Aeris

Soooo legit

Inquiry on the nature of a memory

Didn't watched it. But had this feeling today that everything is 'me' is god. Like all I can see is my own projection. Only pure fantasy of everything. All degree all scale' all without line. The only Line : my experience of the experience. I already realised it once but didn't take it seriously' not on the right angle at this moment

you would bet, OR it's more like a darth vader consciousness. That's why it's not in the list, telling you that exploiting and enslaving people for goodness, big paradox. if IA would give us "peace", would it be worth it to be a dictator, manipulator to get the power to create peace ? it's when you detach from human-ness to become godlike/kingness or MAYBE it doesn't exist ( cause coral, is not about that, it's about being yourself fully and embodiment of your truth and experience as yours ) for me coral is the higher stage currently you could be on. I m talking spiral dynamic only, a model for self dev. Would I exploit, enslave and kill if that assured my surviving and peace on earth ? probably. All is one, and violence is not separate from love. Don't project your mind on me now, find for yourself what is true.

I think all games that you can "farm" are too easy. the one the OP is talking about is more about learning by memory and trial and error. I played it. want to play something harder than anything else ? start wanting to be a godtier artist. video games got their limit in self improvement teaching, did there , done that. my new lenses for video games is visual/ambiant now. ( Fable was attractive as a youngster and I finished it again last year, so good ) I m thinking of playing again bioshock. Dark souls all my friends played it, it sounded too easy, some of my close friends are a lot into games, and they play a lot to all this hard thing. one of the hard was the thing with the cuphead, almost as hard as the one OP talk about. if you want challenge, online game competition. Then it's about being a pure athlete.

If logic is a feature. Then you litteraly cannot die' if everything is one. Video game told you what happen. Cause an Infinite time would mean ... I don't believe in death like litteraly better stay grounded here or you'll forget... again

Lol. Not funny for both part I Guess. It just ended by blowing out the thing ? What were you playing ? The black and white heavy GameBoy ? I realise that I wouldn't kill consciously unless if it was to feed myself. I would be trying hunting one day. And I totaly appreciate animals. But that's too easy just going to the butcher and say miam. My dad show me once how you kill a chicken. I only fished so far. I once met a guy at high school' he started a fight against someone for walking in the grass. He told him prior that - that grass was living too and that the dirty human he was should be aware of it. ( this Guy was close to me for a year cause he was curious to me' was fascinated with all kinds of thinking. He got no Friends and didn't wanted any. And he wasn't 'bullyed' just really weirdo' more than me lel ) --- @Mikael89 your beliefs only turn circle. Especially the belief about who you think you are.

Just cold shower

1. There is alien in the common term without a metaphysical game. 2. Time is relative 3. If a society of alien Come to us they will be probably more in a 'light matter' aspect. So nothing too see.

It means there is already 10 others guys I m focused on. Why should I care' Could be this

Be strong Reverse this with your mind Recovery Heal Love Not even this will stop you Believe in yourself and fucking cure That's an order

What would happen if you microdose them' ? Just a thought. But something without tolérance could have great values as a pharmaceutical. Microdosing cubensis B shroom once in a while work better than a coffee day. But 'tolérance' so. It's very experimental on my side

There is no 'truth' aside the one you choosed to believe. Tada.

5 years. Yes I do. I didn't smoked any from october to april. But I was absolutely non productive at an artistic level. Weed now is the same. I would smoke only at noon and work on other thing the day. My life is very modulated for 'me'. I worked hard through this addiction but now I don't abuse it and would use it like a drink at noon then go for some series or music production ( 90% it ends doing music ) This week wasn't at home. I smoked one every 3 days. The secret is not being toxic about doing substances. ( Took me years of work - ) I know a Friend who worked in restaurant while being high all the time and he was very efficient. All my best friends are musicians and adhd. I would bet on one or two high quality coffee if really I needed 'focus' or physical work. ( And don't do any when not at 'work' ) + meditation and daily sport. + Curing self story neurosis and false goal identity belief through self inquiry and reading books about others people lifestyle.

