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@zeroISinfinity ok Thanks, will do just that.

So i just close my eyes and focus on my closed eye lids, the blackness behind it? that's it, should i just focus on the blackness and observe what comes??\

@zeroISinfinity what meditation would you recommend for getting sharp lazor focus??I get crazy head pressure when i try to hard, I feel the best meditation i should start on is one that you focus on a flame for so 10 -15min for mindfulness focus. Then i feel a person should do a detachment type of meditation were you let everything move through you and nothing sticks to you cause you can let it go. To add with that you can watch your thoughts and emotions. That is a hard one for me. I can do meditations with no instructions but for me it's easier to do the guided meditation and when i got the hang of it i just drop it.

I have been meditating for 5 years now but don't meditate on Develop laser focus with meditation. i meditated like letting things go and not to judge feelings or an issue but giving these issues love and kindness so my meditation lacks some laser focus that i need to work on...

Very cool and would love to do that one day too. What is a consciousness zoom, like a higher type of consciousness?? Have no psychedelic resources here and maybe looking into research chemically that might help get me started.

@Gnostic Christian To me Christianity especially the old testament was misinterpreted and was taken too literally. To me the bible is a spiritual book and a spiritual religion just like buddhism and so on but was taken literally and everything that is not Christianity is wrong and of the devil. The god of the old testament was believed to be an entity a literal god in the clouds and made everything but that is taught wrong till Jesus came and thaught the truth. To me Jesus became enlightened and was trying to teach people but it flew over there heads cause they were of a lower consciousness. Jesus taught about the real God which is Yahweh but not an entity but Emptiness. The religious people were loyal to who they perceived Yahweh was and that is why the crucified Jesus imo. How did God make the universe or what is? Is in the bible, God said: Let there be light. Christians think God made it that there was night and day but to me God made consciousness/light/everything.

Really have you zoomed in so far!!!??? Not sure about that but the one thing there is is space/nothingness/emptiness there for sure surrounding everything.

Nothingness does exist and is the essence of what consciousness is. Sleep is a state of consciousness and there is just nothing to be conscious of, there is no I to be conscious of either.

Yes i think i understand but obviously not everything and it goes deeper as you say. LOL I am parroting again but i understand it because of what i heard. The first message i got from contemplating by putting the puzzle pieces together from what you and others have said but the 2nd i realized in the moment by the realization just coming to me and it would not of came otherwise if i was not watching your videos. How can i explain what i realized without parroting you if i got the realization from your videos but anyway it makes sense to me now,

@Leo Gura Yes i see now it's in my direct experience but now i understand what the illusion people are talking about and understand why you and others say form is actually formless. I did not get it 100% but i do now. I understand what Maya is now

@Bluff Tbh it's not so much what i see but a intellectual realization that just hit me like a ton of bricks at that moment. I got to that realization from watching Leos videos and reading stuff so i still have to experience going deeper but i look in my actual experience and see that form is made up from labels and a sum of different stuff, like a human is a labels and that humans are made up of hands, legs, feet, torso and so on things i see for myself.

Oh my Goodness i just realized something. There is nothing there, like literally nothing it's all a f illusion!!! Look at anything, it looks real but it's not cause at a distance it looks real but you zoom into it then it's actually something else and you zoom into that it's something else but actually you can't find anything cause you just zoom into that. THERE IS NO SUBSTANCE IT'S NOTHING ITS A F ILLUSION!!! Is this realization correct or am i bull shitting myself??

I have also contemplate this. Here are my thoughts on it... If you look through a microscope and see quarks what do you see. You see quarks but there is space/air there too so there is form and formless. The formless is like a portal but not really but what i mean is, that's the "portal" or point of entry that you can look deeper. So that formless is space which "things" form are always inside and make things one cause it's always on the outside so to speak. The space/formless is the infinite nature of everything. It's almost like if you zoom in the space gets bigger and then there is always more stuff and so on. So the form i guess is the nothingness they talk about and it's the groundless ground. Like i heard Leo say is the space that connects the form together.

