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  1. @Yeah Yeah I read a lot of Leo’s comments and some of them about death. He will tell you that at death you’ll just merge with infinite love. I want you to seriously contemplate with all your intelligence what that means and how beautiful that is. exactly like how right now you used all your intelligence to imagine the worst scenario, I want you to now take that same intelligence and imagine what it means to merge with infinite love. Now after that realize how simple life is and live your life fully without fear.
  2. @Yeah Yeah Half of the world thinks hell is real and if any of those people actually seriously considered what their beliefs are they would be having panic attacks every day. So it takes intelligence to actually seriously consider all of these stories like you have. But at the end of the day these are bunch of stories coming from people that aren’t even intelligent enough to really think about it. You made a decision to live the life you’re living right now because you are God. infinite intelligence decided to have the life you’re living right now and when you die you’ll remember why. It will all “click”. Metaphorically when you die you’ll just laugh, because it all makes sense.
  3. I feel like it’s irresponsible for me to tell you the truth but I’m gonna do so anyway. I’m only gonna tell you the truth so that it could ease your mind/Anxiety. Death will be a perfectly calm experience and there will be nothing wrong with it whatsoever. Anything else is absurd. Now I want you to go out, talk to a bunch of hot girls and get laid and have some fun and then go to a movie and have some fun and then sleep for 10 hours straight. Do you know why because you’re gonna die anyway! I set you free! Go have fun. When you’re in these crazy anxiety states stuck in your head you need to get out and socialize and go do normal things and stop thinking about all of this existential stuff. Go take a break and reset your system for a week or a month.
  4. I expect Leo to integrate feelings into his work at some point at a much deeper level. Feelings God realization something like that lol
  5. Energy = How something makes you feel. And if you have synesthesia you can see or hear what things make you feel. This is likely what's happening in people who are emotionally very sensitive. Also people that are very sensitive emotionally for them everything is basically how they feel constantly and so reality is made of feelings! But we don't want to call it feelings because that's not spiritual enough, so we call it energy. I'm trying to create clarity out of this, if it was negative I apologize that's not the point.
  6. 1 was better in my opinion, the story was better and it was far more difficult. And the second one you could basically fight 50 people all the same time and never die when you get good enough. But the series was great
  7. "This is the most tremendous, winning meal you'll ever taste, believe me!"
  8. Make more videos like this and you’ll double your business overnight. 💯
  9. We don’t know what the facts are. He claims he sent her 500,000 a year and she claims she is not receiving money. Wait for the court date.
  10. I resolved it through dumb luck trial and error. I discovered that I was "allergic" to anything that gives off any scent of any kind. And if I remove 100% scent, all my hallucinating and the thousands of voices in my head disappear. I know it sounds really stupid and simple, but there's no way for you to know that a smell can cause total sleep deprivation and hallucinations. I'm not saying I have a solution for anyone who has psychosis, but in the same way that you attribute heavy metals to a lot of illnesses, scent, like all the toxic man-made stuff and even counterintuitively normal things like cooking smell, will trigger all sorts of health problems within people. If there's a flower (natural) anywhere in a house that I'm in I will experience hallucinations and total sleep deprivation. Even vinegar causes Problems and I have to avoid it, so I just wash with water. This sounds like I don't have psychosis and I just have an allergy, but the question is what if a lot of these people with psychosis are just allergic to laundry detergent, and the laundry detergent makes them hallucinate? Does society really understand what an allergy is? Can an allergy cause psychosis? I'm hesitant to say any of this out loud because it sounds so wrong and stupid. That's why it took me 12 years to figure it out, embarrassingly. If you're hallucinating with thousands of voices in your head the last thing you're thinking about is that some scent is causing it. And there is absolutely no human or resource on the internet that will ever explain this insight to you. So I was on my own and forced to discover new knowledge that doesn't exist. All I know is that I smoked the weed, I was then in a permanent state of hallucinations because of a intolerance to smell. So the conclusions I came to was that my genetics make me more sensitive to environmental toxins, and in my case after smoking weed it began causing hallucinations, while for other people it might cause different problems that are unrelated. So it's a wide net.
  11. @Natasha Tori Maru I'm surprised you know so many people who have weed induced psychosis. No one in my family who have similar genetics with me have this problem. I think this is what weed dependency is. It makes you dependent because without it you don't feel good, and it takes months of abstinence before the withdrawals or side effects leave your system. Most people can't abstain long enough and so they live in constant emotional instability caused by weed withdrawals. Thanks! Yeah the only people that can help him are those who have experienced it and resolved it. Doctors are completely useless in this scenario. So I was thinking of making a business around this, to see if I could help people who are trapped in the exact same problem.
  12. Psychosis is very complicated and it's not all in your head. This is what most people don't understand. When you smoke weed you're not just in psychosis now and your whole brain chemistry is gone. Many factors are all coming together to screw up your system. Slowly over 12 years I figured out what was causing my psychosis, after weed triggered its activation. Weed is just the activating switch. The video bellow is of Jordan Peterson showing how he ingested a substance and it put him in a state which he cannot control for 25 days. Weed activated my system were I no longer was able function in my environment and my environment was causing psychosis. So I identified the environmental issues -> remove them from my environment -> and I experienced peace.
  13. I was predisposed to psychosis genetically, at 6-12 years of age I experienced many psychosis episodes, so genetics played a role. Everyone I know has smoked weed and none of them have this problem it's very rare like Leo says in his blog post. I just got unlucky because Society didn't tell me this was possible or else I never would have done it.
  14. I think I took the bullet in the head and spent 12 years recovering You are lucky that it was solvable through mind alone. It's not always all in your head. Psychosis is not something you think your way out of, making it very difficult to solve.
  15. Yes your post is on point. No one understands this about weed, the cultural perception is that it's "perfectly safe" and "you can't die from it" or it "takes the edge off and helps you relax". People think you're crazy if you attribute weed to psychosis.
  16. @Jayson G Sedona method might be useful for people who have chronic weed addiction, because they always seem dulled and at a low state and lack Clarity in every aspect of their life.
  17. I smoked weed once at 21 and I stopped sleeping for 2 years from intense hallucinations and thousands of voices in my head. Devastating sleep deprivation of the highest level. I woke up every day on the verge of suicide for 8 years before I figured out how to resolve it and start sleeping again. It took about 4 years after that for my brain to rebuild itself back to a normal state. Weed is serious and can permanently alter how your brain functions from just 1 use.
  18. @Majed the reason I think you're making these comments is because you enjoyed the rush of attention like you alluded to in a previous post relating to pick up. I tend to do the same thing in that I like to spice up things I say to make it more engaging, a lot of us do that. Try to be write for engagement while also being (wise, likable, funny), and you'll get the attention you really want.
  19. Nope. Try again? 😵‍💫
  20. @Emerald I would add Find an environment where men who share similar values to you are likely to be. It’s unlikely the guy you’re looking for is at a bar or in a club, so that’s probably not the target location. Maybe go to a book club maybe go to yoga maybe go to meditation retreat… Also, if you’re using online dating apps filter out men based on values and not just appearance, look for words like (spiritual) in their profile so that there’s some compatibility. Of course this still doesn’t work very well and you’re gonna get plenty of immature men. But most women don’t understand spiral dynamics or integrity or self development, and really don’t understand how to filter.