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I thought her point made perfect sense.

Man.. im sorry to hear that and empathise with you, my dog was hit by a car and died in my arms, she was my baby. I went through the stages of the grieving process, integrated the experience over time and forgot. There is a healthy process to this. There is no need to hold on to these kind of things indefinitely. Blame and fault is getting stuck in the middle of the grieving process and not fully releasing it.

Of COURSE! The other day rock climbing a random girl game up to me to talk. Got to go OUT.

OHHH yEEE theres my star! Do all Qigong wear the same stylish style?

How long have you been taking modafinil daily?

So im trying to make progress with my gf who is mostly stuck believing she is the ego and acts out reactionarily to all ego related stimuli. The thing is she is very much into spirituality but when I bring up some topics for her on the surface it does not seem practical she will just turn her brain off and dismiss it. For example when she is in a bad mood she paints the entire world as negative and starts finding faults in everyone and everything thing. "I hate the dog" lol but when in a good mood "Oh she is cute". Ok so this is behavior that has not yet had the realization of how emotions create belief and its behavior that happens when your to married to the character, to close to the ego and cant see the play of how thoughts arise and disappear. Basically you got to zoom out 1 level to resolve this, its.. not that hard... lol When your in that low level ego identity state all beliefs are true when they pop up and they are fully identified with and need to be actioned on. There is no awareness that it will pass, that you had very different beliefs just a few hours ago. That the mature thing to do is just to change your state with healthy practice (meditation, exercise). When I explain to her how you can create distance between the subject and the object, the observer and the ego, awareness and the ego she mostly says "well then I wont get anything done", so then I explain NO you'll get it all done faster, easier and with less effort because there will be less resistance! But she doesn't believe it. --- The most basic part of spirituality is that when your in a bad mood that you can maintain the meta frame and see how your entering in and out of states. The state wont change but at the least be aware that its a state and youve been in and out of 10000000000 times by now during your life time so why are you taking it SOOOO seriously. How did you forget completely that your state changing over and over again? Not sure if there is a solution. lol I also know that everything is the ego if we keep zooming up, im saying at her level she needs to zoom out 1 level to get that basic play of life awareness

Ye theres alot of bullshit going on probably made worse by social media culture, but it wasnt any better before, people where just not as public about there insanity and not as ecochamber insolated.

It seems like the natural evolution of collective consciousness. Theres going to be everything manifesting and social media is the path way that binds us all togetter.

Cool stuff! Just wondering, is this you?

Lets GO, every Saturday and Sunday your going to go to a populated area, play some music while recording it and posting it to YouTube. 52 weeks out of the year in a row. Make the titles interesting follow trends to make them irresistible to the human clicking instinct. Polished production quality and funny. Then your going to post shorts with again instinctive shameless click potential. Groom, dress well, your not selling music your selling YOU. You are the product. Post every week in the journal section, Lets see does results.

+GasLightWolf

High levels of B-vitamins destroy me and why i think what i always needed was a microdose. That this supplement provides. --- The effects of Ener-C supplement for me are comparable to 20-50 uq of LSD. colors become super vivid, the sound of music becomes amazing and I feel fantastic and think fast and clearly. Its insane. I was definitely deficient in nutrients its providing. Its a psychedelic.

Totally relate, Learning from relationships like this made the love I bring to peoples lives more sober and healthier because of it.

@Benton Endwolf

@Raze Could be, unfortunately the language barrier killed any opportunity to see if I was compatible with any of them.

@Benton lmfao is there no end

@Benton So thats where it went...

@Benton ?where is this going LOL

@Buck Edwards All my words where chosen for you. ?lmao

I like that one, thats a pretty good way to see it and most relationships ive been in they where not.

So does hers.

@Schizophonia Dude i attract exclusively athletic French girls with the same facial structure as me. When i turn to see them im its like looking in the mirror and my opening is always, "I dont speak french".

Keto can slow down digestion and make constipation worse, might want to try eating a more balanced diet.

Got to take some pride in your ability to make her squirt and gamify the process by trying to perform better then you did last time. After a session mark down on the wall behind you how many times she squirted, the level of intensity and length of each one. Then calculate the ? power with this formula, squirts x length x intensity = ? power. If the number is over 3 draw 3 ? on the white board.