integral

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  1. Chess is fun until you hit the 2000-2200 range because its about tactics, creativity and refining and mastering calculation skills, then after that point you need to seriously study and memories opening and endgames to progress and thats really really boring. Then you easily forget what you memorized during prolonged breaks unless you started young enough so the brain deeply equates chess to survival.
  2. I was mostly trying to understand how to properly use the word. It seems to be used in 3 ways to describe: A non-human god state (temporary then you default back to normal) Used to say that someone in a normal default state is "awake" Used by people who take 1 step into spirituality and change there perspective of life (I had an awakening!) Its not consistent.
  3. lol Leo wroth it a while ago to help the forum members grow up. We had a misbehavior problem at some point ?
  4. Very cute Healthy Christian explanation. The Father = Source: It is Pure creative energy, the ultimate potential energy, the beginning and the end, the orgin where all creations come from. Holy Spirit = Divine Will: Its the Divine intelligence that conceives and wills things into shapes and into creation. The Son = Divine Expression: Embodiment of Source: Physical representation of source. Form.
  5. The Actualized Religion has begun. @Buck Edwards All shall know he as Saint. Edward the First Apostle
  6. Yes perfect, what about the confusion when we determine if someone is awake or not? A statement like "sadguru is not awake"?
  7. I agree with what you said but you took what i said out of context. I did not say well look your just irrational get over it. I pointed to santa claus to explain where her epistemology came from, the origin of her belief during the conformity years of her development.
  8. @OBEler How far apart did you space out the trips of 6mg? Is it possible to already have a tolerance?
  9. If you have no negative side effects from ejaculation then masturbating twice a month should be fine. All i was saying is most people that regulate masturbation get a huge benefit just from stopping porn as it makes all the little things in life more enjoyable. I think it makes more sense to say if you never had a gf and masturbation is replacing human contact then No-Fap is for you. But there are still benefits from avoiding porn and ejaculation for men in relationships, it shows up in quality of life.
  10. Fapping to porn is destructive to the mind, most people that do no-fap just get the benefits from that. For others like myself instead of fapping I just have sex when it naturally happens and dont ejaculate. There are no side effects.
  11. Most people use a romantic and sexual attraction to feel a security in there relationships while this is unwise as its unlikely to last, she then says to shift that attention to the tribe (family, friends, everyone). Security is a solid connection with another person that you support and they support you. Reliable Team work. Real Friendship. With family and friends of high integrity you get that security from them and give that security to them. The issue is its extremely hard to find a tribe unless your already born into one. Green unlocks that sense of tribe and willingess to support anyone they meet, its unhealthy when they get taken advantage of by needed people, when they learn from this mistake they balance there personal needs with there tribe support and build a healthy expanded family.
  12. The reason you believe Satan is a external person is the same reason you believed in Santa Clause as a kid. Its also the same reason every fundamental religious person of any religion blindly believes there story book is literally true. They where told it very young and they never questioned it seriously. People are Muslim because they where born in a Muslim family, no other reason, you are Christian because you where born into a Christian environment (no other reason). Its a very simple origin story. The reason you no longer believe in santa clause is because everyone around you made it socially acceptable to stop believing in it. It was illogical AND others agreed. In the case of religion its illogical AND others disagree. So your not getting social validation and have deep fear because of it.
  13. The bible is a book of metaphors, stories that convey wisdom or teaching in a memorable way just like kids story books. Hell and Heaven taken literally is a place you go to if your good or bad after death. Interpreted metaphorically (and more consciously) it is a state of mind. Most people are living in hell right now on earth, they are miserable about everything, drowning in desire and endless expectations causing suffering, its only when you let go of desire and your selfish ego do you reach the state heaven. To be in heaven is a state of mind you can reach right now, its not a physical place. Christianity and all religions are books guiding people towards enlightenment but because of the low level of development of the average person the message goes way over there heads. The devil and Satan is a metaphor for YOU! Your selfishness is the devil, your distinction between good and bad is devilry, your self-deception is devilry. This video will cleanse your soul.
  14. Have you ever fell in love before in a relationship that lasted more then 6 months?
  15. Listening to any other teacher besides Leo has been near useless to me over the years. Every teacher suits the needs of different students, its not about better or worse. There is diversity. Look at this one, its deeply unrelatable to how my mind works, but for others its exactly how they think. Her language and how she explains things does not relate to me in any way. I experience her as non-stop miscommunication. "Send light to that memory to heal it" ... ooooooook then thank you for not trying to be understood by a modern human. But maybe this is exactly what Leo needs to heal his body lol Buddhism is much the same, they play alot of games to obfuscate simple things.
  16. Dating multiple woman at the same time will NOT improve your red pill ideology. Stick with one woman and go deep into a relationship with her and explore all the facets that come with it. Practicing pick up will help in learning communication skills and reducing social anxiety. It will not improve your relationship with woman, I think it will do the opposite, unless you have a major problem with scarcity mindset and are needy, then having many options can help you. Why in the world are you not dating that woman you met at the wedding when you like her? There is no need to follow some strange second guessing path, you like a girl you date her, very simple. There is no better fruit out there, your not missing out, there is no hidden self development you can find somewhere else, forget all that non-sense. So you want to improve how you view woman but while keeping them at a distance, not getting to close or intimate or serious with any one of them, having sex with them like a scientist experimenting on a rat and messing around with there feeling by "not being exclusive" games. Lol. Go date one woman for more then 6 months and a world of understanding will hit you.
  17. Its not scary because your NOT alone, you have other imaginary egos running around just like you. Your(ego relative) imaginary and your (god absolute) imaging all the other egos. The ego is in a imaginary land with all the other egos, its great fun! So why are people scared, its when they think Absolute Oneness is there ego and think "im alone", that scares the shit out of the ego. But thats false the ego is not alone... because the ego is relative not absolute.
  18. He got one part wrong, the AI will become way more entertaining then the real person.
  19. For her believing she is not the character was freedom and gave her relief from the story of her life. While you still believe your the character. So you haven't reached her level yet. So do the work?
  20. @Holykael So lets speculate that she had many horrible events happen to her then she discovered predeterminism and stopped identified with the character and became happy. Why did she become happy and you cant?
  21. Nice! Lol if a girl has a Instagram shes not my type, what is this new culture.
  22. Do you believe that woman didnt experience a life of many tragedies and suffering? How did she come out of it feeling good?
  23. So why is her experience of predeterminism positive while yours is all negative?
  24. Its not illegal in your country, so why would you call the cops? But I get it, it should be. Solution is to rent the apartment under hers and spray fart gas up the pipes into her apartment all day 24/7. See how she likes it. The person she was dating convinced her to smoke in the garage that was 2 steps away redirecting the smoke outdoors to stop the conflict. For 6 months of non-stop conflict it never occurred to her to do this, it was more important that she "got what she wanted" then live in harmony with others and drastically simplify her life. They are to dysfunctional to make basic simplifications to make there lives easier.
  25. 1 + 1 = 2 when its closer to 1 + 1 = infinity so it doesn't account for paradox. What is dog spirituality, thats the questions :D.