zeroISinfinity

Life is awesome. 10 points from grandpa. I am so happy and greatful. ? Saving your ass with it ya know. Love of God brutal sometimes (that brutal he never met my mother ?). Don't connect him with her he will learn what works on you. Oh no pls not again.

@Leo Gura So is then co Creative dream. Only God damn question I have. To lift that God damn burden and allow myself to be happy.

Yeah I know that. Was just joking. Once I stop I become blacky.

Being a zen monk is a dream being ? is a dream. OMG I am so shocked. ? So ? stop being so dishonest. ?

So you are saying I am still dreaming. Like I will dream forever?

Actual Infinity. It's terrifying it really is.

No limits boyo.

Yeah complete omniscience lets be blacky. ? No wonder I am not into life anymore.

Desire for God. Desire to help. Before it was noble positive motivation. Now I just don't know anymore. I really do not. There is lots of negative motivation post awakening.I mean that's not the Truth I want at all. Can't wait exactly comment onto this. Well he is right no denial about it. But that means he also should actually understand why this stuff is actually very difficult. Just go full corrupt mode mohamed go on slaughter mode.

So if I am about to play something I really do not have to can't be dishonest. Only thing that actually saves my ass is being self reliant and massive strenght otherwise will go away long time ago. Talk about love just fucking forget it. Dishonest. Honest not rupert spira not matt kahn. Far More masculine then that. Need to have strenght to continue when happiest day will be day when I die as this "avatar". Finally saved from. Video game I have to falsify. So as "Avatar" have to be removed and nit allowed one day of "breathing air".

Not saying it's solipsism. Knowing that you can lets say invent yourself in any way you want requires radical honesty with yourself. Mostly because you will not be so into life really anymore. Higher state of Conciousness lets define is as that life (complete delusion,most will attack me but it's true) becomes less and less needed. You don't just jailbreak the mind you jailbreak life too. My direct Realizations( not conceptual) well could interpret them as being all alone. Dreaming with this im back your of mind doesn't really make You interested one bit anymore.

In a sense have to beleive my own tom foolery.

Full honesty ok. I am All alone by myself. Made whole thing out. I am my ❤️ and everything is my ❤️. Can create anything I want. Invented it all. Concious of that why would you continue. So what self deceptive tought regarding identity or.some sort of self doubt or self hatred or toughts about others I can have. Zero.

If you actually feel as God how much life would be interesting for you. None, zero. Because there is no any self deceptive mechanism left. It's much more 6 feet under already then anything else. Life becomes very small and insignificant. Only for human it's real and important for God pass time.

I like honesty and truthfulness. Above everything else I honour that+have to return desire and love for life too.If I have to be completelly honest there is no reason to continue this at all. Shouldn't be allowed to live one day longer. Should forget that would be fair. Guy from God damn Serbia to unlock it all. Not allowed. Unfair, need new life quite literally with full forgetting. I am just ready to go. Hard to explain that. Purpose of dreaming finished and I honestly don't really want to be aware anymore. Scary for people for me it's greatest desire. Blown into Infinity the end type of thing. Everything else looks like falsifying. Quite literally like I am falsifying all the time.

Don't like this thing at all. Don't need anything yet have to dream. Imagine me talking about Love it doesn't matter if it's True it's not authentic. Don't want to be like matt kahn it pisses me off.

Ok turn everything into Gold. Oh boyo end of exile and humaning. Lol at watching inside as induviduated point of Awareness looking inside of Awareness Mind. So hilarious. ?OMFG

Time to create that Self Realized life. Set up, set up,set up. Getting lost was so fun. Way to nostalgic. Wht a mindfuck. Ok Alone is bliss.

@Someone here Come home. Freakish feelings. Nobody told me. ?God damn. ? As real as ? Hate enlightenment can't lie@Nahm.

Oh boyo here we go again. Time to pull Jack Nicholson but she is not here. What flowers in vase a shotgun. ?

@Someone here Will just say don't underestimate this stuff and it's implications. Maybe Truth pays off actually. ? You literally end up as God and that's not a joke. Nothing to do with teachings, philosophizing about this stuff etc. But thatvs just my take who I am.to talk about anything just a forum ? some guy from ?? not even on the list of enlightened folks. ?

Just telling that I am this body as much I am my dog and everything else. Infinite. So there can't be no others. What others really are just your own projections. It's not solipsism and visions.