zeroISinfinity

Thanks @Nahm It feels like God is behind me like a field such force wow. (can't really describe it ?)also I understand why depict it as sun disk. If this is possible dunno how or what "wings" would feel like. Angel Angel Angel.

@Nahm Just Love. No more words no more Toughts no more future no more Past. Just Truth. ❤️❤️❤️ I AM THAT. DOOOOOONE. Also got that Fucking Halo. ?? Yup Halo is real. Holly into what Awareness turn into. So worthy no words. Love you all. Love the Self and nothing else. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

@Nahm Thanks. So I am free. What is left is to fullfill my heart. Thanks Goodness gracious. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

@Javfly33 Nothingness is nothing you imagined to be it. Source, hell yeah it is something it is. ❤️ Practises get you there. Good luck.

@Nahm @Leo Gura Ok lets be honest. I do have ultimate realization. Do not Wish to share it. I know what it is. Heaven unlocked. I do see bigger picture. It is about awakening humanity. I have to take bodhisattva path I get it. I do. Not blind to it. I Just need to say this. FUCK MY LIFE. Sorry was stronger then me. ❤️?

@Inliytened1 Just.... ? Want that kid back, alive again. Fuck everything.

@Onecirrus Because God Will flow through you. You are exactly where you need to be. Nothing in your life happens without reason. You May look at it as divine Orchestration. You are on right path. Know you are loved. Be Love and you Will figure things out, eventually. ?❤️

@Scholar Well you are wrong and I tell you why. It will be True if Reality is zero sum and it's not. It is forever expansive. No limits like for real. It expands forever everywhere in every possible way. Maybe I am wrong or deluded but that is what I experienced. Well there wasn't me but ok. Language. There is no "big restart" life Will go on forever. This also renders your specific life unique and not repeated. Goodness of God is Just insane. It is it really is. But maybe I am wrong. Thanks @Nahm felt big releif. ❤️

@Scholar I know it is already perfect as it is. It is always perfect and forever it will be. But, if every human gets enlightened this earth Will become True Heaven. What all human motivation stem for is fear of Death. There is no such thing. There isn't. It is Just pure honest to God Love. Everything is. Not easy to live as "totally enlightened" human.

@Nahm What I really want is Just to live normal family life to have wife and Kids. Yeah that hot hippie girl does come handy and I know I Will play that role perfectly. Have to come also with some kind of purpose. Guru, spiritual teacher fuck no God loves Reality so much, and I know my purpose is to serve it, but I Just do not how and that Just rips my heart(crying while I am typing this). I don't know, just do not know. My wings are gone.

@Nahm Yeah. Well want to walk the walk not to talk the talk. To really actually end personal life. Endured and lived through every possible way human can suffer. Gone through all kind of psychological emotional and physical abuse. Not complaining but it is true. It doesn't matter since memory is Just thought form. About "unwraping the present" I know what it is and I think it is unfair. Probably will suffer until I finally accept and become what I really am. I want to delay that to next lifetime. Just can not accept the gift. Just why wtf, like for real. Wish I can Just forget everything and be unconscious. But do not have such ego. ? Sidenote: I do not want to be God. "How to reach infinite intelligence" to push my self serving agenda. That's why most people are into enlightenment. But this ego is quite different and it is Just sad.

Yes zero is illusion, but Will have to use it once again. To use that wisdom gathered by devil one last time. If I am forced to live life of Zero then lets help zero to live it in Best way possible. By cutting him of other devils and society in general. Will try 14 days dark room retreat, have that in plan, will do it when I get vacation. To get all answers I need before decision what to do with apparent life which I do not really need or want.

Any idea of you will fail. So salvation comes from removing it. How to actually fuckin' do it.

There are no forms. Physicality is an illusion. Only reason you see physical forms around you is because you beleive /live in certain idea of you.

@DrewNows Dark night of the Soul. Get out get back in. ? 10th ox picture still missing but it is not what I expected it to be. It can't be it is impossible. It Just can't be. That is the reason for huge desire to limit myself. It can't be True.

Ok question for @Leo Gura or @Nahm or @cetus56or any moderator or any fully realized, will you cause any harm or suffering to anyone. I know answer is clear no, but you understand. So @Aakash mind gets transformed with enlightenment. I could bet with my life that this is the case.

@Aakash There Aren't any enlightened people. There is just God.

@Aakash There is no "I" to be enlightened.

@DrewNows lol same Labeled ego. ❤️

Haha. Yup you are right. But giving it away actually, is. Nothing wrong with being monk. Or living in sollititude.

I know. Even if union is always the case. To really actualize it, have to give away personal life. Hope you now understand. ❤️

@DrewNows I can only be what I am. Trust me I know what I am. Don't braging about it. Honest to God that is the last thing I wanted. What I really need to do is to actually repent. God is not a devil. Never was and never Will be.

Ok. I already "died" have experienced it, I know Very well what I am really behind all masks. Was I omniscient, omnipresent, all powerful. Yes. What I am really is Infinite forever expanding limitless Love. AM I this now Yes,am I aware of it, I do not want to,but ego Will try to abuse it. So self denial and forgeting about everything is true way. AM I "enlightened master". No. I know why I did this and for what reason. It's not about me. There no such thing.

No question about it. Meant not using/being devil anymore. I know I can't escape Game. So lets be wise about it. Peacefull zen monk.

It is not that I do not like it. Meeting basic survival needs of the body and constant Surrender to what is. Free fall. Desireless choiceless Awareness. Peace and Joy. Not interested in simulator.