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High dosage weed does exactly that to me, incoherent thinking and rambling, complete loss of control of ones mind. While LSD gives me a very clear mind with peak insights and cognitive performance. Iis really subjective how these substances work for each individual.

I took 1-2 mg, the quantity was so small, the effect was a fast come up then nothing, didn't feel anything really except slight perception changes. So for the next day to hit so hard with dizziness that lasted all day I find unreasonable. If i took 10x more what kind of hangover would I experience? The hangover is not worth what I'm getting from this substance at the moment. Very interesting, i remember leo saying he burned his finger tips with 30-40mg of 5-meo-dmt. Ill keep this in mind to let the energy flow with future experiments.

Why do you feel like your emotions creating judgments are justified with logic?

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People can relate to the titanic, no one can relate to people in Syria. This story is interesting, the people inside vanished (mystery), people in Syria drowning is boring, think Hollywood lol.

Fuck i just woke up extremely dizzy, it took me while before I could walk. I took it late at night and I was still high when I fell asleep last night. I have to never take this again, it can cause permanent damage. Ive never felt dizzy before in my entire life, this is the first ever experience, i know its the Malt.

That's a misconception, what happened was he was put in a position where he had to constantly please her or else she (BPD) accused/blamed him for something negative, sometimes he did nothing or was just talking casually and she would get triggered for no reason and blame him. So he learned to walk on egg shells around her and do everything he could to keep her happy. Its a issue people with people pleasing issues and empathy fall for. They get stuck in damage control mode with someone where attached to and it warps ones personality to be more like them, you become more like them, more unstable and emotional. Then it takes months/years to get back to baseline.

This is normal withdrawal symptoms, for relationships where there was strong love bombing from the woman then emotional manipulation. Its going to heal on its own over time, its a automatic process, no magic solution. Its best to move on with a new (healthy) gf, then when in this new relationship after a few months you'll look back and be able to think about that old relationship with out the negative emotions, sober.

No but would a test kit be able to identify impurities?

So I just tried it again and I'm not sure if this substance is right for me, it creates a unformattable body sensation that I don't enjoy, it also creates alot of dizziness like the room is spinning. Well its not to bad i took a smaller dose this time and its enjoyable, ill have to keep it low for a while until im used to it. I determined its the come up the problem, heart starts to beat harder then my chest becomes red hot likes its on fire. I have no idea what this means.

I agree, im not sure why, i think for some substances it triggers norepinephrine for some and not others causing completely different experiences. This current malt trip i got a big dose of adrenaline. I get a similar experience with marijuana, while other people have pure bliss on it. LSD and mushrooms for me there is absolutely 0 adrenaline response or panic of any kind, I can handle high amounts no problem and it feels like a 8-12 hour orgasm. But there is a hang over the next day. --- Oddly i had a lot of very interesting insights and experiences that night and the next day! If felt like I understood why this is happening and I felt loved. Nothing deep, im only scratching the surface.

I have not taken 5-meo-dmt yet, but the come up for these substances is insane! With MALT after the peek that lasted 30 minutes or it could of been 1 hour im not sure, the come down was life less. No good body feeling or euphoric glow, i went for a walk with the dog and it was similar to LSD but with out that amazing feeling of love, LSD on the other hand is pure bliss for 12 hours, penis envy mushrooms are even more intensely loving but it doesn't last as long. 5-Meo-MALT is so chaotic to the mind, its hard to stand, ill need more practice.

Plugged. The plan was to change the environment and that would change my mood/mindset, as the mood was negative. Its easier to ground oneself with eye open at least for me, the big issue was i had no experience, didn't know what to expect and i thought i was micro-dosing lol, towards the 20 minute mark I realized there was a very nice loving feeling in the center of my chest and started to focus on that, that then calmed me and I could process more.

I just realized that im hyper sensitive to this stuff, I thought i was taking a micro-dose and it turned out to be extremely strong and sent me into a full trip.

I think it was caused by not being able to relax, so it burned me out. But after eating I feel better, just needed a refill.

Keep your friends close, keep your enemies closer.

The best games create strong emotional reactions. Im still waiting for a game that puts me to tears.

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When I have good day with good energy Ill document it here,

I maintained a exercise routine my entire life since childhood. The only way to make it work is to do something you enjoy and to do it because its fun and you literally want to go outside and do it all the time. So what you choose to do needs not only a physical component but a mental one. Sports, Gymnastics, Skateboarding, Slacklining, Indoor Solo Rock-climbing... Anything you choose needs a gamification component to it where you see progress and improvement and that has a high skill ceiling.

Don't ask why I would watch a MGTOW video (entertainment), but this one was so ridiculous I thought it was worth sharing. Skipped to 28 seconds. I dont think this is Narcissism, it just shows double standard survival agendas people live in.

Finding woman dumb is normal at orange, the masculine mind values logic and rationality and strongly judges the feminine mind that operates with emotions and intuition. I also thought nearly everyone was dumb in my 20s especially woman who where clearly not applying themselves to make sense of anything rationally. The thing is the masculine and feminine are 2 sides of the same coin. People have a tendency to define for themselves what is or isn't intelligent. So the masculine's mind thinks logic, rationality and science is the pinnacle of intelligence and anything that is not that is a lower form. Of course this is complete self-deception, not only is the masculine mind at this stage very immature and only able to perform well in a very narrow scope, it also cannot see or accept other forms of intelligence that are very real and vital for its own growth.

Disclaimer he did not cure his SIBO with a meat only diet. It helped manage symptoms.

It takes unlimited understanding to understand it therefore it cannot be understood by any limit. It can only be experienced.

Got to let go of judgment and moral superiority. Firstly you received 100x more then 50% of the population not born with your premium life conditions and you think your any better then who ever your judging? The thing with judgement is its a lack of dept of understanding of the various life conditions people receive and stage of development they are at. Its like judging a dog for pissing everywhere or shitting on the carpet. What did you expect they didn't receive a massive human brain! For some reason when we look at humans we compare our selves or are unable to see that we are not at all on the same level of development, but with animals its so obvious and we just don't judge them for it. Are you judging the mentally handicap for being born handicap, i bet your not, but your judging that brainless hot Instagram star? Shes not doing anything any different then anyone else, unconsciousness part of a lottery, her lack of self-development was inevitably part of her circumstances just like that handicap man or dog. She cant be any different then who she is, she did not receive an opportunity to, just like that dog, or handicap man. People are at different stages of development based on completely different life circumstances. Its no ones fault who they are. When someone commits a horrible crime, you look at his entire life up to that point, understand it, then lovingly put him in jail for that's the best course of action, hating what he did is ridiculous because it was inevitable if you understand how he got to that point, he had literally no opportunity to be different. A bear eating a human alive has no opportunity to be different, they where born that way.