zeroISinfinity

Truth vs backstory/life. You sound so nuts and delusional with this thing. No wonder people crucified Jesus.

Now I want to be US senator. Dunno is that possible for me and want to enter US senat riding horse holding my dog in my arms. Cool story. I really am nuts. Time for 10 points intervention that's for sure. Well Serbia is just small of a country for my Greatness. OMG man just...

Oh boyo in late teen stage yellow. Tell me more. All orange very few green. We all know who is papi 0.1% where world stops existing for you. I guess that's the case or just get a dog.

Ofcourse it will. Have my dog. She just barks but her bark Reveals all wisdom I ever needed. Never got it from fellow humans?! Even candle was useless.

I agree with you man. Way to go.

Well we do have to came up with something. I mean we can sit in cave or blasting ourselves off to Infinity with 5 meo. So you know I write my own story.

Correct. That's how I get bewitched. This is accuracy 100%. We guys just bunch of naive fools. Plus some whore elements but you have to initiate them as man and girl has to follow. That's up to your bf. So try to find someone who has no "social anxiety". Just because of this stuff I hate spiritual enlightenment. Want new life to play it again and master shit out of it as human once again. Don't want to be God. Whole dream becomes easy, dull thing.

Wish ya all the best. I really do. Just wanted to point something you understood what and that's it. No place for more talk.

Ofcourse he has, @Nahm has it too., I have it too. You have no idea how actually difficult this stuff is, enlightenment =Bittersweet to extreme. I already said how you can deal extreme bitter taste when you never tasted anything even small scale bitterness in your life? Flow state for what. Playing and raging at people playing video game? You lost joy because you can't stay as kid. You want mommy for your whole life.

I know you will nit do anything about this. Problem is in few years you will be at same spot. In even worse situatiin as 28 years old man kid and it will continue. You will miserable life. Right now younare actually poor af, but having illusion or beleiving you are "wealthy"?

Fuck with teachings. Now it's time to grow up. You do 1st thing. 2nd thing when you are developed. Do you really beleive Leo wasn't devoleped grown ass adult when he started with his enlightenment journey. Think about it. Ask @Nahm about his life pre enlightenment. Probably Didn’t played video games etc.

Well still better then playing League of Legends like you are 12 years old.

I didn't not said that. It's not God damn solipsism. But you will end up all alone trust.me.on that. Lens will change automatically once you take responsibility for your life and finally enter adulthood. Jump in god damn ocean. Get yourself wet don't just look at it and think. About it. Then runaway to your mom. To hug you. You will never learn to swim that way.

Se we agree. You don't actually want enlightenment you want life of an adult man. You want gf really that's what you fucking want don't BS me. So how you gonna have gf staying as kid? I already said she won't spread her legs for you no "stable" girl will.

You can BS @Nahm with "empathically said" or BS him. But you can't BS me because I know all of the ? hooney all of 'em.

There are no lost beings and for sure you ain't one who will 'save" em. Enlightenment =you as only Being in existance. Now tell Me how the fuck you will handle that shit underdeveloped. You can't even help yourself. Ofcourse. "happiness with obtaining". Chimp mentality. "human nature" ="human condition" =?

Once again BS. You need development first, enlightenment 2nd. First you master life and you actually have too. C'mon radical honesty with me. You don't want LoL you want gf and shitload of sex. C'mon don't BS me. We cut all the crap now. Time to finally grow up no avoidance no escape.

@commie You indeed sound like normal guy. All escapist here. Magic pill very nice statement. Kids giving advice to kid how to grow up. Never faced anything in life giving advices for it. Clueless la la landers.

League of Legends =24 years old. Man? Will call you out.

@Raptorsin7 Once again you are full of shit. I am so sorry. Will always call on you on BS. So came up with new narrative. If you want to be helped. But it's very obvious you are not. Still 40 year old story.Red Alarm

Yummy!

So gain independence life on your own. Learn to fully take care of yourself. Then working with @Nahm will make sense. It's so god damn easy to live on your own in Canada. Just examples for you to make no mistake that it isn't. Some fear you have about it. That initial kick in your ass. So you can do actual work about your dream. Enlightenment not to be only escape and day dreamimg about it. I mean I can teach you too not a problem. But I don't give a fuck, really. Inittial kick in a but and how to organize your adult life regarding habits and discipline is most you can get and will respong only in regards to that if you need help.

Yes man you nailed it. You need like strong robust healthy core. Once you get that core happiness will be stable. Fix root then branches how ever they are will be healthy. You don't need psychologist or therapist. You are perfectly healthy. You just have to find way on your own to strenghten your core. You know. Maybe my apple is filled with bruises and scars and it ain't no best looking one but it is strong and helthy and delicious. Having perfect outside of apple but empty inside. Well outside Will rott too and collapse so. Fast. Bruised outside won't collapse.

Then have @Nahm on my tail. Go dream. Glad I fucking survived. I can write about my childhood. Dream about what I don't give a fuck. Bruised and bloodied af.