Raptorsin7

@Nahm I have a goal of being the highest rank in an online video game. So that's big picture goal. Small picture, i need to work on skills, learning to love the game, learning different characters in the game etc. Any tips on using the dream board to master the game? Dream board is for choosing right? So i want to choose to be the best at this game. Other insights? Do you need more info? Like a problem i have is I am x rank. But i want to be y rank. I write on the board I am y rank. But then how do i actually get y rank using the board?

@Bittu What can i do today to get to christ consciousness or a higher state of being?

@Nahm He doesn't have time for your silly requests. You clearly aren't woke enough to understand

@Surfingthewave Wow impressive. Things are really good. I recently came home to my parents house, after 3 months in a neighboring city for school, and i feel much better now. I think the isolation of being alone in a city is really detrimental to one's health. I was kind of brute forcing my psych trips and not taking the time to prepare and feel good before taking it so i payed a heavy price those last few trips lol. I'm really excited for my next trip, i expect an easy break through into what i call christ consciousness, which is basically just feeling really good and connected to myself deeply. I'm hoping for a break through into this state and then have more consistent access without the drugs. But for now i'm happy if i can just hit that peak at all.

@zeroISinfinity I noticed this with how myself, and others look in the mirror. As i got happier and felt better, i looked better in the mirror and found more woman attractive etc. When i was young i was worried i'd never find a girlfriend, because literally all girls i thought were ugly. But it was because i thought myself was ugly, so everyone else was ugly too.

@PlayTheGame I love LOTR. Favorite movies ever.

@zeroISinfinity We're going to make it I'm starting a road to challenger(highest rank in lol) journal. Let's race to see first one to buy lambo 2000 dollars per account to boost accounts in league. I'm going to start donating tons of money to charity haha

@zeroISinfinity I used to judge vegan awake because I thought he suffered more than me. But I think I actually suffer more than him, and misread his messages and their tone based on my own projection.

@Roy This

@Surfingthewave How did you reach the infinite without psychs? What are your practices?

@VeganAwake The worth of the post is defined by it's impact. No comments, maybe it's not a gem... But thank god we can try again. Infinite consciousness. Infinite post potential lol

@Surfingthewave Do you do pyshcs?

@VeganAwake lol

@Surfingthewave

@PlayTheGame It's not fair to Leo for his students to dicatate how he should and shouldn't act based on how it makes them feel. Leo is on his path. We are lucky he's bringing us along. All of the work on the forum is made possible by Leo. He deserves the right to be a dick and not have everyone freak out and start projecting all their problems onto him. Everything we do is for ourselves. Leo does all this for his own understanding of himself, make no mistake about it.

@Dima What brings you to the forum?

@Beginner Mind I'm not exactly the best example, but @Nahm is the real deal. 10/10 would recommend, he can help you.

@Beginner Mind Haha thanks. I made it right before they won the championship. I was only off by one game. Raptorsin6 has a nice ring to It to lol

Aren't we all

@Beginner Mind He's talking about me I think. What i wrote is spiritual arrogance and bullying lol. The sessions aren't bullying and arrogance, it's just guidance on the path. Whatever that means for you, literally.

@zeroISinfinity Okay thank you sir. Very good teaching. How's it feel it to help me? Did your heart swoon in ecstasy?

What do you mean by this. I agree with the above thanks. Do you think just playing the game mindfully is enough? Like right i play mini games to improve my clicking, and i spend time just learning all champions and learning spells etc. But if i just play with love and learn to be mindful is that enough you think? Like i bet no one in game is on the path like me you know, that's my edge. The path is like steroids. I'm like lance armstrong but instead of doping, i'm using the path to improve my performance.

@Beginner Mind I think you're trying to do this. But you think this is what will get you what's above. Why not just go for happiness and feeling good, which is what everyone wants anyways. Why do you want to do literally nothing?? Hmmm, i bet it's because you think you will feel better and be better in the having of it. @Nahm We love doing it the hard way eh

@zeroISinfinity But love and feeling good is prior to the game. Like if i am miserable person, whatever i do is miserable because i am bring this miserable person with me to whatever i do. Like i do love playing games, always played games my whole life, like 12 hours per day easy because it stimulated me, but now i want to get payed for my hard work. But i'd be lying if i said i just play and I feel LOVE. Love is FELT. I don't feel love when playing, i feel stressed, frustrated etc because game is hard and i'm still learning. So the question is how to find love in the game? I want to bring love to the game. Does that make sense? I agree with you no doubt. If i really LOVED the game challenger would be easy peasy because LOVE is the best i know this. But i also know that MYSELF is in better and worse states before playing, like on LSD a few times i felt like soilder of god, full bliss etc. Like if that solider of god version of RAPTORSIN7 was playing league i would be better no? Compare that version of raptorman to normal version typing right now asking how to get better at game, you probably feel the worry and desperation, This version not so useful at mastering the game. i guess the question is basically: How do i love the game. How does on love??

@zeroISinfinity I understand everything you wrote but still doesn't help. I write I am challenger on the board. But then i look and i'm not challenger. Wtf? I will rage non-duality war on Jed if u don't help me so better give a good answer.