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@tsuki What is your financial situation? Are you completely dependent on this job? It seems like you're in a toxic situation and it's really tough to change people man. You can't expect people will change even if there problems are obvious and you are really trying to help them. All we can really do is help ourselves and help people who want to be helped.

Have you thought about trying DMT so you know what you're going for? It could be useful to your practice if you get a taste of what you're actually going for.

I understand. I am also going for a Holy Relationship too, and I don't have one yet so it's tough for me to honestly say that personal development work has really benefited me.

On a scale of 1-10 how you rate the quality of your life before and after doing ACIM?

@Arcangelo Okay keep it up (:

@Raphael So the moment you wake up you just begin meditating? Do you go to the washroom or like go on your phone or something first? How much of a difference do you think it makes that you start meditating the moment you start your day.

@Arcangelo Do you enjoy the process? I honestly think there are better more efficient and healthier ways to feel alive rather than doing pickup. But if you feel it is helping then I can't say otherwise.

Why are you so into pick up arc?

@Leo Gura What about the stage blue jesus freaks? Is it just preaching dogma without experience?

@Leo Gura Do you think there are people in stage orange or stage green who are happier, more loving, and just enjoy their lives more than people who are yellow or turquoise? If someone is genuinely happy and fulfilled at orange, why would they ever feel the need to change and progress to higher stages?

@dimitri Very cool. This sounds like the right book for me right now. Thanks for sharing

@The Don Were you unhappy before practicing gratitude and then you became happy after doing it? Or were you happy first and then you start practicing gratitude and then you became happier?

@dimitri What is the book about?

Has anyone lived in those commune's like you see in Mooji's talk. Do the people there make great spiritual progress because they are in such close proximity to a high consciousness person like Moojiji. Or are the negative consequences of just abandoning your life still greater because at some point these people will probably go back to their lives prior to attending the commune? Thoughts?

@ardacigin Which book should i read first? Leigh's book or TMI?

@ardacigin Can you link some of the happiness jhana practice from Leigh Brasington

@herghly Why are you meditating for 45 minutes in the morning?

@Buba If you are using meditation as a way to cure your unhappiness then listen to this guy's post. I am like you. I used meditation to seek happiness and joy because I was unsatisfied with life. I am at a point where i'm seeking enlightenment but I don't even get joy and happiness from meditation. I would have been much wiser to do something like this from the star, but I didn't know you could systematically create happiness like this from meditation. @ardacigin Should i do a long 3 or 4 hour single sit first and see if my state changes significantly before i buy The Mind Illuminated. and try to do the happiness practices there?

@zeroISinfinity I haven't felt the love yet. I feel like i understand all this stuff intellectually but my direct experience isn't anything like you describe yours. Also, i was reading your rold journal about not helping bliss chasers and people pursuing enlightenment for egoic reasons. because they will cause suffering if they don't fully understand god. These people, like me, will cause WAY MORE suffering without enlightenment. Bliss chaser, prisoner, it doesn't matter who. Enlightenment is the best case for me, you, and everyone and everything. There are no reasons to not help someone pursue enlightenment. But i do get your point about you can't do it from egoic reasons. If I want to be enlightened for my own sake and my own desires I think it's going to take a lot long then if i find a different motivation.

@SoonHei Why would god create separation in the first place? If god is infinite love then why not just create a system where you fulfill loves purpose without causing the unnecessary suffering of the human experience?

@pluto Ahh okay. Very cool. Keep up that jesus energy bro lol. Good luck (:

@pluto When you listen to affirmations do you repeat them or just listen to the tape?

@pluto Wow very interesting.

This list is not me. None of this is true of me. It's true of the guy in my head who likes talking about himself. But this isn't me.

Who am I? I have to meditate I have to eat healthy I have to write my crim exam tmrw I have to protect myself from bad feelings and bad people I should feel happier I should be happier My life should be better I should enjoy my life more I have to go home after exams are over I have to be happy i should be happy I should find a high paying job I should be really successful I should be totally financially independent I should live my life from a place of god and source I am scared of flow blown enlightenment because I don't want to experience hell I should go to yoga I should exercise and my keep my body healthy I have to clean my apartment for the party tmrw I have to go to the store to buy stuff I have to know what's going on I have to get to enlightenment so i can finally start enjoying my life i should enjoy my life I have to protect myself from death I have to pursue enilghtenment i should pursue enlightenment because it's better for the whole world if i'm enlightened I should tell my parents i love them i should work hard I should be really good at sports i should be really smart i should have fun when i'm playing video games video games should feel good I have to love my darkest aspect of myself I have to protect my public image I have to live my life in accordance with god I have to open my chakras