want to start getting more short term stuff on the board. Like what I want to get accomplished today, etc. I need to start taking ownership of my state of being. I spend too much time in my mind thinking about random stuff. I just need to ground myself in the stillness inside me, then fucking act. Let's just see how it goes. Just keep acting. Bring stillness then act.

@Preety_India That's really cool. I like how you developed it yourself. I think i need to do something like that too. Creation of my own system.

@Preety_India Where did you find the technique? Can you explain how it works?

@Preety_India What's that 8 step model for? Seems interesting

@abundance Don't feel the need to rush into doing drugs then. You can just work up gradually, start meditating, taking care of other parts of your life etc. Then maybe one day you will feel ready.

@VeganAwake So are you unbreakable? No matter what happens to you now you will still not feel lack.

@VeganAwake Why did you stop seeking. What does that even feel like to genuinely stop seeking anything. Like i can try it right now in my direct experience. There's just a bunch of sensations. There's no freedom ending the seeking for me right now.

@Proactive Try imagining it so it's bad. Like the worst fucking case scenario, be the worst homeless person in the universe. Then accept that guy lol

My thoughts: I think i think too much. My mind is always going on all day. I can see some of the stories in my mind that make me unhappy during my meditation. Like i'm worried about a phone call with my uncle about why i'm not happy in law school. It does not make me feel good. But then I think the narrative of my life could so easily be viewed as positive. It's all a matter of perspective. Life is so deep and complex, everything that I think will make me happy could be what leads to misery for someone else. Everything I want comes with a requirement that I will feel good when i get it. When i'm financially free and i'm enlightened THEN i will be happy and stop seeking. But i don't have to seek at all. Right now is perfect. I just can't see it yet. I'm very excited to start working with Nahm for life/enlightenment coaching. I wonder how much growth i will experience? I have so much potential. I think i need to turn down my incessant posting on the forum. I can tell i'm starting to make some people uncomfortable. I just gotta manage my emotions and feelings better. Take what works. Discard the rest.

@jim123 You're being too literal in how you're interrupting these guys' answers. When leo claims that the Buddha and Christ are the same what do you think means by that? There are so many assumptions going into these claims you need to start questioning. Don't just react based on your own skewed world view of how things work.