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That doesn't seem so valid though, because then it reality could be totally random and chaotic. It seems there is more system to it though of dreaming up specific stories

I have had a few LSA trip so far and once saw the holy spirit, which is the I amness everywhere and nowhere. Once had the godfeeling as the son of god. And a few glimpses of the father which always was like subtle messages going throughout me and giving me the truth. It has been amazing. What do you think about it? For the record LSA gives you the god feeling without ego transcendence at least in The lower dosages I took so far. Sometimes it also transmits the Christ spirit into you

Sure there is no external god, but as long as your avatar/human flesh ha not awoken and is not wary neither conscious of how reality unfolds (which even after awakening seems like a difficult thing to forecast or manipulate) nor do you have the capacity in this human flesh to create the beauty of life, therefore in my opinion it is like the trinity Christianity talks about that god is the father and the son. Yes you can do things to increase the chance of enlightening, awakening and mystical experiences. But the question is, is this a coincidental stumbling over a rock, like somehow you walk around and see a magic mushroom and eat it, or is it because the father (like above mentioned) saw it fit and right for you to awaken or have a mystical experience at that moment and out the magic mushroom intelligently right there in front of yourself/himself? For example you can hear about mediation, but if the father does not see it fit for you to awaken just yet, he(your higher self) will just make you not care about it and go instead to a football game and drink beer, you get what I mean?

I watched a video of Alan watts - you do not exist. There he says that any mystical experience is a gift of god /or higher self and no matter what you try if good doesn't want it or won't happen. Is that true? Does it mean all states of consciousness and even if I vibrate on a high frequency is never something I can achieve myself but only when my higher self had planned for me to have a mystical experience /vibrate higher.

Hey guys, I just cant wrap my head around it. All is one all of you, nevertheless some people, especially the sense mental ill ones, seen to be possessed by demonic entities which make them commit harm to others or they even commit the harm to the possessed person. My brother had after a bad mushroom high dose trip, started to become delusional and talk about black magic and started to hear voices, that obviously were so loud that made him go crazy at times.he said he was /is being haunted by thousands of those entities, his previous story of a rather sad life probably opened the gates to them. He also experienced such devilish entities sometimes. That he just called it THE DEVIL. I myself went through two trips which afterwards resulted in heading these voices that kept talking to me what I would call unconscious voices talking about destructive and pervert things. I got rid of them by loving them and simply said I love you and they became all small and soft and disappeared. Also a consequent raw food and fasting helped me to block them away It is real and I have no doubt about it, also while meditating once and smoking weed I felt a really really harmful entity trying to threaten me from behind it was Absolutely scary and the opposite of love. Now having talked to ayahuasca shamans and some african priests that are skilled to deal with getting rid of these entities confirmed me that they exist and do come in your weakest state of mind.l, and that almost all mental illness are because of these entities. How does this all combine with oneness though? I mean they are you too, but how can they seem so separate and devilish and actually possess you? And I do say possess because when they come they enter you and get into your heart Chakra and you feel your heart burn a bit and not be pure anymore, your heart stays to feel darker only by their presence of their voices. My brother whenever he has a crisis of these entities he touches his heart because of pain. I also know that shamans get rid of them by purging b with tobacco, which when I had an LSA trip and became almost mentally ill, very psychotic of course, I put my finger into my throat trying to purge and it did became way better until it stopped. I know what I am talking about, I experienced it, I just like to know how it makes sense in the context of oneness

Haha I love your Ta-Da, It really is eye opening. You said elsewhere also that god is maximizing love, does that mean it always is developing toward even more love? Or is Infinite love not something that can grow and is always as it is, what does maximizing love mean then?

The question remains, how does it imagine it with what kind of "plan". If it is done superconsciously then there also must be a plan otherwise what is the use if making yourself mentally ill intentionallu by scary demonic possessions that talk destructive and pervert stuff to you, give you a delusional view of reality and force you to behave destructively. Is it a conscious imagination and is there a plan or is it by accident and an unconscious imagination

When you say I imagine all of this, then you mean the non human all encompassing me which imagined it not unconsciously not being aware of being god but highly consciously being aware of myself being god and a human at the same time right? That would explain if that demonic possesion is by accident or planned. It still is a mystery how god (I) imagine all occurrings but am not woken up yet and unaware of being god but still I do pull the strings of everything and everywhere in an intelligent and highly conscious manner, how is that possible? Do you understand what I mean? If not I'll sum it up like this, is this me who imagines it, the background god me, that definitely already knows that I am god and still exerts control over everything with infinite intelligence or is there no background god me and I imagine it all with my unconscious human will and therefore, I stumble into holes which I deem demonic. Or are these demonic holes a conscious intention by the God head for the human to experience that especially?

