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@Ero I see what you mean. They are indeed my decisions it makes so much sense now to realize this, but I mean they are mine but still not really in my control, my control as I am incarnate, because some decisions after I do regret, but ultimately god doesn't regret anything and but "we" do, and we keep sayin, if I had only done differently back then, but knowing that every decision is done in a super conscious act. At the end God doesn't regret any of them means they are happening in a higher consciousness the human is not aware of and they are totally planned every moment in harmony with everything else that exists (at least thats what I imply when I hear there is only one and everything is it) and not random at all, which leads to the question how and why does God or we take these decisions in a super conscious way and following the plan behind every decision plus the infinite intellugence, it will lead us somewhere as it is super conscious in total harmony and not random at all. If gods decisions are done forever and in every moment super conscious, and acts with infinite intelligence then it should be possible to follow up the chain of these non random decision into the future, and maybe that is what astrology does. In short, no plan and no clue of how the future looks like would imply randomness and coincidences and no infinite intelligence and not super conscious decision taking every single moment and the opposite is no coincidences nothing happens random everything is decided upon every single moment super consciously and very intelligently therefore that implies a plan.

Hmmm it is basically out of curiosity, because I see some atrological predictions for people born in that certain month are so accurate, and also as said I was in awe when I heard so many near death experiences got messages from the spirit world as to what will happen on a certain date. Also given the discussions that there is no free will and nothing happens randomly. Therefore I have a certain curiosity to know if God had a certain plan or if he already knew every single step before that particular living being started the journey. Basically i supposed through those accounts and given that god is inifinitely intelligent, and eternity itself, it knows exactly what will happen and reveals these things through astrological calculations

If humans are not in control, because they arent even real and there is no independent human free will, then the human just relaxes and says ok I'll trust the universe I have no control anyway, but then threads like this make it a paradox and say it all depends on you as you are god^^ it is totally paradox. We are all god yes but there is only one and we are an illsuion of it so if not awoken humans dont have free will how is it finally up to us how the future looks like. If it depends on me (human not awoken yet, it would mean I have a free will and i act unconsciously and independently and that would not be in harmony with the all as I act independently, but at the end I am only an illusion anyway so who gives the command to the not awoken human and how does it super consciously act on decisions that lead somewhere in the future (or at least every decision god takes he must know the chain of consequences as well because nothing happens randomly and god decides for everyone and everything at the same time) . A not awoken human is by definition unconscious so the decisions cannot come from him as everything must be decided in a super conscious way. Basically if I dont know anything about enlightenment then the plan for this life is to stay unconscious if I am born to have psychic abilities, then the plan is to wake up, and that is also if I stumble over 5 Meo then the godhead plans for this human to wake up, because I suppose noone crosses 5 Meo Dmt by accident ans then accidentally wakes up, if it is not accidental then the human is not under control and there must be a certain plan. Which ia consciously worked up on every single moment, but infinite wisdom would be able to follow that chain of conscious decisions otherwise it would imply that it has no clue and is not infinitely intelligent which I suppise it is. Thats why i say disincarnate god. The question is can we as not awoken human Beings have any control on deciding for anything even it is just picking my nose? When one says it depends on you how the future is going to be, does it depend really on me, as a not awoken human even if I'm God but the "plan" was for myself not to be enlightened yet and act unconsciously and egoic? Because if it really was up to me I would have wanted to meet god in my childhood already, but it wasnt up to me thats why I say the godhead (disincarnate god/me, not human) plans everything and knows where the future leads to

What happens to people that take their own lives? What brings them to do such a thing, and is that god doing it?

Dont forget, psychoactive mushrooms grow all over the world and back then peope were more connected to nature and life happened more in nature too so finding a mushroom that made you find the nature behind reality probably was very common, as there are mushroom paintings and statues in many places around the world. In the amazon the indigenous people say that the forest showed them the way to combining the plants for the ayahuasca brew. And psychedelic cactus was probably eaten by desert habitants that were thirsty and wanted the water out of the cactus