Anyone could answer too if they want.

@Leo Gura Is There just one dream that is "reality" with everything inside it or is it one dream with a lot of dreams inside the big dream like a dream within a dream within a dream and so on??

What do you mean drop it in your heart, like imagine it in your mind and imagine it drop into the heart chakra or heart itself? Then just trust and let it happen?? Correct or if not could you explain what to do please? I don't want to be Joker_theory, a person anymore and would love to discover my true self.

I hear you but will this consciousness that appears to be me as the human, is that eternal? i know the body will be gone but what i mean will this consciousness like realized when the body is gone, hey i was not this human??

This to me is very confusing cause when i dream the character that i am in the dream vanishes like it never existed when i wake up and so if God is the dreamer and wakes up i will vanish like i never existed, so how am i God then?

@Shakazulu That might be right but as i see it is everything is an illusion. If you take the mirror analogy, The literal mirror is the subject and what is reflecting inside the mirror is objects. The is nothing outside the mirror in this analogy so everything is inside the mirror(law of one o0r oneness.) Everything inside the mirror is an illusion and only the mirror really exists. Mirror is pure consciousness(the subject) and everything inside consciousness(inside the mirror) is an illusion like the mirror analogy. So the human and all objects even the human experience is happening inside of pure consciousness so even the human and it's experience is the object.

I have used in in the past for meditation to concentrate and to be more focused but for me i did not help me. I don't have adhd so it only gave me a lot of physical energy so could not sit still but it made my mind feel more closed, like lower consciousness and could def not concentrate or focus. So it was a no go for me but that could be cause i don't have adhd.

I also had the same experience with other energy practices that awakened my kundalini energy a few years back, Since then i was able to feel energy and got this big pressure in my head were the third eye is in the middle of the forehead. I did not have a clue what it was and i was very un-grounded and felt like my entire Nervous system was shot. I was posting on another spiritual forum for help till i met my "guru" sort of guru. He does not call himself that. He told me to not do Spinal Breathing cause it raises the kundalini energy and that the practice has a lot of side effects reported by a lot of people practicing this technique. I asked him what was wrong with me, why i had the pressure in my head and he told me it's energy build up, like energy building up there and a lot of people doing energy work gets this pressure and it's normal but it happens with the wrong type of energy work. My guess would be that. So my advice, which is his advice probably is don't do Spinal Breathing.

Lolll You describing yourself and don't even know it. To me it's not that i am trying to prove you wrong but what you said about: It's almost like this forum doesn't deserve a good well informed post based on data, research and knowledge. A well educated post can easily be torn down by an ignorant user just by spitting some one liner bullshit and the value of the gem just reduces. I don't think I am going to spend much time here writing down my posts. It's fruitless. Cause you are arrogant and egotistical, that's it. You should get yourself checked. reread the thread and read what you said above that's you buddy. I am not here for fun and never used drugs so you assuming again. I am not going to play this ego game and not saying anything more. Goodluck I am done here...

Your deluded cause you don't know you are deluded first of all. Second your think i am the one being arrogant and egotistical, i got news for you look in the mirror Mr arrogant and egotistical. Your not the only one that put allot of time into this and just because i don't write a sort sentence which says what i needed to say does not mean it's fruitless. IT could help something click in some one. What you said is not even so great and fruitless so whatever Mr.know-i-tall and i did not say i do but i am not judging others and say my stuff is the only thing that's fruitless.

@Ibn Sina You don't know how many hours they put in you keep on assuming stuff. At least a crack head has a reason why he is deluded.

Sorry i am not trying to hijack the thread but i have a few questions: 1. Is it also a trap to think that this feeling of an consciousness that thinks it's the body and mind, is that consciousness dreaming this or is it also in the "dream" cause my consciousness expanded one time to be like the room and i felt like the body was walking inside my consciousness. Was that an illusion? 2. Is God or "the dreamer" not just a big dream like there is no one really dreaming and God is the dream it self?? Thanks