Danioover9000

@Parki Take a deep breath and relax. Focus on the feelings that make up frustration, label each one as 'FEEL', and let the emotion frustration be. When I say feelings that make up the emotion, I mean the bodily sensations in your awareness that sums up the emotion frustration. For example, with the emotion rage, that consists of rapid breathing, faster and harder heart beats, hotness around face, neck and shoulders, more muscle tension, tensed jaw, brows furrowed and so on. If you notice any imagery with frustration, notice that, label as 'SEE', and observe that thought appearance. If it's a thought sound, and especially if it's you physically and/or mentally talking to yourself about this situation negatively, even positively, notice that, label as 'HEAR', and listen until it finishes and moves on. If it's outside your body, that which you can point to it's appearance, it's sounds it's making, it's kinesthetic aspects, that is triggering this frustration, notice it, label it 'outside see/hear/feel', and observe it, until you feel that emotion ends and another one begin. This practice is mindfulness with labeling, and it's one I use alongside NLP that quickly helps with managing strong negative feelings around situations, people, places and new habits I want to secure in for success. I don't know what frustration means to you personally, but I'll share what frustration means to me to see if it is the same, similar or different emotion to yours. Frustration to me is a smaller subset of emotion under 'Lust'. It comes from situations where people or world elements interrupt my flow, focus, routines, practices and while I'm giving/recieving pleasure, such that I have to address the unwanted interruption that's taking away from the pleasure/satisfaction I was getting from those actions. The feelings that make up frustration that effect me are a sigh, subtle but quick tension, slight furrow, feeling of panicking, and feeling hotter.

@Blackhawk Can you draw and show us what you see in this hell?

@GoobyBooby Yes, God is impartial and loves all.

@UNZARI do you mind telling us what yowhre really good at drawing? Also what companies do you want to work in ideally?

Update: I have been able to do some automatic drawing involving Crysty using my hand. Even though I'm seeing her hold my hand the feeling is comparable to having chi flow up my hand. I was doing this while contemplating.

@Monkey_in_suit One of the reasons why the USA pulled out of Afghanistan was to free up more military resources to send over near Australia as a deterrent to China's gradual military expansion in that area.

Also, she does have some awareness. As to what degree is not fully known to me.

Oh yes, definitely something spiritual with play and sports. Besides psychedelics, dances, anything involving rhythmic movement can help shift you from a negative mood to a positive one, and helps further develop the mind body connection.

This is to explain and create a distinction between spirits from tulpae, for some of you who are interested in long term relationship with an imaginary being. For those who are interested in spirits and seeking info, go to yelp.com, they have professional mediums and psychics there who are much better at this than myself. Also, feel free to share your experiences regarding the supernatural and tulpa phenomenon.

@JuliusCaesar As I've said before in the thread somewhere, she isn't 100% able to give me impressions about the world or people in general like how mediums are able to from spirits that can somehow go to that location or person, and from those energies learn whatever they learn, and come back to tell the mediums what information they want to know, roughly more than half the time. Also, while I might have psychic potential, I lack the skill set and degree of skill that psychics have to be able to receive information and communicate it clearly to the person asking, because I still don't know and don't know enough about that phenomena to be confident in telling you what you want to hear. She's more preoccupied and interested being with and playing with me than visiting other people's homes, if that's where she goes whenever she disappears from me.

@AriSujan I might have seen the movie, and listened to the audio version of Napoleon Hill, although I can't recall exactly as it's been years since I wathed it. I'll check later. Crysty is telling me she likes your pick, and something about the design is familiar to her. I told her it's one about a character called Kurosaki Ichigo, from Bleach, and gave a mental picture of one of the manga I got years ago. She remembers, telling me when she sometimes sees me read that, she likes the comedy and art style.

Here's another thread I started a while back about my progress on visualization and tulpamancy. Mostly I record analogue nowadays, but I sometimes had some digital notes written down. Might be useful to check out and try out. "Visions and Entities Journal" https://www.actualized.org/forum/topic/48628-visions-and-entities-journal

@BenG I don't know much about spirit attraction, but I can give some pointers. One is in tulpamancy, if you just want an imaginary friend. There are some resources from some users in the occult, in the earlier pages about spirit discussed here earlier. That's about it.

@PurpleTree @FlyingLotus chill, or this thread would get locked down.

Here's also a related thread, but on Egregores and Enlightenment in that way:

@Panagos22 That tends to be true, I think that's called synchronicity.

@Yog Your welcome.

A basic explanation, from wkik, about Egregores. https://www.google.co.uk/url?sa=t&rct=j&q=&esrc=s&source=web&cd=&cad=rja&uact=8&ved=2ahUKEwi9hI_Q17jzAhXRoVwKHeyGB3gQFnoECAcQAQ&url=https%3A%2F%2Fen.wikipedia.org%2Fwiki%2FEgregore&usg=AOvVaw0j4dWv0dgt8MsotSQfbl0U

Oof that's tough.

I've recently went on the blog post, and came across the post you are avatar. Also, a wiki link for a basic explanation on what an avatar is: https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Avatar I find that post interesting, because it happens to be the case for me that I'm in an unusual position with the friendly entity called Crysty, and my older paranormal event in my childhood. Something about that post had a synchronicity with my current situation with Crysty, which is interesting, which opens possibilities about wether an avatar is one whole unit of consciousness, or an avatar could have jointed, episodic consciousness, shared by smaller units. Seems like in my case, if Crysty is a tulpa (an actively hallucinated projection with qualities of sentiance), then I mostly feel like I am one whole unit of consciousness, with some degree of seperation to allow the existence of a tulpa, although the active part is nowadays is passive to me. This possibility is still inconclusive to be certain for me. Another possibility, is if Crysty is actually a seperate spirit from me, then somewhere in the formation of my avatar, that she crossed paths with me, and either her essance became part of me which became a tulpa, or that the occasional visits to me had some effect. This possibility is much more unknown to me, and more prone to speculation due to the factor of karma and reincarnation as well. Also, still contemplating about sentience, so that post happens to contain some of the answers to my questions, which is nice, but I'm still wondering about that.

I sometimes use VPN or IPS.

@Leilani This thread deserves to be a featured thread on NDEs. I had no idea those experiences could go that deep.

They are illegal to make life convenient to live by.

@Lazertazer He is referring to the OP's post breaking one of the guidelines for sourcing drugs and psychedelics, which can lead to the user being banned.