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@Natasha Tori Maru There’s a chance he would’ve recovered if he just stopped smoking, and then waited for a couple days or months until his brain went back to normal. Did he start taking antipsychotic medication right away without even trying just quitting drugs for a while? Lol

lmao but I'm really trying to understand, is without Feeling/Will there would be no "change". Change is absolute, but what makes things change is the Will of God. Just like it's my Will that moves my hand.

@Natasha Tori Maru when he started to have symptoms did he stop smoking right away? or Did he continue smoking as it progressively got worse?

it's like saying, "I felt like doing outside" There is a feeling entangled with every experience, even just reading what I'm saying right now there's a feeling entangled, but its subtle. That same feeling entangled is your Will. When you recognize the beauty in something, it's that your level of Consciousness goes up to the point where you could see beauty/goodness, and any type of feeling could be entangled with it. You could feel good about it bad about it or subtle about it and every other possible feeling in the Spectrum. Without a Feeling you would never move again. You wouldn't have the Will to lift a finger. If this is a reflection of God, then this Feeling/Will is absolute. God/You Willed this life. That's why its happening. Your Will is also the Feeling entangled in all your experiences. Just like how you "Feel like going outside" -> "God felt like having a life" This is what I've observed from direct experience but I want Leo to explain how this fits in his body of work.

lmao I misread completely But my post was a question I just didn't ask any haha My question is it's like saying, "I felt like doing outside" Feeling/Will are constantly changing but there is always a Feeling/Will that is absolute. There is no way not to feel and there's no way not to Will. So aren't these first order? Similar to intelligence or love? I'm conflating Feeling and Will together because they're the same thing from what I can tell. And isn't My Will just a finite version of the Will of God? I have this life because God Willed it or Felt like it?

That's not true, you could be more or less conscious, yet consciousness is Meaningful and absolute. There are degrees to consciousness. Feeling/Will are constantly changing but there is always a Feeling/Will that is absolute. There is no way not to feel and there's no way not to Will. Intelligence is also constant, the content of what you're thinking is changing but theres always intelligence flowing through you. Which is absolute. When you see the beauty in something -> you're experience is entangled with a specific feeling. You cannot separate the feeling from the experience. The feeling will change but there is always a feeling attached to your experience. It doesn't matter what the feeling is. How is this not obvious? When you see the beauty in something you're feeling something, it could be good, bad or "Nothing". But There is no "NOTHING" feeling. It doesn't exist. Nothing is just your default feeling, it's like the fish in water, doesn't know what water is. Try to feel nothing right now. It's impossible. There's water everywhere.

Your an epistemic pioneer

Boob Job co-opting survival. Do boobs pollute the epistemic ecosystem?

I'm talking about the feeling of recognizing Beauty in something, that type of feeling always exists constantly, just in various degrees. The spectrum of feeling. What is actual in my direct experience always contains a Feeling, a fluid constant field of it, it appears to be first order. I don't mean feeling as a sensory thing like touch. I have never not had this feeling its as constant as existence. That feeling just changes in degrees depending on how conscious you are. It's like how you could see goodness in everything the more conscious you become. Your ability to see goodness/beauty is proportional to your level of consciousness. What is the WILL of God? Of course it is a Feeling! Why was THIS life chosen? Because God felt like it. Why did I create this life as God? Because I felt like it! A feeling came first. A feeling was Genesis. And WILL is first order, it is always there. I have never not WILLED. And what drives it this "feeling" thing. It puts everything in motion. What causes everything to change constantly, change is an absolute, well it's WILL of course! WILL is still first order but it is heavily co-opted by survival so it's easy to dismiss as a survival mechanism.

Right to force a baboon Society to use Everyday cleaning products would be animal cruelty.

Lmao actually I could introduce all the toxic chemicals Humans use into a baboon society and see if any of them become schizophrenic. A bit simpler than finding even 1 schizophrenic baboon. 😅

When you're desperate like I have, parts of your life is spent sleeping in tents in the woods. LOL But Psychotic episodes happen from long-term exposure and it builds up slowly over many days, it's not that they need to be isolated 100% from the entire world. They can still go out to have fun and do whatever, Just that the core environment at home has to be without triggers (especially for Sleep recovery). That's a good point. chatgpt: apparently it costs roughly 150k to run that experiment for 6 weeks 😭

No, they’re inhaling laundry detergent nonstop, which in my case causes hallucinations, and thousands of voices in my head. There is a massive epistemic Blindspot They’re cloths have laundry detergent. They’re using cleaning products everywhere throughout the entire building, on the floors, the sheets, pillows, the workers use perfume… air fresheners are normally placed everywhere… I feel like you didn’t really believe anything I said, as if I’m making a mistake here

Science experiment, take a group of schizophrenics put them in a 100% clean environment and see if that makes any difference Somehow, no one has ever thought to do this

Pastor owning multi-million dollar jets justifying it. Evanscoundrelism.

Oh that's simple, first you get a hammer...

Interesting recontextualization of intelligence. Trick a rock into thinking.

@OBEler yes that’s it, I learned of that condition only a year ago after I had already solved it. It’s hard to realize that you could develop a condition like this just by smoking weed once. The problem was my only symptom was hallucinations like I didn’t have anything else, I had no sore throat. I had no congestion in my nose. There was nothing. I was perfectly healthy with the body of an athlete. It’s possible the weed I smoked was laced, with toxins or pesticides, and that triggered the sensitivity

Exactly, my sister is a pranic healer, and when I told her about my huge discovery that scent causes hallucinations, she disagreed and told me that the energy in the room was causing it and that she should cleanse my house with Sage 😭 People are so confused about what energy is that they think it’s just this magical field inside a room. When It’s the air you’re inhaling making you feel something! That’s what the teacher was telling you the whole time but they misinterpreted all of it in a dogmatic way. Prana is a language to help you understand feelings and how it’s deeply entangled in your environment. It helps you elevate your ability to feel and make fine-tune discernment between things. Like if you eat a tomato, you’re gonna feel how that tomato affects your experience. And then you could give it a label like low and high frequency or low high energy. Which is just words used to describe your feelings.

“a little bit of treason never taught me how to change” 😅

It’s the biggest attention seeking move Trump can do. Trump needs to continuously make grandiose displays to get attention and give the illusion of action and leadership. That’s the driving force, I doubt he honestly thinks it will improve anything with the US economy by manufacturing things locally

I’m not gonna tell you that this is gonna be easy, but as you start making progress you’re gonna start feeling a hell of a lot better than you do right now. Seeing small progress and working towards a vision that you have in your mind every day completely changes one’s perspective on life. Leo also has a life purpose course that likely will help in this situation to give you vision.

@Yeah Yeah there’s no way you’re gonna die before having sex. I Don’t allow it there’s clearly plenty of things to look forward to, you just have to figure it out and motivate yourself into working every day to get it. This is the self development journey that all of us in the community have done. You’re not alone and you 100% can do this. I don’t wanna shoot Leo in the foot here but the first time he had sex was in his late 20s. he was clueless with women. then he did the work and he Applied himself every day and solved it. Leo has a three part series on youtube called how to get laid and it’s definitely worth a watch. There are a lot of core videos Leo has made to help you with your goals. also it would make sense to go to the self development section and post issues you’re having. so we could target one step at a time. you’re gonna get laid, you’re gonna make money, Let’s go