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Ok fair I understand. In school, Zionism has been defined to us as the aspiration of the Jewish people to their own land, and thats it. Seems like the exact definition of this word is subjectively given depend on the piece of the cake (= reality) one wants to focus on. For example the center-left camp will define the exact same word by their own values of equality, acceptance etc. The problem is that subconsciously the word implies a generalized meaning what can be weaponized to unfair propaganda purposes by extreme leftists abroad for example. This is what a bit difficult here for me with this word I learned about from its more pure meaning and intention. Nevertheless, your definiton although different then mine, is fair in my opinion in the way it focuses on the problem itself and explains itself nuancly.

I think God wanted us to make effort to solve the math exercise for ourselves and not to just tell us the answer because then there might be no point to life. When someone chooses to rape, he clearly hasn't succeded to solve the problem and to understand who he is. It is not that god wanted that to happen or something but it is just unevitable that it will happen sometimes.

But he accepts everyone's path as equally valid and significant, this is only you who think that some person is in a better position than the other, but this is because we have assumption about what it means to live a good vs bad life. But who told you that to live in the netherlands with super comfortable conditions is necessarily good? Who told you that to live in India in worse conditions and physical challenges means a disadvantage?

How do you define the word "Zionism"? What is Zionism for you? If you can break it down.

The search for magic pills and shortcut solutions can be dangerous. You want it then great but start with something small.

@Lila9 Yes I agree with you. Orange many times thinks that only cold logic is the correct way, when he overlooks information found in the gut-subconscious brain axis and thinks that we decide only based on what we see clearly. Green like to put on himself a spiritual mask with all the lofty words and does spiritual bypasses usually.

When a moment in your far past jumps in your memory, your brain restores it fully and accurately with all of your senses and emotions you had back then (what is sometimes capable to do), and realize that this moment from the past was just as significant as the most significant moments you have in present times. The logical brain cannot do this because it will always filter it in a biased way like in the present moments you are always much better because you grew up so much, but the emotional-sensory (unbiased, accurate) memory from 16 years ago can surprisingly appear and shuffle all the cards, when makes you doubt the 'ever-progress' thinking/state of consciousness you were into until now. At this moment 16 years ago you were not any less "connected" and fulfilled than you are today. Life is hence waves! And not a progress trend. Probably this is not a total U turn but only partial, and the previous ideology didn't really fully collapse but it did to some degree. By the way I am not saying I am turquoise (because I am not at all) and actually not saying anything about me but only about this specific thought/insight I feel I have right now. Maybe I am just in a mild "high" and when I wake up in the morning I will regret this message, or maybe I won't? I will update you in 8 hours.

I have tried to act upon the principle that we feed our subconsious with our own ideas and therefore create it, and tried to change that. While there is a truth in that for sure, it helped only to some extent. You can try and get your own conclusions.

You are limited anyway. You can't choose, at least not directly, how to feel. You can't decide things freely and manipulate your subconscious how you want. Actually it is mainly the opposite. You have passions, fears, emotional challenges you didn't choose and have to go through them and develop according to their guidance. Anything else is a bypass.

@Davino No problem. When you have time it will be great. I think SD better be a self inspirational tool only to show horizon and hope for people this is its most profound value. I cannot pretend to know in what exact stages other people are and to how degree cause its too complex. The mind tends to want to put other people lower than us, but at least my experience tells me this is just too difficult to know what really happens inside people minds, unless you do a one on one conversations with them and even then, you can maybe have a clue only on their center of gravity but surely not beyond. Especially when stages aren't determined by content at all but by thinking structures that every one of those can be disguised to inifinte contents and issues.

Long term you will perhaps want a meditation exercise that will face you with contrudictions in your thinking, including about the mediation itself with unsolvable loops that will cause you a feeling of friction all the time. The "Do Nothing" meditation in Leo's video is a really good one.

@Lila9 I think I know better now. Yellow is navigating as gently as possible in the complexity with modesty and with the willing to adjust himself and update his steps all the time. Honestly I feel I have embodied a lot from this way of living in my healing-development journey. Turquoise though starts to rebel against this type of thinking (of course not abandon it but add a new layer) when he doesn't like the thinking of journey/progress but rather find the unlimited potential every single situation holds and add a new dimension of thinking in the vertical direction. Similar to the way green rebels against the orange rules and say that we are already succesful as long as we give love and acceptance to each other, no matter our social status or how 'successful' we are and in that way breaks free from the tunnels orange thinks through.

Sometimes yes, but sometimes its not fakery but their genuine behaviour they see as very authentic for them and necessary. Many times what we see as fakery in others and triggers us is actually sides we lack in ourselves and want subconsciously to integrate, even if in a very different or maybe a healthier way. So the answer is complex and depends.

Both camps has devolved in the last 10-15 years into less healthy versions of left and right among the edges.

Although not a book but Dr zwig instagram page which is Yellow and Turquoise.

Maybe try to start with the thing that is right under your nose: 1. What do you feel that makes you want to do the shadow work? 2. What will you feel if you won't do shadow work? 3. Are you good enough already even without doing any shadow work at all? 4. If not, what is missing? 5. What is the "you" that you want to improve? 6. Can you accept him more and give him more love right now? 7. Can you make a complex conversation with him right now? 8. Say there isn't any "exercise" to shadow work at all, and you now have to find your own original exercise from scratch. What it will be?

Hard work, investigate your difficult emotions, work on your nutrition etc. No shortcuts exist.

The emphasis on economic interests and big pharma pressure is nice but it is the symptom and not the root cause. The root is a deep misunderstanding about the human body and how it does what it does. The success of last hundred years in vaccines and life saving treatments has fooled us into thinking we solved human body and now think we can treat everything else too that way. No scientific explanation is convincing enough in explaining how our organs keep succeeding in doing their role in a way any artificial machine would already fail in that long ago. The machinary style thinking and explanations about how the human body works gives us an illusion we understand it. While it is indeed partially true it is merely the tip of the iceberg. We can't assume we know better than hunderds of thousands of years of nature's accumulated experience. That is the ground on which a long term use of drugs and antidepressants problems of unexpected side effects, dependency, overadaptation that leads to paradoxical results, and withdrawal start to appear and expose our embarassing hibris position and stupidity.

There are. Unfortunately not just US problem.

Or that it maybe wasn't barbaric nor fanatic but just an escalation between two sides that built over more than 20 years until the peak in 1947.

I have watched sections from different videos. First thing is that his talking there are very analytical, left brained, but sophisticated and flexible. Very associative with Yellow. Second thing is that he looks very calm but too much, like it is hard to see emotions on him, but maybe it is because he has high harmony within himself so nothing leaks outside. Don't know. Thirdly he shows strong care for global issues, but this isn't uncommon to see in many other intellectuals as well and it might be also a personal field of interest and not necessarily a result of his stage of development. Personally one of my core motivations is to help others (what I started this year to do) from my experience with mental and emotional difficulties I had - though still have but I am in a significantly better place - and make them see their own capability and potential to conquer their own anxiety/intrusive thoughts (or depression maybe) they have and be autonomous and trust themselves. This is also a life purpose which is a combination of left and right brain all the time. Still I don't know if it indicates Turquoise necessarily. So I admit I am not any less confused now and start to think that maybe we just make better and better integrations as we developed, and thats it, and there is no 'smoking gun' that says "OH this is Turquoise!" Or another option is that there is, and it happens when concepts of Yellows are, through momentary realizations or gradually, being dissolved and undone to some degree, and this is when Turquoise emerges.

That hamas knew their actions will bring IDF on them and still chose to do them.

Thank you too.