DualityHurts

Ive used salvia about 5 times. Salvia is extremely powerful at moderate-high doses in my experience. You will completely forget that you even took a psychedelic at all. One of my trips shot me into outer space and I was floating through the void of space in a mine cart completely lost and unaware I had taken anything. I remember these huge mirrors getting closer and closer to me and looking into them I was looking into different parts of my life happening. I believe in the beginning of the trip there was a profound nondual ego death but I don't remember. Also, my trip was much more trippy than that. Overall I wouldn't recommend using this while on the path. This will just provide you with trippy content that wont get you any closer to seeing nonduality in ordinary life. You are 1000x better off self inquiring and being mindfull throughout the day or using lsd/ shrooms to get a better glimpse of the ox. I equate taking salvia with getting ready to jump off a plane or getting ready to hop on a bull. It gets very intense in a matter of about 3 seconds after that exhale.

I saw this video in my recommended. Pretty crazy story to say the least. From my experience, seeing the nondual in reality doesn't make reality dull and not worth experiencing as this guy had happen to him. From a nondual perspective, reality is still enjoyable and you are still able to distinguish differences. Life still has its ups and its downs but you are not limited or identify with any single piece of reality. This is not enlightenment. Checkout the video called "The Egg" on youtube. Its #1 on trending on youtube right now. It has some hints of truth in it and some of the implications of nonduality in it.

? very lost. More information would be nice. Yes I see the speed. But how does it tie into consciousness work? Im actually curious.

@Cody_Atzori Thats very good. You got just had a little taste of the noself for a split second. However, it wasn't you tasting it. You had to disappear for it to happen. Remember, the mind cannot understand the noself so don't even try to. One challenging aspect of the self to not identify with is that part of the self that tries conceptualizing enlightenment and continues to fantasize about it. Doing this is inevitable in the beginning when your true nature starts peeking through though. A piece of solid advice that will save you a lot of time and confusion would be to not give any of this much importance. Continue being mindful even of the reactions to all of these seemingly new realizations.

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