When I said disincarnate god it was because even by the time one wakes up and realizes he is god still is he not in control of everything that happens in the universe not even of things that happen to himself. As much as you are god, if I ask you to shut down global warming now i suppose there you go back to your limits, or if I ask anybody to prevent a plane crashing, or meteorits bombarding the earth, so it seems they're is a will unfolding that is discarnate and exerts in "harmony" of everything there is. This is nothing that I as I am sitting here right now could actually prevent, therefore I say disincarnate god, , as much as I am God but I couldn't prevent my own heart attack here right now, allthough I am God, that I apply even to small things like itching the nose, you probably couldn't prevent itching your nose the same way like you cant prevent a sudden heart attack or a plane crashing, as much as your are god. A more dramatic case would be a schizophrenic person, does ot really depend on him that he lives in panick and fear or is it the disincarnate god that decides that, because if he could choose he wouldnt choose to continue mentally ill anymore. Therefore when you say first one had to pick his nose and until then God hasn't decided to pick its nose, the schizophrenic doesn't even decide to be mentally disturbed that heavily but still that decision was done for him. If a hurricane or an earthquake come and take everything I have away and leave me alone without family and in poverty, that is not dependent on me to prevent it, but it is the discarnate me which is god that decided to do so, the incarnated me couldn't do anything about it. So it seems that the all encompassing god who decides consciously in harmony of maximizing love which also is not randomly, and following the chain of its decisions plus its infinite intelligence would make it possible for god (our non-self) to know what happens in the future

I see, still as a not woken up human it seems that all thoughts, desires, and ultimately decisions are given to me, no control by me (human), and if nothing happens randomly, and given that thoughts, desires, decisions are given by universal me and not independent human me in order to maintain the universal harmony, then univeral consciousness will know exactly what will unfold in the future as it is all a chain of conscious happenings and decisions which is ruled by the only one. This god (which is me, but also everything else and not only human me) would follow up the chain until the end of life based on what it wants (which isnt exactly what many unconscious human want) , or it does not have an idea of how it unfolds eventually (which would imply it doesnt have infinite intelligence and that it lets it happen randomly and not by harmony). These near death account predictions are many times exact predictions of for example the death of a family member at a certain age and date.

Are we talking about the disincarnate god that rules over every single molecule in harmony, or as the independent human who himself is god which every one of us is, because that would imply independent decisions taken by independent individuals, that aren't even real. If I pick my nose it is because of an itch, a thought to take care for that itch and a sudden movement to itch it, therefore it doesnt seem that I (unconscious incarnated I) have control over any of these acts that make me pick my nose. And how come in near death experiences, peolpe are told exact occurrings of the future by "angels" they meet and tell them it is not their time yet and foresee things that become real at the end. Also how does astrology foresee so many things of the future, for me the predictions were mostly correct. Besides you say in your 30 day retreat notes that nothing happens randomly, so that there is harmony therefore even me picking my nose is a universal decision for the harmony and if we keep tracking that universal harmony it needs to lead us to certain events in the future. Looking back to the past we see that it couldnt have been otherwise due to the universal harmony or law of cause and effect that everything is directly connected and directly influencing everything which ultimately leads to certain occurrences in the future if tracked step by step.

Future is the ongoing of this Lifestory. What is future for you?

The conversation became slightliy derailed. Its about to know who in this case commits the act of suicide and ending life painfully not through natural means If there is only gods will then god must have planned for that avatar (human) to get caught up in so much pain and then finally godhead itself commited suicide in that avatar (human). Can it be any other way, when we consider that there is only the will of god and independent human free will is an illusion?

At the end is it god, the universal consciousness that decides to take the life of that particular person by suicide? Unconscious god would imply that it is the human that decided so but wouldnt it rather be that the human is unconscious but god is always super conscious and therefore exerts his will on that person (avatar) and decides he should leave the world/dream by suicide. While the avatar is unconscious the Goodyear is never unconscious, and the will of leaving this world must be an act of the consciousness, as everything else is an illusion. Does that make sense? Unconscious god does not even exist actually so that decisions even this one are done by the conscious god or be it godhead

@ZeroInfinity No brother, but I am curious to know why god does this, if it the one deciding to do it really is god. Because that's what I'm not sure about

Who Would be the one taking the life, God or the human? It is so sad that some have to go through this

Whats this beautiful infinite zooming all about?

If you have experienced 5 Meo only half way through, which means you alnost died, went insane and then came back to normality all due to a lower than breakthrough dosage. Then you feared doing it again as too not go through that panick again. Would it be advisable to do any other psychedelic first now and work yourself up to it, or is it too late already and you have awoken too much and need to finish the "job"? I am asking because I hear after 5 Meo Dmt any other psychedelic will lead you to that same state you had while awoken on 5 Meo. Now my dilemma is I awoke and I felt that everything was me, but I awoke still in my body in a panickal manner, as if everything was me as a a human. I need to finish it but kind of want to approach it with other psychedelics first to get rid of fears and then have it easier with the 5 Meo, but am afraid that anything else will bring me back to that horror panick state of almost dying and thinking everything is and was always me (ego me)