Hey guys, I just find it weird why we humans are so Degenerated. Of course not all but many many many. I know you'll be saying its all me and everything is perfect but I just keep asking myself is the human being the creation god wanted in order to experience utmost cruelty? Lets list things that happen regularly by humans and which is even widely accepted and a few things that are not widely accepted but still practiced. -Animal mass slaughter fabrics, where animals live without sublight and space to move there entire life not forgetting the various diseases and illnesses they carry with them in those conditions all so that humans can eat cheap meat. -Having an animal at home and mostly imprisoning him like a cat, a dog, a rabbit, guinea pig, who are involuntarily castrated so that they dont "spread" and then taken on a leash to go for a walk (talking about dogs here, whereas we know in many third world countries dogs walk around happily and peacefully in freedom coexisting without owner but with the humans) . -torture -war -adultery -mass destruction of our precious nature and its inhabitants -spontaneous killings of insects because they "look ugly" -homelessness and abandonment by society -corruption The list goes on Everything is perfect because everything is god and there is only god. But honestly I think god wants to experience cruelty and suffering in emphasis with the human beings, human beings seem like the most primitive of all creations that god could think of. That might also be that Jesus died for the sins of humans and humans a re kind of inherently sinfull (just have to understand this in the bigger picture, this is not bad as ultimately all is god, but it is showing the reality and truth that humans create constantly a dystopia aming all living beings). -

That is interesting but evolution to what? They might not suffer at each others hands but do make lots of animals and plants suffer way more than in the past. It is definitely not a utopia, for me it is already so annoying to see humans walking around With their dogs on leashes and castrating them, at if they are their slaves. Have you been to India already or similar "third world" countries (whatever that means) , dogs there Walk freely in huge crowds not bothering each other not fighting and enjoy their lives as free non castrated animals. They still come and make friendship with humans, because dogs are just awesome friends. I have seen castrated dogs here that still wanted to mate but couldn't though, its because they have no education about what happened to them that they don't care, it's still cruel though, not the business of the human of the dogs want to reproduce. Its putting them on a leash taking ownership and castrating it that makes dogs in our countries fight with each other because they lost all their social dog to dog abilities. On the topic of adultery, of course dogs are different here, but the human nature mostly is one of wanting to find love and binding to some certain person, but still so many humans manage to simply be unfaithful. Dogs don't have these issues they don't marry and want one person forever, although I have seen one dog couple already (in Brazil). The question though is, regarding what is said in the Bible and that Jesus died for the humans and their desire to be sinful, is it possible that God knew exactly that it will experience a form of animal that can bring on so many social problems? Certainly in gods infinite consciousness there are worlds and species that are just utopian, living in great harmony with absolute love for each other and nothing but goodness

After my recent I am everywhere realization without ego transcendece, it keeps being a little bit difficult to swallow that it is just me here and I am all alone. It also doesn't sound right, can it be that there is infinite absoluteness but also other infinite absoluteness. It just is totally weird that it is just me here, that still seems like kind of an Identification too (me) having various personalities but always me. Does the God modus have an identification, God= I am but God= I(dentity) as well? Back to the topic, is it weird to finally find out you are all alone, is it sad? It is still weird that there is no other, it sounds somehow sad, don't know how God (nothingness) feels about it

Hey there people of the good, I Haven been Posting quite a few On this Great forum and try to research more on this topic. I'd really like to know some fundamental differences and Benefits of These compounds whereas The Bufo Alvarius has 5 Meo Dmt plus other molecules and comes from nature itself. Pros Bufo: it is Natural and Carries a certain benevolent toad Spirit With it, which maybe guides the experience? Con: it is only smokable, which might even be good because You have to surrender as The toad Spirit forces you to Surrender without you Being in control? You need to do it with a shaman which could be good for guidance or maybe not good as you need to be alone for this. Basically other psychedelics I prefer not to be alone, but this one may be different. Pro 5 Meo: it has various RoA and becomes therefore more gentle and gives you time to slowly Surrender (or maybe Not?) Con: it is Synthetic and Lacks other compounds which Could Roundup the experience and make it more Natural and pleasant (comparison Mushrooms and lsd, Mushrooms being my favourite as it connects One to nature and lsd just seems like I put a finger into an eletric socket) I am curious to hear more opinions P.S. I have only tried twice ayahuasca long ago, once mushrooms and once LSD and one really difficult half way through Bufo session which gave me an immense panick attack because it wss low dosage so I am not too experienced but I wish to end the last session by doing it correctly

