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Thanks!

After a solo week of meditating in the woods, I was bombarded with the juiciest insights into self and life and realizing how beautiful contemplation and insights are. Here are my insights on insight 1) How to contemplate; It's funny, I was contemplating Who am I? Or better yet What am I? What is this internal me this ego? And I noticed I was thinking way too much about it. Reasoning and thinking. "Well I'm inside the head and I associate myself with these emotions" etc then I just stopped and was like "no. What the FUCK is me?!" And I just held my awareness on myself. No thinking. Just pure holding of presence. Then BAM! Not only did I have an insight into awareness I also had an insight into contemplation and it was so juicy because contemplation is not thinking about something. It's about placing your awareness on it in an inquisitive and open manner. It's actually quite strenuous when you do it properly. 2) Horizontal versus Vertical insights; This is clarifying insight into 2 main categories.1) Metaphysical, God, Reality. And 2) The human spectrum. The human spectrum was very much focused around insights on my emotions, life purpose, and masculinity and dating. The vertical was all about no self God and Love. 3) Allowing mind time to rest. I noticed after a deep insight my mind would just go into random thoughts and fantasies right after. It's like it got hit with a realization and needed to nod off after. It was so weird becauseI wouldnt even notice it happening until I was thinking of something completely weird and random that woke me out of the daze. 4) The importance of time. The mind really needs long stretches of time to truly contemplate and wind down. 3/4 hour "contemplation stations" in which there are moments of focus and moments of rest. Any lower amount of time doesn't allow the mind to truly rest into the questions and gain serious focus. Hence why no one is able to generate much insight. It takes tremendous dedication and focus. 5) Brain health. This hit me hard but yeah like duh the brain needs to be treated like pure gold the body as well. Light healthy eating, fresh clean water, excercise, heavy metal detox, TVM, Kambo, sleep, yoga, sex, all needed for strong mind power and contemplations. If you still have a ton of toxins and trauma in the body, it will be tough to have deep insight. The best way to go deep is to just be alone. With no input. Nothing coming into your mind and senses be in nature and just rest. The answers will come. I plan to do a dark room retreat soon 10 days Hope this helps. Aho!

Met an absolute bombshell from Norway the other night. The energy was magnetic and I was crushing on her hard, some cuddling and deep talkd. We planned to meet at ecstatic dance, the whole community does it every Sunday, and when I got there she was making out with my friend. I don't think he knew though bc she is new. Anyway, it hurt but was kinda like a nice sad pain. I just went to the beach and watched sunset while listening to Bob Marley. It helped me to refocus on my life purpose and how transient romance is. Its stupid to depend on it. She was one the first women in a while that I really digged tho

@acidgoofy do you feel that the blocks you heal while tripping are healed permanently ?

Highly recommend thatDeida book

Nah I stayed for a bit and danced. Actually I saw my friend today and chatted about it. He had no idea and I guess they just vibed. I'm over it now went on another date with a gorgeous Turkish girl tonight

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It's an extremely powerful practice. Just enjoy the sexual energy for what it is and move it up your spine. Have enough discipline to not ejeculate. You'll get better at it it takes time and patience

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Fascinating conversation. Thanks guys!

I think this channel generalñy attracts these kind of people. I'm like this too. Recently I've been more focused on quality over quantity and a romantic partner

Thanks. I like this idea

To be honest I don't find most women attractive enough to pursue. Let's say I'm at a party and there's like 100 women there, I'll likely only be genuinely interested in about 4 or 5. I really like beautiful women and almost always go for the hottest one in the room. Plenty of women are interested in me, but I only want the hottest. This limits the amount of sex I have but I can't really help who I am attracted to. Can I? I actually think I'd like to lower my standards a bit. On the plus side this also results in me hooking up with really hot chicks most of the time, but it's less quantity and options. I also find that once the sexual energy is flowing the looks become less important. But it's still kinda like, meh.

Wow. I just posted something similar. OP and Leo I really resonate with everything you guys wrote and actually have a lot of similarities. Im presented with lots of opportunities for sex but rarely does it align because of this exact reason. I live in a small community. Stage green/yellow, and the women here want a tantric lover, they act open but I know that it's not what they really want. Thing is there's plenty of guys here who are just kinda fuck boys and get away with it. I have somewhat of a solution, In a sense if you're just honest with the women about it, that you are focused on life purpose and aren't looking for a relationship / want to be free to date others. If you bring that up early many women will understand and you can still be great lovers. If she's not cool with that just respect it and move on.

Just keep your cool and enjoy

It's because of tinder and bumble and social media.

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@Tyler Robinson bullshit

IMO being an alpha is an internal thing. It's not about being a big dick who bosses people around but it's having ownership and mastery of your own mind and independence of outer circumstances. If anything an alpha helps and serves those around him. Ask yourself based on your internal thoughts and emotions, are you an alpha. If we could see your thoughts and emotions, would they be correlated to that of an alpha. Or would it be a fearful squirrelly mind craving and escaping, thinking out of control and manipulating everyone. There's your test, fuck a stupid internet test which you can easily skew the results for. Also another great test is your attractiveness to females. They basically are nature's biggest alpha male test. How many women have ya fucked?

I find that the old stuff is actually pretty irrelevant as you awaken. Like tips on positive affirmations , confidence, purpose, good habits, sex, authenticity...when you awaken and move deeper into spirituality it checks all these boxes naturally and if it doesn't you don't even care because it was superficial or unaligned anyway. But as thoughtart said most people don't have minds or balls to go for enlightenment

GOOD. Please actually put this into action. I'm so tired of all the whiners and babies who just bitch and can't see the value of this content. Wasting all our time and theirs too. Even a paywall of like $5 a month would be make people much more serious and weed out the trolls. I'm actually fully serious about enlightenment and dedicated my life to it. I meditate and do retreats and take psychedelics and work harder than most people here. And if you're coming with "trying to kill the ego is for the biggest egos" fuck you. Me trying to kill my ego has resulted in peace and love of another level. The whole "there's nothing to do" attitude is such a cop out

Everyone is non dual awakened god realized until you stick them on a cushion for 3 hours with just their thoughts

I appreciate the share, but I try to avoid this kind of stuff. I’m sure if you imagine it hard enough the chakra music can erase you completely

Tuku you actually have a point but I think it’s only attainable at the highest levels of consciousness. Most of even the best practitioners need sleep.

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