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nah that's wrong, Hitler was Red/green for instance, very weirdly. And you don't live up only to a stage, mostly you are on a chord of stages. a lot of unhealthy green, they cope more with MANY BLUE IN THEM, all around the fucking forum AND THEY REPRESS THEIR RED SHADOW to paint themself as pure green angel. green is good, but super hardcore to transcend, that's why yellow is very hard to ground without a tons of grounding work and a tons of direct absolute experience through open mindedness and and a tons of differents practice of reality. of course those are my views.

loved it. maybe he touched turquoise while he was dancing. we should be aware of unhealthy green. That's a lot of shadow, still having to work on many in myself. but that's still better than the whole orange vision system that just turn me sick to vomit on myself very good perspective emerald, always appreciating your view start your own channel in movie critic!

8 times to "none" of course the energy level density between both should be huge good sleep & 1/2day & good quality food and you can fap probably 1 every day. try meditation & enlightnment ( cessation of identification with thinking ) you'll feel like a god.

Morality is a self projection of what should be good/bad. a duality with arbitrary limits depending upon the culture/context. My morality is like my faith, I don't believe in morality. But this is like god, I don't need to believe in anything to be "moral". by wanting things to be moral in a brainy way, All I do is creating suffering inside me. All humans create a social norms/ moral, this limit their brains to see reality only through those walls. that's why most people cannot laugh about jewish kids dying burned. it's not funny or not, it just that the moral set up by most of our culture doesn't appreciate the fact of laughing on death. judging someone for laughing on this type of subject, maybe that's the true devil working. not saying arbitrary things doesn't come from something outside cultural narrative/context. maybe that's nature for creatures with an highly complex brain to create a consensus on morality. I would say that the best is creating your own morality, based upon your own principles. basic teaching, don't do others what you don't want for yourself. but then, what is your own limit, where is the morality scale ?

but he is right, that's bullshit.

nothing wrong with being insane and wanting to have fun & magic. as long as you are fully aware of your play. but here you all create duality; x (vision of reality) vs y (the wrong way of seeing reality) none is true, I m living Z, that is my whole reality

You suppose I m not living truth.

Science and stems cells is magic aswell. Physics is magic. the world is magic by itself, you don't need to put your hands on your head, sing ave shanti and bullshit yourself.

It's true when you overfap. But one per / 2 days is ok Some prn some weed. But I have my gf but I like to fap alone ( a bit lower than me on the overall libido )

I m still waiting my billion and my weed farm When do I create something else than a forum who were supposed help me getting that ?!

I m you. Who are you talking to ?

I don't know what it is. But I know right now what it isn't. Btw I'll not learn It's all magical from a dude who stay 5 hours a day on the forum. I m ready to be convinced otherwise by everyone who want to prove me that a Ghost is Real.

Indeed ?

Everything is delusion litteraly. There is deeper level of delusion that some décide to call truth. I know my absolute expérience. I've seen satan spirit. Only people with belief system builded on high delusion such as believing the bible will see 'solid ghost' I think being born stage green and laugh of religion at 6 Play a lot on the fact that I m less deluded than most people. When I had delusion it was about Satan Channelled into me. So wait a minute... Satan ? I was satanist ! If that's true you're all fucked mwhaha

What do you even mean

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for me it's non sense to want to have kids right now. meaning, you give consciousness to kill it. that's a lot. it's nazi or low iq to wish to get one right now. You'll be less egoic killing humans. someone wake in the current world would never do a kid, unless a pure mistake. it's very selfish to want a kid, it means you don't care for over population. unless you eat the dream of "happy life with wife & kids" pure fairy tail. kids are just robotic organic machine that learn and follow everything you program them to do. I used to teach my little brothers, so I was already feeling like a father. that's enough for me, all humans are my kids.

agent of love maybe if society is living with a cancer, something that destroy cancer is healing it ! the cancer will refute and call that narcissism, to avoid his own very egoic self narcissism.

we are already in nothingness/void/asleep there has never been a conscious awareness. life imply death : there has never been such a thing has "life".

I focus on 3 things. Not focusing Empty Space mind ( feeling on psychedelics ) The vibration of the ambiant song I m putting out. ( Into the soul. Not the ears ) After 15 minutes my mind 'shut down' and I enter 'deep space' with no thought or thinking of 'me'. I meditate since 2 weeks for 30-60 min. I use some nootropics aswell like lion's mane ( help the deep trance ) Some reflection on my practice ? I already had kundalini.

Motivation come and go. For now It's even hard to play vidéo game for me. I feel guilty hahaha. So I pull podcast while doing it. Need a serious break in music. Everyday I feel 'I have to' I m still alienated with the mindset of working hard to get my 'vision'. But 'vision' is a delusion. I have some sort of idea of what would be the good life. But even this is like you say' a delusion.

Story of my life- but I m only 25 How much deluded on my vision to push 3000 hours of music in 2 years ? But now I m just breathing and observing. I don't try to be a buddha or a billionaire anymore.

Yes Indeed as all humans are made of water and moon affect our body water. I didn't Say mbti is useless. It's useful if you believe it. Astrology is a little pill. Mbti is a v.2 placebo. When you know that all words are arbitrary / self projection from the 'self références'. Astrology / mbti is pure self bias. All humans have trauma. Especially the one reading about how to know & 'heal' themself. I can Guess all your thinking system just by putting color on the subject you talk with. Insecurities can be litteraly intuited/smell. I could be an astrologer myself. The only thing is. I tell people It's what I believe would be good for them. I don't hide myself behind a star story. This is self improvement hidden in psychologia formula. People who look for an astrology / mbti are looking for fixing themself / something. And all humans mostly résolve around the same kind of problem. Just a try : If I tell ( random thought ) : you like to be analytical and then intuite your emotion through spending time with yourself. You Always elaborate good planning and enjoy to deconstruct things around to really grasb them. Does it work ?

I'll meditate on this topic man. Seams highly looking like my current conclusion. You very reflect all the things I did reflect for myself. We shouldn't be planning but breathing everyday for having only super efficient 'human day' my conclusion. This lead me to smoke weed & art everyday. And even art. It's not fun' It's not an hobby. I changed my activity. After almost 10k of ableton live. I don't think that I could lead a life Where I do one thing. It need to be a global thing for me... Maybe creating a whole movie and playing in it or creating an entire vidéo game. But with 0€ it will stay fantasy for now.

Do more méditation. 1h per day. If you do it. You'll purge more strongly than doing dmt. Use ambiant music & focus on the vibration of air with your head. Seriously seriously. Do it a full week. Don't bs yourself. Cure is here. My mind avoided it too for years with many 'blabla' how it doesn't work. No words..just do it and focus of having no thought and no spécial focus. Your attention will beat even non add people. Add crash meds are like doing mdma microdosing everyday. Good way long term fucked. Just quit it