Are there no coincidences because from the absolute perspective everything has already happened or are there no coincidences because goe has a certain plan working towards its own development? Would that second version therefore not be destiny?

It was said several times by Leo and I heard it through other spiritually advanced individuals also

Obviously there are many angels, nature gods, African gods, indigenous spirits, hindu gods. I know all are ultimate you. But like the illusory separation of flesh I imagine them to be powerful, intelligent separations of ascended spirits (not sure though). But obviously they (who are ultimately you) exist and are always alive like us, during ayahuasca and other psychedelics these gods and angels many times show themselves to us. And also in the African (and other) religions, they come to help us humans while we encounter difficulties mentally be it like exorcism or just general help. But ultimately what and who are they really and why are they most of the times invisible?

Does it bring one to or close to awakening? What mystical experiences have you gone through with a long term fast 20-30+ days

Myself have not reached Enlightenmrnt just yet. I am a few months away from it. But discussing with people who have I hear bith arguments. Be it someone who reached it through 5 Meo Dmt or through self inquiry. Some say we humans have free will other say we don't and ee are merely an illusion and everything happens through god. Why do different answers come up?

You are right man. Its time to stop asking this question once and for all and just seek

I Dont have them but I will go to the respective country for a transformational journey. For peyote it would be in Mexico and for ayahuasca in the Amazonian jungle. I mean psychedelics but I presume they have their spirits which give guidance in the experience. I had tried ayahuasca twice now than a year ago and found it nice and very frightening too

Hi people If you had the chance which of these spirits would you rather recommend for deep healing, transformation, self knowledge, spiritual growth? Which one offers more guidance? Also which country suits better to travel to for the spiritual growth. These spirits lie in different regions as well. Would you say ayahuasca is rather heavy?

I don't really know what happened before birth and after so thats why it tends to be mote towarda no free will. But there are a good amount of enlightened individuals who say there is free will

So which one of the three thoughts could it most likely approach?

A few thoughts: 1. If god is nothing then there is also no will of god because nothing just IS (then the question arises how does it xome into being?) 2. God is divided into infinite parts and whatever these parts decide to do becomes gods will too (the question arises: where do decisions preceded by thought and therefore where do thoughts come from?) 3. God is infinitely intelligent and has a plan to maximize and develop its love, what could that plan be and how could we as god become conscious of the plan?

I had an HBWR trip today and reakized I am everywhere, everything and pure consciousness. There is no place in the world it is all consciousness being conscious of itself. I got trapped in a negative thoughtloop and couldnt get out of it and think I got possesed. I put my fingers in the throat to try to purge the spirits, did not vomit but I felt liberated though. It was horrible man you feel trapped in your own body the only way is purging. It made me realize a few thijgs. First of all, its all me but I will never know how I created all this, so this proves the trinity explained in the bible, that god is the son but also the father, how can I know how this ll was created? And the whole life occurrences do not happen by coincidence it is always super intelligent, but how is that if it is me, then how dont I know how the strings are pulled? Second what the hell are those spirit possesions man?? If everything is you how can there be spirits that want to fuck you up, if they are you too

See I kind of think HBWR makes you realize non-duality while still in duality. realized the holy spirit and instantly knew it was it. I realized myself as god but couldn't grasp how I made my environment so therefore I am the son and the son is god too. (trinity says exactly that). And I realized God as a father who is me but as it is trip, somebody must be wheeling the drive and it certainly dass not me as the son especially because I went insane through that spirit possession and knew it was a warning of my father who is also me but I consider him father because he pulls the strings. A warning in order to understand my brother who went insane after a mushroom trip. Therefore I am totally sure of the trinity, you not? But the most important question here for me is what are these spirit possesions?? They are absolutely scary, make you insane and in that moment i thought of killing myself. If everything is you, are these "bad intended" spirits not you? Why do they come and try to fuck you when you are the most sensible?