By the way scrooge mcduck story is legit stage orange embodiment. I would maybe buy the books of his story. ( The one about the life of scrooge mcduck ) I have been raised with those stories. In France he is call'd 'picsou' instead of scrooge mcduck. pic:sou' it sounds like 'pick/get:monney' on a meta perspective they took over his name. Weird for me to use Scrooge mcduck.

Stop this shit. Better smoke weed ( saved my month of withdrawal ) Did ritalin 3 years ago for 1,5y. was doing 70mg a day. My best tool was weed. I wanted a 'free' replacement ( weed : 15€ per day : ssri are 100% free in France : but very limited and hard too get. No adderall or others. ) So as I wanted to work hard and focus but not stop being on drug cause I don't worked enough to my view ( very orange minded ) My experience is that they makes me feel 'belly toxic' and in the end crash was too intense ( nose clogged ) couldn't sleep without an half sleep pill. It wasn't a smart move

Was great laying down while listening music on my bed. Feel safe and could go deep. I really need to try my own cubensis B. Even while Dancing. ( Mushroom tho ) Sometimes I even got Big realisation while dancing eyes closed around people. ( Time shaping control + distorsion + high visual saturation ) You need more than 100u (LSD) or more than 1.5 ( mushroom ) Or then it will just be like a 'good ssri' nothing spiritual. The ego will be stable. No real growth or Big understanding in low doses

Hard but. Work on being mindful when 'anger' arise. Try a mantra like : everything is fine. Then try to focus on creating a New plan directly focused toward a New 'victorious path'. As I m very very emotional I had and still have to deal with this. Another way is not making detailed plan for the futur and accept the flow of what happens as an exercice to overcome yourself. Start being mindful when you start judging and looking for 'who is guilty' It's not easy it is hard work but you can work and 'tame the inner tiger' as they say.

Sounds interesting on my watch list ( still watching 'the family' )

Death by fire for me. But soul transfert in a synthetic body first

I started to believe that I m directly god. Infinite power. And that I do not lack of anything and that I can be or become everything I want. This and the fact that all experience will be my teacher. My way of stopping any addictions is having a goal that makes my addiction look like stick in my wheels to Roma. Another methods is defying death and addiction in the face. Over abuse. I wasn't smoking weed for avoiding pain. I started to over abuse the thing I liked and ocd on it until association with pain. ( Abuse the thing you like to the point of pain ) For limited belief I prove to me everything by working 10 times harder.

I eat food that makes me strong. Fruit - meat - fish - eggs - veggies. I don't go in details. Got list at home. Avoid all sugars' esp soda. but dairy It's hard. Bakery are everywhere in France. I take few nootropics now. They are costy and prob bs. I never fast cause I don't believe in it. But sometimes I do. Someday I can not eat until noon. And pizza is my favorit hell food. As long as It don't Fuck my belly. I try coffee. Once a week is great. It's all about trial and error and no belief put on food. Someone know a good book on food ?

I've seen a doc in USA where 12 years children were doing LSD basicly. But psychedelics without inner work is like getting power without container

@Ibn Sina well now it looks nuanced and more about différent ideas, more solutions driven. After this we can talk with a larger view of the table - something less 'ego focused'.

This is legit. For me It's about creating a scenery. Empower myself in communication (my way) ( as I m already a character ) Working toward music label with powerful friends ( who are still at bottom but have rage and stage yellow thinking + higher ) Then my music ( that I work on very hard since 4 years. Still not enough ) + psychedelics imagery worked with my drawing ( music + vidéo ). I'll create a self improvement exercice through music- Dancing and scenery ( imagery that work with the music ) All my Friends got same mindset and multi skill + self learner I still work on my skills and those goals everyday. The thing is. I claim as a philosophy ( my Friends too ) indépendancy + having no masters. So I cannot just suck dick around and put the project out. Still in the current society I'll have to be probably under the table' but I'll keep a knife with me. But we share the same idea at the core. Having an impact