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@snowyowl Good to know it's not that serious. About Crysty communicating to spirits, she might be able to do that, but I'm careful with saying that because firstly, she likes to make fun and joke around, which is part of her cheery personality. I sometimes have to interpret if she's pranking me or not, which might also come from me as well. While don't know her entire capabilities, I do hope that together we could progress spiritually speaking. Secondly, Compared to the greatest mediums and psychics like Nostradamus, Merlin, Mathew and other masters, I'm not masterful with contacting spirits or anything paranormal because of my negative haunting experience. I don't really want to go too deep on the paranormal. probably another fear barrier I will have to destroy at some point.

@Roy I've felt guilty about dating some of the girls. I don't know, maybe I'm feeling guilty for wasting their time on me, or wasting my time on them. I'm not sure, maybe it's feeling insecure? Because I felt horny during the date? I'm not really sure.

@Raze Yes, this confirms my suspicions on fapping to porn. I'll be nofapping for longer for sure. Not so sure about my bad feelings about some of the girls though. How do you handle them if it was you?

@The0Self Yeah, maybe placebo effect, but it was a good one. It's just unusual that I felt very ill from watching porn and masturbating to it. Also strange that I had a bad feeling about some of the girls. Any thoughts on these domineering feelings?

Publicity stunt or not, he's still human and has a heart.

@snowyowl Just like @Moksha said, self love is also very good to do. Crysty, if I'm being negative, sad or pissed off, would sit next to me and hear me out, and a hug later my negative tantrum would be gone.

@snowyowl I've told a past user here with a similar serious emotional problem, except it's dealing with suicidal thinking and cancer, and I'll say the same thing: Get professional help for whatever serious emotional problems you're dealing with. I don't know if she's capable of communicating to other ghosts, so I don't know what to suggest for your problem. Despite her being with me many years, it's still too early for me to say for sure she contacts the dead. Don't blindly believe my thread, or any thread in this forum about your relationship problems or any serious emotional turmoil you're going through. Get help. Yelp.com is a good source of highly skilled people, including mediums, if you're concerned with your family contacting you, get them that resource because those online businesses have rankings and reviews from customers, which means you can't fake the services provided. Also offers good therapists and psychoanalysts there, but if you have more money, pay for high quality therapists.

@SamC She's not single, because she's with me.

Disclose all private information, not just tax payer money. Disclose medical billing, health assessment. Take steps towards more regulation of the military. Double check actual economy before funding for more energy alternatives. More regulation of fishing, and more severe punishment for environmental crimes.

@electroBeam When I finally get the answer to the truth, I'll be atop all skies, all stars, and you all will tremble before me. Don't worry, one day you all will.

@abrakamowse To the extent that they have an incredible military force, otherwise the influence is marginal.

@Oppositionless Second thought, I'll take what I said about him back. Yes, he's a master at meditating, but now I remember he kind of ripped me off with his cold approach, so screw him. Moving on to next S#, maybe Tantra Yoga next.

@electroBeam Well, this nicely explains why when you do change your value, put in time and energy, you might end up mastery whatever field that is regardless. That still came from keeping that value, and everything else came from valuing that. And Leo's right, truth isn't my top value, at least coming from him because it felt off. I have my own top value, and that's fine so far, so if everyone here wants their truth, especially at the cost of survival, great, I don't care if that'll end up going over the cliff, I'll be elsewhere at that point, pursuing my survival truth, whatever that'll end up in. maybe I'll be future Daddy of quarter human, quarter elf machine, quarter plant and quarter alien, next gen species or whatever happens, happens

Any predictions of what'll happen if Biden wins?

@Mindflow could you explain what the materialization process looks like to you?

@Member Could you tell me more about your experience?@Shin what was it like when you became lucid in that dream?

@Moksha That's interesting that dreams are like portal, almost like other worlds to explore. I'll have to contemplate this bit, so thanks.

