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https://youtube.com/c/JCSCriminalPsychology Very well made videos, dissecting real cases and the behaviour of the suspects, using actual footage.

Leo, along many of the forum members, understand the value of those things I see you mentioned here: democracy, capitalism, individual freedom, etc. For me the difference seems to be that you look at things from the perspective of these values, and Leo and others from a perspective above, from a wider context. This is why you feel threatened. On this forum, these values are not suppressed, as you experience it, but simply seen from a perspective above. Democracy, capitalism and freedom of speech are not the core values of Actualized.org, this forum, nor the later stages of the spiral. But to say that Leo does not value these things is a great misunderstanding, as they literally make Leos life work possible.

I am right now imagining you reading this sitting on a quite expensive black office seat, in a fairly small room. There is a desktop computer, not a laptop. There might be a bookshelf left from you. This room is on the second floor of the building. Am I imagining it the way the imaginary Leo would say is correct or in a way he says it's incorrect? Edit: Actually, don't answer that because if I were right, I would have a panic attack.

@Someone here Many of us here on the forum has gone through suffering, even the most intense forms of it. We understand how you feel. I've personally had drug & alcohol addiction, depression, anxiety & panic attacks, even psychosis. Nowadays I'm feeling better than ever. Eager to see what life can be for me. And I want you to know that this is possible for you too. However bad it may see, there is always a better perspective, a better feeling thought. Right at the borders of your focus, there is an infinite amount of good-feeling thoughts and perspectives. You are free to choose which ones you most desire. Do you recognize this? Do you recognize that your mind literally creates your experience? Set the intention, feel into your body and you will find the relief. You are an emotionally guided being. What you desire most above all other experiences, things, and people, is to feel good. You will even choose feeling over your ideas of truth. This is not a mistake in you, nor some kind of hedonist philosophy - this is the very Truth guiding you. This is what Nahm refers to as the "sense-ational guidance". The most direct communication with the divine is via feeling: "Joy, truth, love. These three are interchangeable, and one always leads to the other. It matters not in which order they are placed." To put it as simply as possible: when you feel bad, that is the soul telling you that you're off from your true awesome self. When you feel good, that is the soul shouting YES! "Feeling is the language of the soul." When you are done with suffering, you will begin watching your mind and feeling. It will all become very clear step by step. Your philosophy turns inside-out. So far, most of it has just been emotional baggage. ^ Something is lagging here so for some reason the link goes for some Aaron Abke video even though it's not what I linked there. I don't know if it's just on my end.

Are you really in full awareness of you being One with everything or is this just a belief you have adopted? For me it seems you're taking your thoughts too seriously. If you feel like praying, then do it. If it's inspirational or gives you that depth/connection to life, do it. It's always the feeling you're looking for. The guidance/divinity is accessed through feeling and intuition. Praying and really feeling into it will make you go right up. But thinking and theorizing about it won't.

When you drink alcohol, you don't realize that brains don't exist and the whole substance is just imagination.

Psychedelics are really not 'drugs' to be honest. The moment the molecules bind to the receptors, magic. I sense and understand your doubt and certain fear. It's okay. No reason to be attached to this idea of psychedelics being some ultimate tool and that nothing else will 'get you there'. It feels off because it is off. You might experience certain pressure on using psychedelics on this forum. It's okay if you don't feel ready. You don't ever have to use them again if you don't want to. Your wisdom is still valid. You are still valid.

@Waken Been realizing the same thing lately. It's funny how people don't see the power and simplicity of this message. Only a fool would "work on traumas" rather than this.

The Beatles & Hendrix were truly a blessing, pawed a way for others, like these guys for example, whose music you might like if you enjoy progressive/psychedelic rock. The guitarist/vocalist is pure talent. Probably the best finnish guitarist to date. Sadly, he committed suicide after only three albums.

What do you mean by "woke"? Which "metrics" do you use? What makes you say this about Jesus? Can you point any parts in the Bible that would be most helpful in order to understand his life/teaching better?

