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@Leo Gura It just goes so against life and all notions of life you've been holding. Not so simple. You literally lose your life in it's entierty for this. I do beleive you know this very well. Not having egoic backlashes. Dark nights of MIND are much more serious then all that egoic easy stuff.

And you never moved anywhere. What sorcery is that. What a lux. ☺️

@dimitri Ok my awoke brother. I added meeting these fine class chinese actresses. I don't speak chinese and have no intention learning chinese. This stuff broken natural progression of "my life". It's like total erase.

Eternal One. LOVE. We here get it by some miraculous events, lets define them as such. @Leo Gura Question for you, why is it so hard to accept this. When I ever think about this always having difficult times. I really do, don't know how it is for you. I feel betreyed by God I do.

Yes it is but that was my greatest desire as this guy. It really was. When you live from Permanent samadhi state it becomes crystal clear that you actually do not need any of this. You literally die. You are already dead. You feel as God and everything that comes with it. Actually. So as this guy who wanted death more then anything what's left? Mahasamadhi nothing else. That's 100% honesty. I really can't continue this. Wish I can. Very difficult stuff. Yes I do not appreciate "what I've became" one bit. Just don't like it at all and most Likely never will.

Nothing to do with escapism. Just want home. Who cares about life or dreams. Actually don't need both. So yes high death drive. Also don't forget my initial conditions of this life and conditioning and everything else makes my "person" much more into seeking death then chasing life.

Yeah sure Awareness and what it Really is. You end up all alone. You feel so God damn complete you don't need life or to dream. That's the main problem With this. Life is complete delusion, dreaming while knowing all this stuff makes no sense. Why would I be happy with this? I am not. Cant' wait this body bag to vanish. So high death aspiration lol. 100% honest response. Honestly day I'll finally die will. Be happiest day of my entire life.

I do not want to be God how in name of God this can motivate me for life. How the fuck. Guy from Serbia can'be fucking God makes No sense. I am so pissed off. Not happy with this one bit. Have to wait 50 years til. My life ends and be given new chance for it.

Death drive so big that Infinity got unlocked. Can't wait to die and new life. Game over can't stay here anymore. Have to suffer day by day this life. 0 zero happiness because of this.

Yes you experience your own death for awakening/formless. But never forget and I wish you to feel form=formless. So don't harm yourself. Psychedelics, meditation all good for that. If you are dreaming then you know dream. You will dream forever so no need for harming yourself. This=God no difference.

Infinite Love it really sounds to good to be True. How to get to it? I tried everything man I really did. I am tired of seeking. I don't understand a word what these guys are talking about. Conciousness this Conciousness that. Whwt do I have to do. Tired.

Yeah I guess. @Nahmyou know what when we meet in Eugene. I will not order coffee will order tequila and will drink it until I pass out.

@Forestluv Once again, who is wrapper, source, player, wishmaster, magician?

It's not about me at all. Who is the Source? Who wrapped his own gift. All roads lead back to Rome. Who plays that game?

@Nahm You are.... Have no words for you. You are scary ya know. You really are.

@Forestluv Who created whole show from start? John 1:1 Once again there is much more to character.

There's much more to character. ? Maybe something very paradoxical and nonsensical about character.

Ok movie part was sarcasm. But @Nahm has good point. ? @Forestluv ❤️ Ban me if that's the ending.I would actually love that. Then I could just die bask in my limitless feelings and be Source of Everything. King returned boyo. Being with Infinite Potential. Maybe I am just nuts. Could be, lost my mind. Raving all the time in my sneakiness.

Will wait next episode of this boring actualized.org movie to see does @Forestluvgets it. Has nice eyes might add that. Telenovela. John 1:1

Oh you helping left and right even to your own green kind. Sneaky sweetheart. Same, it's my clone. Even has buddha statue. If he was shirtless lesbian nothing would stop me from calling him on skype. All dominas that ever existed couldn't stop that. This way just nah. Way to scary for me. ☺️

Ok non duality language games. ☺️ Ok I will Die from Laughter. This dream OMFG.

@JosephKnecht Then ain't no desire for this wishmaster. 2 will be fine and could handle that. But Infinite Love, Infinite Joy etc I don't beleive that's possible at all. Would be cool.

@JosephKnecht I don't beleive you. Can't be possible.

When I burst in laughter of ❤️. I am just a kid sometimes. Choosing experience is complete childish part. That's why I am so crazy. (you are so "childish" wanting dominas, well when you look at it I am mixture of both I guess)