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Doing anything for extended periods of time in a fully absorbed way can do this to you. When i used to play chess 12 hours a day I would get up and talk to someone and the conversation was entirely like a game of chess. “if he says this then these are my options, I’ll say this in response but if that fails ill do this next…” You’ll hallucinate or think from the place you’ve been thinking from the entire time, it’s conditioning to think a certain way. socializing a lot you’ll eventually relax and become more extroverted in your experience and thinking process, so you’re conditioned to think in that way. Thinking state optimizis for whatever activity you’re doing.

You’re just tired, you’ve exhausted the dopamine system and need rest. When in that state just ask yourself if you like the person or not? I experienced this too when I was younger basically you’re a really self-absorbed person lol memenememmememe if you don’t feel like it then you won’t lift a finger for anyone. Because everything you do is based on how you feel in the moment in a highly unstable way. So you’re prone to huge bouts of hypocrisy and low integrity. It’s going to stay that way until you do things based on your values (integrity) and not on emotional whims.

Where is the debate on this? When are we getting this final fight? I’m starting to get into it.

He started strong by saying that he realized the relation was not gonna last long so how can we make it as memorable as possible? I think that’s a pretty good insight to approach any relationship. The rest was questionable.

If we remove sex from the equation is this person actually someone you like? Do you enjoy spending time with them genuinely? Some men after an orgasm realize clearly that they just don’t like the person and was blinded by sexual attraction. It’s more prevalent when you’re younger and are hyper focussed on sex.

Mr. girls stories of his accidental rape or accidental sexual assault of woman are all autistic masculine approaches to dating and to relating to women. If your unsure of what a woman is feeling or what her comfort level is, you just ask them (playfully, gracefully), This not only assesses the situation but it also increases her comfort level with you because you’re showing empathy. Not understanding the comfort level of the people around him and a poor escalation strategy is cringe level autism.

Mushrooms at higher dosages will make it difficult to get an erection and keep it up. It makes you want to basically fall asleep and knock out.

@KH2 why are you emotionally effected by other peoples arrogance?

@OBEler no shapeshifter they would get high or experience what I was experiencing to some degree. Absorbing my energy but not experiencing the full extent of what I was experiencing.

Ahhhhhhh… The mask was to hide… ?

When having sex on mushrooms my partners would experience it to even if they were not high.

Some women are social butterflies, there was no hook.

Good vocal tonality triggers dopamine to release in the listener and in yourself!

If i don't have an orgasm (by intention) then once a day for about 1h - 2h. But if i orgasm then i need to take breaks, so every 2nd or 3rd day.

Physical health problems that effects the mind.

Don’t feel bad only carl understands this.

Part of the humour is that they are mocking memes, it’s memes about memes, or where the content in the meme is other memes.

Overly masculine and shadow anima representation of the forum made her experience here difficult and i admittedly contributed to it lol

There is an idea of what a masculine man is in your mind and you’re deeply attached to it. Let it go She is the best mirror to who you are that you’ll ever get at this point in your life. Keep her around it’s an amazing growth path for you. All the bullshit within you is gushing out at the seams, it can’t be contained much longer and once it explodes you’ll get it out of your system and be free from it.

I think the core of the issue is that you need to set healthier boundaries for yourself and not be leached off of to the point where you feel drained. I would give it one more chance but you need to put down some ground rules and focus on your own health first. Have a open conversation about how you feel with her without threats of break up and see if that facilitate some change in the dynamics of the relationship.

Emerald was last seen five days ago, she did an interview! We need to track these forum members down, drag them back here to show them Leo’s new alien transformation.

Well if in the future I decide to start a new business or work on a software project I’ll spend no time on the forum. But I likely come back eventually.