Yes If I was a dark being with crazy spiritual technology, I would just plant some unconscious beliefs and ideas on people who already have dysfunctional egos, such as Trump and make them fuck the shit up. Actual devil/ego is not interested in drinking baby blood and performing satanic rituals to take over the world. It just unconsciously acts in ways it has learned in order to survive. How exactly could ego be conscious enough to worship itself?

What are these principles you are talking about?

@Shmurda Did not hear a voice. There was a union/awareness beyond subject/object duality. Simply just realized that there is one Mind, where "separate minds" are all shared/unified. When I "got there", I was greeted by four distinct energies, or beings. Recognized them as Leo, Nahm, Jesus and Buddha. They spoke a language of pure love and consciousness. They said something like: "Congrats! We were waiting for you." This was not a sound or any sensory experience. Just consciousness/energy/vibration.

It's okay to be lost. I am too. I have no idea what's going on, who to believe, or what even "a belief" or "knowledge" is. I've even had direct experience of certain "super-natural" things, such as telepathy, but I still don't really know or trust this stuff. It's good you were honest and explained how you got angry. I bet that felt good, being honest is kind of purifying. I've lately been following feeling and the purification that comes with it. It's a lot more fun and pure than trying to "know" and "be right".

Yes, that resonates. The name was a bit longer though, reminded me of the name "Galadriel" from LOTR. Where did you get "Gadu" from?

Stories tell that Neem Karoli Baba would burn through other people's karma by eating food. Dude died from a diabetic coma. What a selfless, fat angel.

Many people also "get into" spirituality & existential inquiry through deep suffering, such as drug addiction, death of a loved one, suicidal depression etc. Why don't we distribute heroin and kill each others family members then?

I have been seeing a doctor, because I may have ADD. It would be very likely that I would be diagnosed. The problem is that it pretty much seems it will not be possible to continue the process because a certain problem/quality in the diagnostic process that I can't go through, which I will not share here since it's quite personal. I also found a very good therapist, but I can't continue the sessions because of a poor money situation. For years I've been having problems creating good habits, eating clean, meditating, even cleaning the house. I kind of hoped that the ADD diagnosis would explain it, that maybe some therapy and medication would be helpful for me, but now that it seems to be impossible, I'm kind of losing faith. I don't know what to do. I've been trying to figure out what is wrong, trying to motivate and inspire myself, trying to just bite the bullet and clean up the diet etc, trying to shift beliefs, but I just can't. It all just feels too much. I can't find anything that really inspires me. It's like I'm simply just not the "right kind of a person" to ace life. Sure, that's a belief, but how do you change it? Like REALLY how do you change such beliefs? There is this underlying tone, I'd just like to run away from life. I don't really have suicidal thoughts but I kinda sense that it's right there. Everything is just so weirdly terrifying and hard and paradoxical and I don't know how one is supposed to deal with all of this.

@Preety_India The fact that you are here on the forum with us is quite a clear sign that your level of development is way beyond your enviroment and people close to you. Even if you lived in some western country, resonating with Actualized.org would mean that you are well beyond the status quo. Maybe you could try to find some people / community close to you who understand your experience and symphatize with your need for individuality? I'm sure you're not the only woman in India who experiences the same friction with these conservative values. For example, maybe you could find some feminist movement in your hometown? I'm so sorry for your situation. It's so hard to understand something like this as a western person (and a man). Yet, I feel you.

@clararockmore Thank you ??

Yeah this is true. It's just that some people around to me, and I myself has made the diagnosis kind of a big deal, waiting for it to be the 'key' for my problems. This would make it possible to try medication (which I'm not a fan of but might as well try) and cheaper or even free therapy for attention problems. If it's not happening, I don't really see any roads leading anywhere. It will just be the same as the last couple of years.

Thanks! I'll check it out.

A modern government is one fucking miracle. Millions of people working together, not knowing who they are even working with really. Just numbers & statistics.

Interesting. Did she mention any leaders? Is there a living teacher/guru?

Thanks! This clarified it a lot. I'll think about it.