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Today at the park lmao a little girl said to her father "its to hooooot" with a whining tone of voice and if she was awakened she would of said "why did god create this hot day to make me suffer its so unfaiiiiiiiir" with a whining tone of voice.

Get your heart broken until your expectations match reality.

@Holykael Alright lets see some results now, I want you to get a new gf and post about your progress. Lets go! I know you can do it!

Victim mindset, standard self-help trap. This has nothing to do with the belief of god or spirituality. If you had no awakening you would blame something else for your problems. The content doesn't matter. Thats not what responsibility is about, its about realizing you are the source of all your suffering and taking responsibility to help your self instead of blaming others (god) and spinning up self-pitty dialogues with yourself.

A belief has nothing to do with your ability to enjoy life, this is a false equivalency. It doesn't matter how much you know about the nature of reality. Your unhappy because you lack the foundation of self-help and started spirituality to early in a emotionally immature years. For example a basic self-help principle is to take 100% responsibility for everything, yet you blame god for your problems. To take 100% responsibility is deep mature transcendent freedom from anything arising. Its a vital building block to spiritual work. Negative unrealistic thought loop. This is basic self-deception where your unaware of how your emotions are spinning up negative stories, where the root of the issue is a lack of emotional maturity. Also its not hard to make money and prosper with any job as long as you dont make foolish financial decisions like have 5 kids and live outside your means. Everything your saying is routed in a unresolved emotional problem that has nothing to do with god or spirituality. Catch yourself and work on your emotional intelligence.

For the love of god my man, drop the new age stuff. your experiencing stage 1 adrenal fatigue that causes hyper activity with little sleep. Trust me you dont want to get to stage 2 when your digestion starts to fail because its gets harder and harder to reverse the situation and get back to baseline. Sleep is way more then recording memory of the previous day. It is not sustainable long term to sleep 3 hours and if you dont take our advice youll learn it the hard way like i have. Counter-intuitively the less you sleep the harder it is to sleep as more stress builds up in the system stimulating/agitating you more. After a while of doing this your going to experience a period of anxiety, headaches and major issue with rational thinking and your ability to sleep will be near 0. To go back to sleep you need to relax, the issue is up to this point in your life youve relaxed automatically with out having to think about it. Now that your system is hyped up and stuck in fight or flight mode the automatic relaxation is not happening. So you need to meditate and relax more consciously. Breathing exercise can help, in general you want to learn the relaxing effects of these exercises and then relax all day with out the breathing exercise. Also exercise heavy body building 1-2 hours a day intensely to lower biological stress levels. But telling a INFP to exercise is like telling a frog to grow wings and fly.

After waking up, relax and go back to sleep. Got to get more, 3 is not enough, your not a super hero yet. ?

Butter has improved my brain function, im not sure why it could be its a form of fat im able to digest better then others. It also creates a nice relaxing effect with the bonus of improved flow to naturally arise. Has anyone else experienced this? If not its likely just a thing this body experiences as it struggles with health issues.

Today on LSD I experienced reality as conscious looking at it self in the mirror. Where ever you look or experience your just looking at your own reflection. The issue im having is this kind of perspective switching game is the basic stuff. Reframing is easy stuff, going deeper with reframing im sure will bear fruit. If i want to become conscious that im talking to myself, done, is that the most conscious of perspectives of that understanding? No, im sure there's a infinite ceiling to how conscious you can become of anything. The current paradigm that ive build is so strong that its very difficult to go off completely into a new direction or go "deeper", non-human. Obviously THIS is the trip. I dont know what im looking for as in i strongly see THIS paradigm, I can intuit that alien consciousness is not this paradigm. No matter what i do or dont do or experience im still in THIS paradigm. Not sure how to make it any clearer lol How to let go of the grip of this paradigm? There is no way NOT to look at it. Its just there always. The observer is always there and its to strong a paradigm, but... it cant end there, how to break free from the observation paradigm?

lmaoo cant be helped when your high all the time on biology.

