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Correct. That's how I get bewitched. This is accuracy 100%. We guys just bunch of naive fools. Plus some whore elements but you have to initiate them as man and girl has to follow. That's up to your bf. So try to find someone who has no "social anxiety". Just because of this stuff I hate spiritual enlightenment. Want new life to play it again and master shit out of it as human once again. Don't want to be God. Whole dream becomes easy, dull thing.

Wish ya all the best. I really do. Just wanted to point something you understood what and that's it. No place for more talk.

Ofcourse he has, @Nahm has it too., I have it too. You have no idea how actually difficult this stuff is, enlightenment =Bittersweet to extreme. I already said how you can deal extreme bitter taste when you never tasted anything even small scale bitterness in your life? Flow state for what. Playing and raging at people playing video game? You lost joy because you can't stay as kid. You want mommy for your whole life.

I know you will nit do anything about this. Problem is in few years you will be at same spot. In even worse situatiin as 28 years old man kid and it will continue. You will miserable life. Right now younare actually poor af, but having illusion or beleiving you are "wealthy"?

Fuck with teachings. Now it's time to grow up. You do 1st thing. 2nd thing when you are developed. Do you really beleive Leo wasn't devoleped grown ass adult when he started with his enlightenment journey. Think about it. Ask @Nahm about his life pre enlightenment. Probably Didn’t played video games etc.

Well still better then playing League of Legends like you are 12 years old.

I didn't not said that. It's not God damn solipsism. But you will end up all alone trust.me.on that. Lens will change automatically once you take responsibility for your life and finally enter adulthood. Jump in god damn ocean. Get yourself wet don't just look at it and think. About it. Then runaway to your mom. To hug you. You will never learn to swim that way.

Se we agree. You don't actually want enlightenment you want life of an adult man. You want gf really that's what you fucking want don't BS me. So how you gonna have gf staying as kid? I already said she won't spread her legs for you no "stable" girl will.

You can BS @Nahm with "empathically said" or BS him. But you can't BS me because I know all of the ? hooney all of 'em.

There are no lost beings and for sure you ain't one who will 'save" em. Enlightenment =you as only Being in existance. Now tell Me how the fuck you will handle that shit underdeveloped. You can't even help yourself. Ofcourse. "happiness with obtaining". Chimp mentality. "human nature" ="human condition" =?

Once again BS. You need development first, enlightenment 2nd. First you master life and you actually have too. C'mon radical honesty with me. You don't want LoL you want gf and shitload of sex. C'mon don't BS me. We cut all the crap now. Time to finally grow up no avoidance no escape.

@commie You indeed sound like normal guy. All escapist here. Magic pill very nice statement. Kids giving advice to kid how to grow up. Never faced anything in life giving advices for it. Clueless la la landers.

League of Legends =24 years old. Man? Will call you out.

@Raptorsin7 Once again you are full of shit. I am so sorry. Will always call on you on BS. So came up with new narrative. If you want to be helped. But it's very obvious you are not. Still 40 year old story.Red Alarm

Yummy!

So gain independence life on your own. Learn to fully take care of yourself. Then working with @Nahm will make sense. It's so god damn easy to live on your own in Canada. Just examples for you to make no mistake that it isn't. Some fear you have about it. That initial kick in your ass. So you can do actual work about your dream. Enlightenment not to be only escape and day dreamimg about it. I mean I can teach you too not a problem. But I don't give a fuck, really. Inittial kick in a but and how to organize your adult life regarding habits and discipline is most you can get and will respong only in regards to that if you need help.

Yes man you nailed it. You need like strong robust healthy core. Once you get that core happiness will be stable. Fix root then branches how ever they are will be healthy. You don't need psychologist or therapist. You are perfectly healthy. You just have to find way on your own to strenghten your core. You know. Maybe my apple is filled with bruises and scars and it ain't no best looking one but it is strong and helthy and delicious. Having perfect outside of apple but empty inside. Well outside Will rott too and collapse so. Fast. Bruised outside won't collapse.

Then have @Nahm on my tail. Go dream. Glad I fucking survived. I can write about my childhood. Dream about what I don't give a fuck. Bruised and bloodied af.

@Galyna Yeah. It's your obligation to take care of 'em and support' em financially. Here older people are very respected. So as lets say you get wife and kids. As man you have to work for them all+support parents. Lot of pressure for you as man. You can't be pussy. You really have to ba a man not a joke. I will explain him how is to have business here lot different then in US and it is so much harder.

@Raptorsin7ask your fatger to give you 20 $ and try to survive with that whole month.Now you can see how difficult it was. I had to start to go to 1st grade and my mother cried because she couldn:t buy me clothes at all. Shortage of Everything including most dimple stuff. Even if she finds has no money for it. Fatger couldn't drive me at school. You could buy gasoline in 2 l plastic bottles on street. Because there wasn't any on gas stations. No import. Can you imagine that chaos

Old Yugoslavia didn't belonged to eastern block. Split happened 1948. After 1953 US influence become predominant even if it was Communistic country(but with different type of socialism then USSR and China). It was neutral country same as Austria. But backed by US. Imagine that wierdness. So economy was much better then any Country of Eastern block byfar but poorer then western Europe. Richer then greece, portugal and such countries for sure. So people had good salaries and thanks to communism they got apartments from companies they worked in (similar to western corporations almost no difference just owned by state). So good living standard also well educated etc. Yes same thing happened here. People. Lost all. Savings in their banks. Got robbed by state. State got ruled by mafia literally. Yes exactly. Not just you but everyone. Yes mafia. Well everyone is starving + on top of that civil war. Country closed can't import can't export complete collapse of economy. Yes long line.and what you can buy was limited too. One bread, liter of oil, 1kg of suger, 1kg of flour. Just God damn outmost basic stuff for just bare survivak. Shortage of almost everything else. Yes exactly. Yes even to this day that's the case for most people. Yes I am. I agree. Well he has many options just has to grab some balls nothing else. It's super easy for him. But he can't see that. Because la la land is all he knows and it's just normal for him.

Thanks. Yes vacation, get it. It's just nostalgy for life and maybe desire for new one nothing else. I over do stuff. Well what can I do passionate about thing I love. Can't change that. But problem is I let go of Everything so bit off a struggle. That fine balance. So @Nahmcan't avoid Heaven in relative despite not actually being interested in this work and Truth for that reason. That's why it strikes me and I reject whole thing so hard because of it.

Just tired. I really am. I sound like nutcase, nobody understands what I am talking about, nonsensical and what not. Also having difficult times when I ever think about this too unlike most people who have "social anxiety" and whatever. Not same category of pressure and what mind can use against you in some sense.

We can go that route. There’s no "avatar" and I agree. When everything becomes ONE (unified Infinite Love). What's left is just my word. That makes this to be like this and not be black thing. Why bother really when it's the same.

@Nahm Also about feeling great. At the end of spiritual work you will find yourself at 0,alone with no distinctions and boundaries btw you and anything else. You will have none of conditions you holds towards anything. No dualistic notions, no in some sense illusion of life. Yeah sure you regain absolute power. You become God in sober but even that you will let go off. So. There is real "danger" of mahasamadhi. Seems very natural to you.