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@Ya know Closest one I know is Martin Ball. But there are also probably some hidden people who've gone so far. @Harikrishnan Wouldn't surprise me if he'd say that too.

Neither of those probably.

Leo did take yoga, meditation, contemplation, self-inquiry very seriously for a long time until he dove into the world of psychedelics. And many of the psychedelics are almost completely unknown. I don't know of anyone who's gon as far into psychs as Leo other than Martin Ball, but he has not done DPT and various others such as Leo has. I'd say, are they conscious of how they're constructing reality right now as god. Not just realizing the self, but going way further down the rabbit hole of reality, and into the godhead. I'm pretty sure natural awakening only takes you so far. Psychedelics are on another level.

@Ya know If Sadhguru is not awake, then none of the teachers you've heard of are. Except maybe Leo.

@Leo Gura Takes balls to claim that. Nice!

@Zigzag Idiot I find I get more mental work done on LSD and I integrate more of the trip rather than Mushrooms. Love both tho. Can't be a carpenter and only use a drill, you need a saw too.

ahh relativity at it's finest

Chapter: 18 - EDIBLES Today I woke up with a lot of excitement because I planned on making me som firecrackers (edibles). I put 2g of decarbed afghan-kush on some crackers with organic peanut butter and white chocolate. I rarely smoke these days if at all, it was a habit me and my friend formed 2 years ago but it's lessened ever since. I like it way more staying clean. So I've got some experience with weed and edibles. I don't really like smoking weed because I feel it's too dirty and recreational. But edibles on the other hand, couldn't be further from smoking. It's full-on psychedelic and by no means am I stretching it by saying that. If you've never tried edibles after psychedelic use, you're missing out on some profound trips, some to DMT, or Mushroom level effect. But it only applies if you're not an avid smoker with some tolerance. I will be consuming 0.5g each week starting on Sunday night. I've found 0.5 to be the sweet spot; it seems like edibles have a limit where after a certain point it just becomes uncomfy and too much. I've tried all the way up to 1.5g in one sitting and it was overwhelming and dirty, while 0.5-0.8 is like 200ug LSD or 4g of mushrooms. I want to see how deep I can take them, and if they rival psychedelic use for growth, integration, and not just in terms of trip strength (which they do). One of the trips, I will be mixing edibles with 2g of mushrooms also, I will do so in silent darkness again, as I will with all of the edible trips. Silent darkness completely bypasses all distractions, so it will be a clean internal journey for hopefully some profound realizations. I'll be doing Kriya Yoga each day, shamanic breathing, contemplation, and self-inquiry. It might take some toll to do all of this each day, but it's what's needed for big gains in this work.

@GrowthPilgrim I was wondering why I was seeing so many old posts appear out of the blue. ?

@Hardik

@Raptorsin7 My first jump from 150ug to about 400ug was so amazing and unbelievably beautiful that I find it likely that you'd get more emotional release at higher doses. The ego melts completely away and you are kind of forced to deal with these issues. Being able to almost reshape your psychological conditions to your liking like clay. From my personal experience. If I were in your shoes I'd try and do maybe 2-3 150ug trips with some shadow work in between, then move onto higher doses. If only it were that easy. I'd say they are more so to work out your problems and shadows, exactly like you are facing. Could be a throat chakra issue. I know you'll figure this stuff out man. It just takes some time, patience, and internal exploring.

2g Mushroom Trip Report I lemon-tek'd 2.5g of liberty cap mushrooms last night. I started off by meditating for about 1 hour after ingesting the lemon juice. The trip took about 40 minutes to kick in which was surprisingly long. So there I sat in total darkness with some ambient music playing, and some visuals started to spawn and I felt the consciousness rise quickly. I was expecting more visuals, like mushrooms in darkness tend to show. But to my surprise, there were very little visuals, but the thought stream kept going deeper and deeper into metaphysical questions. After some while in a meditative posture, I went and proceeded to lie in my bed with no music, total silence. To try and face the ultimate challenge. My death. I lie there and contemplate how it would be to lie in my death bed and start to fade away into total darkness. And I face ego death, becoming totally aware of my real self, that which can not die. Death is the ultimate illusion. I then go onto contemplate various things on how to awaken when I am in the sober state, contemplation, and self-inquiry would seem to be the most crucial things, to peel the onion layers of my false self, until I reach the core. Purifying my soul and ego-mind is the "goal". I also became aware of how everything I do in my life is a distraction of realizing myself as god. It's all total bullshit. There is nothing here to do other than to awaken to my inner nature; to realize the illusion. My whole past and this present moment is a subset of god, lost in an insane imagined matrix of a dream. The whole universe, all of history, nothing but a speck of dust.

Yeah, I also find that resistance to the flow of the universe is one of the best ways to let the ego stay in control. When you let go of trying to make things your way, everything seems to fall into place - in perfect order. I do love sitting for an hour to meditate, it's not so much of a dealbreaker for me, but I find I should definitely also be meditating more throughout the day, and staying aware while doing various tasks. But the ego loves to find ways to get away from doing so.

@VeganAwake I had an awakening last night where I realized the importance of true contemplation. And how meditation and stillness of the mind is crucial for a proper contemplation session. Also all the bullshit distractions the ego makes, whether that's trying to escape doing proper internal questioning; shedding the layers of the ego false self. Do you do Kriya Yoga or some other practice?

Do you FEEL it ?

Love yourself no matter what!

@h inandout Don't be too quick to judge the guy. Did he access high levels of awakened states? Yes. But his worldview was still very limited because of how low of a stage society was back then.

@StripedGiraffe Incredible trip report, beautiful!

@RendHeaven Just know this is exactly how it was meant to be. Of course, the majority of people online are orange and it's perfect just that way, a beautiful work in progress.

If any of you are triggered by this video, which it looks like. Just know you have some more work to do.

Chapter: 17 I didn't trip last night due to not feeling great. We'll see about tonight, I'm anticipating so. I want to add what my intention is for this trip. Mushrooms sometimes have their own intention so I'll just have to go with what goes. But I especially want to cover Self-Love, and how to live as a superconductor as Leo puts it. A superconductor not resisting the flow of the universe. Because ego is created by exactly that, shutting down awareness on things it doesn't like. - Peace and Love

Seems like a nice kid.

@Peo It is imaginary, but the interesting question is. Where does one's "soul" go after "death" within the illusion. Will you get to choose your destined reincarnation, or does one simply return to the godhead. I'm not certain it's possible to know until it happens.

Chapter: 16 Been ages since I posted last, not much has been going on. Been in a little bit of rest mode, by watching some of Leo's videos again. I've also been working on my back-end business while the Covid virus is interfering with most shipping world-wide. In about 5 hours I will be taking 2.5 grams of Liberty Cap mushrooms via the Lemon-Tek method. It's said that Lemon-Tek pretty much doubles the potency, and they are, as I said Liberty Caps, which are known to be quite stronger than the Cubensis strain, so this trip could be equalling about 7g Cubensis dose. This will be a silent darkness trip for the most part. It's been a while since I've done mushrooms, around 1-2 years I think. I've been working with LSD full time for the past 3-4 years, but my psychedelic journey started with mushrooms, so it's time to get back in there. I will then be doing another Lemon-Tek 3g dose after this trip, probably giving a week or two to pass.