Ye man tone down the language.

The comment was inappropriate so instead of giving warning points it was been sent to the shadow realm. ?

Be very carful talking to doctors about this, the situation is already delicate and they will put you in a psych ward if they think your a danger to yourself. Of course you are a danger to yourself, but the issue is a psych ward is going to make your life even harder then it is. This is the root of the issue, you keep making your own life harder for yourself while blaming others for it! Take responsibility for your life, work everyday to make small improvements, invest in yourself, mentally and physically.

I orgasm when I choose to mentally stimulate myself to finish. A large part of it is lack of mental athleticism on his part. Create a story in the mind that arouses more tends to work really well. Dream/Re-interpret something more arousing.

That proves the point, you need practice to discover the technique for yourself as its personalized to you. No amount of theory will get you there with out practice. Most Doctors go there entire career destroying peoples lives with out recognizing there mistakes. Theory is dogma. Similarly men go there entire lives failing at relationships not recognize the inner work lacking in there technique. Blaming women for what really is a mans lack of awareness.

Im having issues with buying the right Scale to measure out substances less then 3 mg. Do you have any company recommendations? Something reliable + built well?

@mr_engineer Read a book on piano, then go play at a concert hall in front of thousands with no practice.

Ah of course! +1

Ascending vs Descending paths. The Feminine wants to take the Descending path to spirituality. People need to go down the path that first peaks there interests and is natural, after that path is exhausted they will naturally explore the other side of the coin. Leos video are all Agentic and Ascending Communication style, language and content. Growing up I couldnt get into spirituality because all the gurus where commutating in a Descending Communal way and the content was primarily focused with wisdom sound bytes and how to descend and feel deeply. When my nature and intuitive insights where showing me the other side. When finding leo, spirituality instantly made sense for the first time, he was saying everything i was discovering and was living and seeing around me. Ah so i dont need to be a lovy dovy intuitive fool to be spiritual and repeat a bunch of quantum crap like depak and hug everyone I see! Ah there is a massive theoretical foundation to learn and integrate that can be understood/discovered/explored with practice. For people whos nature is the other side of the coin leos video makes less sense to them and they NEED that loving guru vibe. 9:53:

If he had laughed instead the child would of laughed.

I think this is a ENFP discovering spiritualty

Story time last night a went to bed and the neighbor was having an outdoor pool party playing music full blast, the walls did very little to block out the noise. I felt frustration build up, I let it fester for 5 minutes until i realized i can just let it go, let go of what im feeling towards other people and judgements towards peoples inconsideration for others. I realized I could sleep regardless of the noise and the only thing holding me back was limiting beliefs that I cant and I fell asleep shortly after that with party music blasting into my bedroom. BOOM BOOM BOOM To get the control you always wanted, let go of control.

If you dont like stage theory you must be stage green ?(joke) I read some of it and she clearly has some interesting points, but her main point is to dismiss these models on the grounds that they limit people and put people into boxs, shes ranting over the limits of these models, but ya they have limits that does not make them useless, just keep there limits in mind and move on. If you intersect models with other models you get some interesting details that pop up, also obviously dont use them in a naive dogmatic way. Women also develop very asymmetrically and dont neatly move up these levels the way men are more likely to do. The structure of her experience is still observable. She is trying to denie that because of epistemological biases we cant accurately measure structures. Well then observe structures from many epistemological perspectives then derive general patterns from does perspectives!

If a woman calls you ugly she is obviously immature and you dont want to date her. What would of been better if this same girl gave you validation? What is her validation worth? Nothing. Validation comes from within and knowing your worth.

Wow your 100% on point with this, identifying as NOT an addict is vital for intrinsic long lasting change. There is "Im not an addict, just on more hit" self-deception. Then theres, "Im not an addict" Self-identity. If you ask a non-smoker if they want a smoke there is no possible temptation in there mind to smoke, "I am not a smoker", "im to intelligent for that", "i value my health" Ego identity boost that is immune to drug addiction.