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? He asked if a broke person can pick up girls, the video demonstrates that yes its possible and woman have no idea if your broke or not. Do you dislike the man in the video? Should the guy work on his business? Obviously what else is there to do.

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@jdc7733 If you have schizophrenia the most important thing you need in life is the self-awareness to know that you where not given a mind capable of making sense of the world. Become humble, very humble about what you know and dont know, assume you know nothing and your always wrong. Fully accept this statement: You where not given a mind able to make sense of the world in front of you. Fully realize this truth and let go of the need to figure out the world, let go of needing to know the truth, its really not important, it wont help you survival to know the truth, you can live your entire life enjoying everything with out making sense of it. Let go emotionally of the idea that its you vs the world! Its so tricky, telling them to base things on logic doesnt work because there logic is wrong and no matter how hard they try to do logic its completely wrong in the end. Logic is a gift we take for granted. The only Schizophrenics i see making it have a high enough degree of self-awareness that they arent good at making sense of things. The ones that dont make it have a ego identity build round them making sense of the world and only trusting themselves.

How high does one need to get results? Dual 8 back? Another site that does not have pay wall.

Alright so im able to get 100% in Dual 2 Back with some practice, but im really not memorizing anything, its more pattern recognition and intuition, I feel it and know what the right button is. lol

High dosage weed does exactly that to me, incoherent thinking and rambling, complete loss of control of ones mind. While LSD gives me a very clear mind with peak insights and cognitive performance. Iis really subjective how these substances work for each individual.

I took 1-2 mg, the quantity was so small, the effect was a fast come up then nothing, didn't feel anything really except slight perception changes. So for the next day to hit so hard with dizziness that lasted all day I find unreasonable. If i took 10x more what kind of hangover would I experience? The hangover is not worth what I'm getting from this substance at the moment. Very interesting, i remember leo saying he burned his finger tips with 30-40mg of 5-meo-dmt. Ill keep this in mind to let the energy flow with future experiments.

Why do you feel like your emotions creating judgments are justified with logic?

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People can relate to the titanic, no one can relate to people in Syria. This story is interesting, the people inside vanished (mystery), people in Syria drowning is boring, think Hollywood lol.

Fuck i just woke up extremely dizzy, it took me while before I could walk. I took it late at night and I was still high when I fell asleep last night. I have to never take this again, it can cause permanent damage. Ive never felt dizzy before in my entire life, this is the first ever experience, i know its the Malt.

That's a misconception, what happened was he was put in a position where he had to constantly please her or else she (BPD) accused/blamed him for something negative, sometimes he did nothing or was just talking casually and she would get triggered for no reason and blame him. So he learned to walk on egg shells around her and do everything he could to keep her happy. Its a issue people with people pleasing issues and empathy fall for. They get stuck in damage control mode with someone where attached to and it warps ones personality to be more like them, you become more like them, more unstable and emotional. Then it takes months/years to get back to baseline.

This is normal withdrawal symptoms, for relationships where there was strong love bombing from the woman then emotional manipulation. Its going to heal on its own over time, its a automatic process, no magic solution. Its best to move on with a new (healthy) gf, then when in this new relationship after a few months you'll look back and be able to think about that old relationship with out the negative emotions, sober.

No but would a test kit be able to identify impurities?

So I just tried it again and I'm not sure if this substance is right for me, it creates a unformattable body sensation that I don't enjoy, it also creates alot of dizziness like the room is spinning. Well its not to bad i took a smaller dose this time and its enjoyable, ill have to keep it low for a while until im used to it. I determined its the come up the problem, heart starts to beat harder then my chest becomes red hot likes its on fire. I have no idea what this means.

I agree, im not sure why, i think for some substances it triggers norepinephrine for some and not others causing completely different experiences. This current malt trip i got a big dose of adrenaline. I get a similar experience with marijuana, while other people have pure bliss on it. LSD and mushrooms for me there is absolutely 0 adrenaline response or panic of any kind, I can handle high amounts no problem and it feels like a 8-12 hour orgasm. But there is a hang over the next day. --- Oddly i had a lot of very interesting insights and experiences that night and the next day! If felt like I understood why this is happening and I felt loved. Nothing deep, im only scratching the surface.

I have not taken 5-meo-dmt yet, but the come up for these substances is insane! With MALT after the peek that lasted 30 minutes or it could of been 1 hour im not sure, the come down was life less. No good body feeling or euphoric glow, i went for a walk with the dog and it was similar to LSD but with out that amazing feeling of love, LSD on the other hand is pure bliss for 12 hours, penis envy mushrooms are even more intensely loving but it doesn't last as long. 5-Meo-MALT is so chaotic to the mind, its hard to stand, ill need more practice.

Plugged. The plan was to change the environment and that would change my mood/mindset, as the mood was negative. Its easier to ground oneself with eye open at least for me, the big issue was i had no experience, didn't know what to expect and i thought i was micro-dosing lol, towards the 20 minute mark I realized there was a very nice loving feeling in the center of my chest and started to focus on that, that then calmed me and I could process more.

I just realized that im hyper sensitive to this stuff, I thought i was taking a micro-dose and it turned out to be extremely strong and sent me into a full trip.

I think it was caused by not being able to relax, so it burned me out. But after eating I feel better, just needed a refill.

Keep your friends close, keep your enemies closer.

The best games create strong emotional reactions. Im still waiting for a game that puts me to tears.

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When I have good day with good energy Ill document it here,

I maintained a exercise routine my entire life since childhood. The only way to make it work is to do something you enjoy and to do it because its fun and you literally want to go outside and do it all the time. So what you choose to do needs not only a physical component but a mental one. Sports, Gymnastics, Skateboarding, Slacklining, Indoor Solo Rock-climbing... Anything you choose needs a gamification component to it where you see progress and improvement and that has a high skill ceiling.