@Reciprocality How anything views MMA/UFC is relative. A fly might be present during a match, and because of it's fly consciousness being stage beige, it may interpret the match differently than a human would. A Native American might find it strange that a winning fighter didn't kill the losing one and collect his/her scalp, A criminal, rapist, sexist or murderer would align with the violence, never minding the technical qualities of the fighter's martial arts, which makes up some of the viewers. Patriots/nationalists with military backgrounds or religious/knowledge workers with suppressed stage red thinking, morality, make up the larger part of the viewers. I don't see any viewers that are stage orange, green, yellow and turquoise that interested in MMA/UFC. Even other stage blue martial artists and modern combat sports like catch wrestling and boxing look down on the hoggishness and thuggery of MMA/UFC, equating MMA octagon to underground cage fights. While MMA itself is mostly stage orange in integrating parts of other stage blue martial arts, just like martial arts, MMA might not have all the resources for your personal growth, not even spirituality. You can also list other martial arts that have a complete system, or so grappling, that won't have the full personal growth, BJJ included. These comments are not focused on the content of Martial Arts, but the structure. If BJJ is both spectacular in it's technical execution, and having non-lethal methods to me does mean it has some potential for stage green approaches to handling combat, and that Martial Arts could stamp out the more impulsive violent ego then this shouldn't have happened at all https://www.mmamania.com/2013/1/9/3858336/video-lloyd-irvin-brazilian-jiu-jitsu-students-rape-matthew-maldonado-nicholas-schultz-arrested Another example of staying vigilant with regards to your ego. The 'tunnel vision' is referring to your attachment to MMA. A well trained Russian Systema practitioner, Pencak Silat and Jeet Kune Do practitioner can kill an octagon fighter. If you are attached to MMA/UFC, this is a bitter pill to swallow. No matter how much mastery of MMA you have, an average joe with a knife, a gun, a sniper rifle, and a bomb, along with multiple attackers, will still kill the fighter. This is meant to sober you, and to remind you that there are probably other things left to explore besides beating up a human to a pulp. Your attachment to the UFC is another issue.

@b_woo It would be shocking to think any kind of corruption would take place on Biden's side whatsoever...

@Hardkill Okey, since it looks like he's winning, will he be able to do trade negotiations with the UK?

Who's currently leading in the polls? If Biden does win, would he be open to a trade deal with the UK?

@Reciprocality While I do like the spirit of the combat sport such as MMA and martial arts, don't let yourself get tunnel vision and think it's the most beautiful of all possible combat arts because which one martial arts in MMA is most beautiful?. To me, there are other martial arts that're so beautiful you can't box these martial arts into MMA because you'll end up with a long line of injured or dead fighters. Jeet kune Do, Pencak Silat, traditional Muey Tai Boxing, grappling arts like wrestling, Japanese Jiu Jitsu and Brazilian Jiu Jitsu are some I like, but there are much more out there. Also, don't discount modern combat systems from the militaries and other self defense, for example Russian Systema. Also, if you are serious in being a fighter professionally, then you're gonna need to train really good defenses. Despite the dangers of boxing and brain damage, and other bodily damage accumulated in boxing, compared to MMA or other combat sports that use kicks, elbows and knees, getting kicked, kneed and elbowed to the head or other body parts is more forceful than padded gloves, and getting such serious injuries will effect your overall quality of happiness and life. Personally, keep it a hobby until you outgrow valuing the violence, dominating other fighters and showing off to the crowd. Much deeper values in martial arts, or in the gym, are things like developing discipline, masculinity, responsibility and so on.

@Leo Gura I value things differently, and my top ideals aren't Truth, but hey, I'll probably change it later.

Does this all hinge on having alignment to some values you have? For example, we could say Daniel Ingram's success in meditation comes from adopting and aligning whatever values he learned from Buddhism to fuel his mastery of meditation. Or we could take Bruce Lee's success in movie making, fitness and martial arts as the result of him taking on some outer values, aligning with them, and either keeping some and losing some values until he's left with the ones that mostly fuel his energy towards fitness, martial arts and movie making. What I'm saying is, because of discovering whatever value you have, all the actions that follow are from that. Because Leo values understanding and truth, he got to do psychedelics, spiritual work, consciousness work and continues to go deeper, because he values understanding. So reall, how much of his or anyone's success boils down to discovering what you value most firstly?

I don't see any obvious flaws in how you arrived at the point that everyone is one. I think that there's a sea of differences that can maintain separation between you and others, or your selfness and otherness. It might be because it's initially very hard to imagine another life outside of you.