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@WHO IS You can actually become Absolute/Truth /Formlesness /Nothingness/Infinity/God/Love. Do practises with desire and intention to know God and you Will get there or master the Game. ?

@DrewNows To live life as conscious as possible. To remove egoic mind from even having a chance to activate itself. To live in Truth. Unified with existance. I do not see what is wrong with this. Desire of expression is desire of the mind. Silence is the Way. People are not ready for Truth.

@WHO IS I said it many times before developing uncoditional love for everything is probably the hardest part of the path. Well you are basiclly remembering your True Nature in all possible facets. Enlightenment is really all about remembering. If you ask me am I able to do any harm, no not really. It is paradoxical you really can't even if you accepted all of "evil".

@WHO IS So that everything can exist. You have to drop that dualistic notion of good and bad. All is good. What are you afraid of, sickness, old age, death of body? Can you realize that even your dead body will support New life New creation New existance? It is all you but you are blinded by your egoic mind who thinks it is all about me me me. Which is ok too it is all Love. What existance is, is pure absolute bliss for all forms.But I let you, you discover this for yourself.

This right here is Truth @Aakash . Do Whatever you want. If you want to learn Explore it is all there for you. Leo can do the same thing. There is really nothing wrong with anything or anyone. All is perfectly fine. All is Love. Do not listen to me all answers are in your heart. My heart wants full complete peace. Keep practises, try to hit pure consciousness and get those profoundly Good insights about YOU and how amazingly you can change your life. You still have no idea how deep this go in Good way. Hope you all Will get them and realize pure awesome Goodness of God. It is for you, not for me. Done my work time to rest.

@DrewNows Ok.I get what you are trying to say. But what is wrong with allowance and acceptance and letting it all go. Reality is perfect it will evolve expand and sort itself out. Thanks.

@DrewNows I play all my supposed roles perfectly no questions about it. I do not feel superior to anyone as person, I am saint irl humble Compassionate to the core but I am not a fool. Am I selfless good family member, yes. Am I good responsible hard working at job, yes. AM I good friend, yes. Do I chase more roles more people to have more impact, no. Reality is perfect as it is,if existance needs impact of this particular ego it will call. No need for me to interfere or project my ego onto it. Ok if Existance send me that hot hippie girl I Will try to mingle back into Babylon ?. I know it breaks your heart probably but I dunno, it was horror it really was. Learned my lesson what separation from God is. Reality reacted brutally. Never ever again I want to be separated from God. Never again.

@Aakash If every human gets enlightened this earth Will become True Heaven. Loving Compassionate Truthfull, Hard working etc Beings of Love caring about whole. But if you become angel right Now you Will be hated and rejected by devils. Sad story I have no intention in joining to. Already got fair share of suffering not Willing to mingle inside Babylon.

@Aakash You are unique expression. Do what you Feel is right thing to do. If you want to help homeless do that. Nothing wrong. If you want to go to parties do that. You have freedom to Explore. Thing is that when you are enlightened you Indentify yourself as all existance not as person but you Will have to use person as a tool. Do not take my perspective as your own. My perspective comes from my direct experiences and conditioning. Is it right perspective ofcourse it is not, it is partial and relative. ?️?

@DrewNows I understand what are you trying to say but I really have no desire to. I am ok if tommorow I Will die from cancer or in car accident. Got enlightened because I am pure in mind and heart not because I am interested in egoic bullshit. I do not care. Really I do not, maybe it is better for human race to get exterminated so other life forms can recover and New one emerge. Better unity more variations same God. Sounds so harsh I know but this is how I Feel. I am not really needed at all.

@Aakash Well you have option to join pyramidal scheme game which society is. To be Just another rat chasing cheese. Nothing wrong with that, you will have to do it because that body of yours has to survive. Trick is to really understand what is that all about and not get attached to any possible identity or projection casted out on you. To stop imagining you are doing this or that you are something.

@Aakash Well you can change things ofcourse you do. Love of God is uncoditional. Problem is that humans abuse it so much it became norm. But humans are also God. Do Whatever you Feel need to do from your heart. Me personally, I do not have any desire to change or impact society or other human beings. Reality is perfect no need for "me" to change manipulate anything. I am done, really had it enough. Honestly I started this work Just to discover is there a God and what is the Truth about all of this. Really not after bliss chasing or pleasant emotions. Have done my work. Think I deserve rest and life in peace and harmony with nature not with society and devils. Time to clear the stage.

