integral

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  1. Are you able so see that your making assumptions or that this is not definitive? "obvious tactic by her" This is your paradigm. Im not stating she is not being manipulative, I'm saying you believe she is manipulative because you see a narcissist. Maybe she is a narcissist, maybe she's not. But from your perspective its very hard for you to not see a narcissist because of how your currently constructing things = paradigm. Prerequisites are needed to see things differently. Non of this is gaslighting. What debate is there to have here? You say she is lying and manipulative and im saying she's not. What now? There is no substance to this. There is nothing else happening besides interpretation. We have all the information and yes ive watched everything fully. We need to have a meta conversation. Debates dont work because both parties are taking the same information and constructing it differently based on there own personal biases, values, past experiences, ego... What is needed here is for all the footage to be released, but thats something the producers will never do because it invalidates there documentary. Do you see how this game is pointless to play? If they release the full video it will only future expose her, it will be proof that nothing was edited maliciously. So why don't they do it?
  2. @ZenAlex This has only to do with what paradigm things are being viewed from and reasoned from, nothing else matters. The evidence here is about how you interpret it. You say "she clearly made inexcusable narcissistic comments", im saying "does comments are basic conversation". Im not blindly dismissing anything. Its interpretation the issue.
  3. No im not, i just dont care to explain my thinking process. You picked a side and are defending it over and over while believing to be considerate of both sides. is this happening or not? The "obvious evidence" that you see is interpretation. There are many interpretation here in the comments and your looking for the "right one" and that so happens to be yours lol!
  4. This is childs play. Become skeptical of your skepticism. This is all basic self-deception by applying a common pattern to a situation where it isnt happening, your seeing what you want to see. Interpretation. Are you at orange or not? Im not, your ego is taking it personally, your lense and your critique and all points made are from the orange perspective. Im stating what is happening. Its not an attack. No im not, i just am not bothering to explain my thinking process right now. Im critiquing your one sided biased interpretation. Your rationalizing and dismissing everything i say with out introspective and looking inward. Forget about who is speaking to you. Pretend that what i am saying is actually happening and you will see your trapped in one interpretation.
  5. Do you guys have anything in common? It appears that there is a huge lack of interest in this person and to go on a 9th with them is extreme. Is this person your friend can you comfortably talk to them about anything?
  6. I dont get that impression. I dont get that impression. She stated in the video that she wants the people of the documentary to release all the footage un-edited. The context did matter and it was 100% fine. Spiritual teachers don't need to hold to any standard. Leo has been shitting on people for a long time now. This is a misunderstanding of what a spiritual teacher is. You have chosen a side and are coloring everything to that side. When i was centered orange i thought every spiritual teacher was saying unrealistic nicety things to make people feel good and to make money from them, it was alllll a scam.
  7. I'm surprised she didn't see that the crew lacked integrity.
  8. Evidence submitted and peer-reviewed, we can finally conclude that mothers are always wrong.
  9. its the reverse, you define it, you are it and so it is alignment.
  10. Gender is how you are, how you think and how you act are all in alignment.
  11. When your compatible with someone you think about and want to spend every second with them and this will extend beyond the honey moon phase.
  12. I recently took a hair mineral analysis and found a deficiency in Choline, Creatine, Biotin, b1 and b2. This is after going vegan for about a year. Choline and Creatine are nutrients found exclusively in animal products. Are these nutrients necessary, should I be worried about it? I experimented recently with Choline and creatine supplementation and can definitely feel something. How are vegans supposed to get these nutrients?
  13. Stop watching porn and master bating, this is the root of the problem. Porn Addiction.
  14. When they examined the brains of elderly deceased the majority of them have a penal gland that is a chunk of fluoride hard as a rock. this is the foundation of the myth so that's the first place to look to tell if the myth is true or not.
  15. Yes after experimenting with it there where complications. Its possible the virginal route caused issues but there is no way of knowing with one sample. We would need more tests.
  16. Is it a viable absorption route and is it as effective as plugging? Mix the substance in water and drip it into the entrance, keep a good posture for 15 minutes as it absorbs and so to not let it leak out. it might be more practical for woman then plugging. Possible business idea: Psychedelics Coated Condoms and Lubricants for a Unified Experience
  17. @Michael569 Thanks for the advice, that's a good point. It was for a change in perspective when dealing with some areas of life. In many usually negative experiences she was able to flip it to a positive for the first time and see what that would be like. Helped with reactivity. Going to get back to you on the rest of the questions she is not in the right state of mind, hard to talk to her. @Thought Art She's doing better, much of her cognitive function has returned, a big relief, but now she is waking up constantly in the middle of the night with vivid nightmares. Terrible sleep quality, 3 nights in a row. Not sure if anyone has any idea why?
  18. No, she also has bags under her eyes.
  19. @Michael569 Got it will do, thank you for the warning. She has general difficulty breathing at all times and wheezing, im not sure what system this involves? I feel she is experience some kind of adrenal fatigue.
  20. @Leo Gura @Michael569 Against everyone's recommendations she insisted on taking a bit of shrooms. About 60-75% of her cognitive function returned and she felt like herself again. What this suggest i think is there is no structural damage to her brain and her cognitive function is still present its just that the AcO is acting like a serotonin receptor antagonist and blocking or downregulating all her serotonin receptors the opposite of what it does for people who trip on it. This explain why her mind went silent, she had no visuals and she felt depressed, it blocked all her receptors stopping brain activity. The second issue is it seems like she cant detox it efficiently, its stuck on the receptor or the receptors changed to a downregulated state. So far doe she is making some improvement, headaches are gone and its a bit easer to go about, she had a dream again, but its still 20% at best. Im looking into krill oil, vitamin C and 5-HTP. Her symptoms appear very similar to SSRI withdrawals and am speculating how to upregulate or turn back on or grow back or remove antagonists from the serotonin receptor 5-HT2A, the receptor psilocybin works on. Ill likely do nothing doe and wait the month, but maybe there is a move that makes sense here. @The0Self Do you have any input on this situation? @puporing Yes she knows i post about her, she asked me to make this post and reads things i show her. I don't want to expose her to some of these comments doe. Also no she wasn't taking anything at the time.
  21. @Danioover9000 What nootropics or general nutrients/supplements do you recommend? @Michael569 Would like your input on this if possible, what nutrients/foods/supplements do you recommend for rehabilitation? Maybe she is not getting enough dopamine or serotonin? Who do i contact for this, what specialist? As for supplements im looking in to omega-3, Citicoline, lions mane. Foods the general good stuff for brain health.
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  23. A place to share any novel ideas one might have on any subject.