There must be a specific plan. As all the possibilities have already happened, therefore the future must be certain already too. Given the specific circumstances and the law of cause and effect, and that there is no future but everything has already happened, then there must be a specific plan to this specific life. Many mediums, channellers and other spiritually involved people talk about a change of era and that the planet is becoming one of renewment or regeneration where everybody lives in peace and everybody lives awoken. Just wanted to know more opinions on how things are going to develop in this specific life and who agrees on the idea of a change of era

Hearing constant news of people and even in music of the change of era that is coming, and more and more spiritual people and Spiritual music talk about a gradual awakening of more and more people and finally all of humans living in an absolute awakened state. The change of era is supposed to be going from era of pisces (fish) to the era of acuarius. And this is supposed to bring immense developments in medicine and also worldwide peace. Moreover I hear about talks of an ascenscion from 3d to 5d. Basically apart from these assumptions is life under a divine plan or is it happening totally randomly? If there is a plan who would chime in on these ideas above mentioned?

Does it feel lonely when you realize you are the only one there is and god is all alone? Yes maybe its fun and necessary to divide itself and pretend that you are not alone, but ultimately realizing yourself as god and knowing there isn't anything or anyone else it is just you, how is that feeling? Is there even a feeling Also how is that feeling while in the non dual state and how is it once back in the dual state, maybe there is a lack of feeling in the non dual state but in the dual one we definitely have feelings.

Yes feeling lonely is a bad thing, being alone is not bad but feeling lonely is. What do you think? I know many lifeforms need to be in community and if not they feel lonely and cut off, but there are also lifeforms that dont have this need like bears, they are just alone, but don't feel lonely. How could that apply to god, does non duality feel lonely or at least lonely like a bear, a human, a wolf or none, and coming back to being a human and knowing the loneliness of God, does that make the human feel lonely as whoever he talks to he just talks to himself ?

@Leo Gura brother I see what you are saying. But I think your teachings, you said it yourself in a video I saw recently, are too advanced now and maybe impractical for human life now :)) because apart from the quantum mechanics which I know, the rest I couldn't really understand except that God actualizes love but I struggle to apply it into happenings in life and see through the plan if there is a divine plan (which would suggest destiny Again, but that part I still couldn't understand) hehe, I'll get there one day. As for now I just can be assured that humans have no control as we live the illusion, and God rules it all but still somehow without destiny?

I see what you mean. Yes it's sad not to know what it means there is no ego but one day I hope. But again if coincidences dont exist, and there is no independent human free will, and also considering there is no future and past then ultimately every living being receives a destiny. Or what would you unserstand with the term "destiny". In the most simple way it would mean the opposite of coincidence and then adding also the illusion of ego and the human illusion of an own free will it makes the dots align more into destiny. At least I think so, cant see how it could be otherwise Also if god gives you enough rope to hang yourself or to awaken but there is no you and its god from the beginning, then god had already decided if in that particular character it will hang itself or awaken, cant really see what autonomy means in this case as autonomy would suggest there is an independent you.

I remember in your live enlightening video that you said, that you are and were never in control, that seems paradox because of you are not in control than there must be a destiny for you. Also its what you said in your free will video, that even when you decide to become lazy and do nothing anymore it is not you doing that, it's not you controlling and deciding to become lazy (you would be the human being, I suppose) Doesn't that contradict this notion then?

Once you are enlightened and then live your normal life getting sometimes moaning or even getting upset about corrupt politicians, a flawed system and get disgusted by murderers and rapists. Is that ego or god? If enlightenment is about accepting things and people as they are and realizing that everything and everyone is you then there shouldnt be a reason to get upset about anything or anyone.

Leo in your recent video on what's is the point of life you said you will release a video for free will, although you had one from 2016 I think. Have you received different insights about free will?

Yes it would definitely change ones life, as thinking there is free will can make one anxious especially in hard times of life, when you dont unserstand ehy things go as they go and why they are as they are, especially when you feel unable to change it to the better and get stuck in a "dark hole" or life crisis. Knowing there is no free will and it is all preplanned and every occasion happens out of a good reason and there is no more conicidence then one can stop worrying and start accepting even if it is a lifetime that is very dark. It especially turns the dark times into lighter times. Knowing of the abscence of free will can make one believe in a great plan or higher design that the human mind may not comprehend and thinking of having a free will can lead one many times to questioning many events and questioning the basis of existence and get stuck in mindloops which ultimately deter you from being grateful. Being grateful sometimes can stop to be easy anymore, as somethings get way too hard to solve, so thats why it is important to rely on a plan/design, accept it and be grateful rather then thinking everything happens ns randomly and we as humans control it totally, and therefore it would be our individual responsibility to get us back on track.