Lol. Well Truth is Truth. All is One, One is All. Alex life has to be played out has to unfold before merging back to One. Did this life had any importance any value any meaning no not really. Was Just small portion of the whole. So for future Ones it is better for this guy to suffer immensly so future Ones don't. ❤️

@Nahm No I mean this point of Awareness is not interested in exploring anymore. Probe as Leo calls it wants home. Here I have sense of self, "there" there is none. No need to continue as "me". Even no need to continue as Awareness.

@Nahm Yeah you are right. It is a play. But kinda you want to clear stage from dancers. Had it enough. All I have to do is wait for this idea to end. God saw it how is to be Alex. Got another part of him. He Will Explore other ideas.

Nobody to heal and no one to move on. It is about heart it is full of scars and I Feel every one of them. Meditations works wonders but I have to go to work and talk with "others". I do not feel any Joy in These activities. Ok job is fine for body awareness nothing against that. Dream Will end. I already know how easily I Will surrender idea of "me". So in the end it doesn't matter Will "I" heal. Victims of narcissistic abuse never fully heal. I know that because Very much I am expert in narcissism and psychopathy.

You can't avoid it. Every animal in nature kills highly effectively causing least suffering. Killed animal Will indeed feel sensations of killing but if Consciousness realizes death of the body will come for sure it will revert back to Formlesness. Humans should done the same but we kill for egoic pleasure too. We torture rape and do all kinds of harm Just to get that dopamine hit. We abuse everything. I can't become vegan because I do hard manual labour for small wage.

@Nahm Ok I am all that is but I do not want to be it. Having such hard time accepting this because Awareness created horror story for imagined self. There is deep distrust in it coming from mind. Here is what problem I have with other egos. Started renovating house(cool lets create) so I called in brother to help me with this. Now he moved in because my place is better then his without even asking me. He doesn't have any money even if he earns twice as much I do. Because he gambles it away first day he receives it. So basiclly I got New parasite. This is Just one, most recent example. Want harsh one. Mother beating shit out of you. Lashing you with electronic cables with full intensity if you didn't got highest grade. I know devils Very well and I do not have any desire to shine light of awareness on them ever again. Want rest and to be alone. Learned my lesson. Payed price for desiring to be human and not what I am really. Formlesness /Nothing that is what I am really. Everything else is sharade.

@Nahm What really confuses me. Is that I am actually those people talking to "me". "Me" is complete lie. "I" never existed it was always illusory. Doesn't matter how Being gets manifested since there is no self in it. Nobody to suffer nobody to enjoy. We do not exist only God does.

?❤️ Life as True Self and life as false self are much different. It is impossible to lie cheat deceive kill (only when you have to eat and even then you Will slaughter animal in most effective way). Seeking physical and emotional pleasure, neediness, approval etc. You are free from all needs because you realize there is nothing to gain or lose etc. Yeah pretty much Saint. Good luck to all people chasing enlightenment for personal gain ?

@DrewNows Keeping the mask on. Have no desire to do so but do not have desire to take of masks of "others".They are Perfect as they are. I do not Wish to create suffering for anyone so I do not really Feel my mask is needed at all. It Just doesn't matter. You can be Happy all the time with "mundaine" stuff. Washing dishes or chasing that hot asian hippie girl and Creating suffering for both of you.

Yeah timeless limitless now. God idea of @Nahm life Will end. God idea of "my" life Will end. We will all merge "back" as One. That One will live all "future" apparent lives inside One as One. So none of lives has any real importance in full picture. Because life itself is Just an appearance. @Nahm has ability to remove veil and discover Truth. But most of his appearent kind do not Wish to do it.

Well I am talking about entire self construct. Society and humans expect you to hold on such fabrication. Personally I do not remember when last time I tried to defend self image.When you see falsity of your own why would you buy into falsity of all others. To live and thrive inside society you have to keep firm hold onto it. Talking with other human is like mutually exchanging bullshit. Full of lies deceptions projections etc.

Yes I know that. I really do. That is why I talk about surrender and acceptance. Problem is that "me" inside people expect to be there is just isn't there. I have to fabricate it. I have to lie and I do not want that.