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connecting to their inner bullshit. very blue thinking and all the clients can only be blue or lower.

listen style without drums

look the entire course on the human brain on youtube from the same dude

depend, if you do it mindfully. I read many tantra exercice about self pleasure. someone awakened could still put his life to the service of giving sex or be a master at sex. but surely this is a drug. but guess what, everything we put our hands on, is a potential chemical release ( energy depletion ). so surely if you cease an activity that depletes you ( like if you fap 5 times a day ) of course you'll feel like shit when you do, and feel good when you don't. if you see yourself as a phone, with battery everyday. it depend aswell how many time you abused porn:fapping. you can seriously live a healthy life while fapping on porn; But it depend the porn, depend the practice you do, depend how you do it, why you do it, and HOW many times you do it, and how your body react to overdoing it/ not doing it. I would try period without fapping for days ( just to effectively, cease the ritual pattern and become aware of it, if there is ) I think the shame from fapping, coming from religious belief

I m almost sure that coffee is worst than weed on the overall health, but no one will back up this. Smoking / & smoking with tobacco, probably lower this rate. I m only talking like if we were injecting thc/cbd. the effect on health is probably "better" especially for creative purpose. maybe a reason why Charles Baudelaire writted book about cannabis.

how would look conscious porn ? no porn ??

somehow, my fapping knowledge is huge, and I got many insights while doing it. most of my biggest insight about life was while masturbating in fact. fapping is backed up by me, I tryed aswell no fap. ( aswell have a girlfriend, but someday, I just want to fap anyway ) I would call about "balance" but it should not be used for "bad/fear/avoidance". that's a BAD way to fap. Avoiding the work by fapping. nofap, or being abused by a cycle of fap abuse, both a toxic. fapping should be part of the work, it should be done mindfully. if you abuse something, of course it will lead you in a hole. ( I mean, metaphoricaly speaking ) same for absoluly everything, find the "abuse line" of everything.

they call me 10/10 everyday

mindfulness masturbation

Let go of wanting to improve. Let go of life purpose Imagine you're going on a rollercoaster. In fact you are in one right now. Psychedelics and you become aware that It's spinning by itself

For me that's the contrary. I struggled with learning content. Especially cause when system are deconstructed. You Can predict everything and loose the 'fun' Or having the New fun of a creator'. Trying to make aswell my own vidéo game at 13 ( with frog creator' / rpg maker though haha ). It open up the mind to Matrix thinking

In France there is I find two astrophysican PhD in physics ( teacher ) & PhD in philosophy : metaphysics' / epistemology. But sure yellow/turquoise. I m listening all his teachings and that's cool that he always break down langage & science / against scientism

My favorit video. Need to be listened more than once. But right you need knowledge and be self grounded if you want to know it is truth

it's a huge question. you mean cbd alone ? no effect on consciousness ( not really, it's not psychotropic )

I love your recent enthusiam nahm. Your post are more lightfree and centered. Will think of buying a simple blender for Christmas and start my own potions. @pluto what kind of herbal plant or mushrooms ? Are detox more legit than the stress from doing it ?

@Nickyy you lack a lot of perspective. The whole movie was about how an orange society is crooked and not fair for everyone. Joker is just the shadow of an orange society becoming green. Hitler was a mix or red/green. You don't live to a stage. It's almost always 3 stages and a dominant. And green has a lot of shadow and problems too. To me you look like 60% blue 30% orange and 10% green You imagine orange on how it is from a non informed perspective. It's a mindset of 'do it'. Doesn't imply to be even a member of any society.

Don't assume it takes years always I even believe some 16 y old kids are more enlightened than you or me is But it can take a certain time according to your 'karma' in past life. I have serious work to do myself even After my wake up. I m just not fully grown up in all areas. Can't be

I watched a lot of documentary and talked to a bunch of différent people. I m a scientific of life and human 'basicly' still improving my relative map. Even try to understand people that are against your view. Imagine fully being them from early birth to his exclusive expérience.

Who is convincing who ? What is the source of the thought that arise to make this idea a possibility ? Is that you ?

Méditation practice ? High imply low sometimes. It's just a feeling of opposite between mind & body

Worshipping god would mean worshipping the devil. God is ultimately everything so he is all the things we are and can be aware of.

There is no time

You can though enter deep state of delusion that will push forward your belief into distorsion of what 'is' Your mind create synchronicities and all sorts of 2.0 delusion. Kundalini is the Time where you'll get the more open to building spiritual bs ego. Only fucking reality is your hand. If you see a ghost or Channel an alien. Slap your face harder. I think kundalini is psychosis born from a deep fear created by delusion. Body go fight or flight and most insane things. But that's good you are purged from your first delusion Implanted by society. But the thing is. Society is based on Magic thinking. Most people keep having ghosts and don't see any hands. The whole society is an halloween show Paranormal is created by an ultimate bullshitting on yourself. ( Fucking your belief system basicly ) Your mind will distort reality based on your own delusion/expectation. That's just you never know how powerful it is when bs is cleansed. So when you see the power of the mind, the human ego start believing all sort of New stories worst than the first narrative of society. ( Spiritual ego ) But clean your door of perception. Society is basicly a delusion aswell.

Aleister Crowley, I read many books. I took the satanic path to get there so/ But I started with the stuff from Robert Anton Wilson, he has good book, prometheus Rising was cool at a certain moment of my life. more my style than the loovy stuff.