Aeris

eternalism is backup by possible physics. means the universe is a spiral, at the end of the universe, time reverse and you truly experience all of reality again. if reality is infinite, so is your life and your states. if X + infinite time = life death + infinite time = rebirth it doesn't make sense to be alive and being "something", why it would make sense to be dead and being "nothing".

goal is in 10 years ( or less ) I do my own stage scenery/visuals, kind of like this ( but not like this ) ( having a total understanding and control of the visual aspect of reality ) own imagery understanding, own animation understanding ( I m raw drawing everyday currently ). I already know how to use première pro / after effects ( but basic animation of text, nothing crazy ) Or I'll collab with artwork animated from real painting and mix them with FX to makes them look alive. Want to work on having my own animated videos, my own design on my music label ( or community for that matter ). and even if I m not pro in 3D, I want to have the power to create powerful decision about it. ( directing ) - I aswell want to draw my own tatoos, or proper sketch ( 5-8 years from here ) (I want to have a pure self design a reflection of my will and work.) I would take advices on the 5% good mastery theory if there is any master/vidéo/tutorial that truly enhanced your game. I already think like a level designer ( light/shades/depth/ratio etc .. ) big picture understanding and then reduce to the grinding process of each tiny aspects.

what is the function of crying when we see beauty ? are we pure killing machine aimed toward efficient surviving or is there truly a way to get out ?

does your occult knowledge provide any absolute ideas about nutrition/health/use of drugs/position of wealth ? I understand about focus + visualisation, but how should be the prior inner work ?

I wish to learn 3D modeling, would you advice me to start with .. ? but I m trying to be good at drawing right now, but I m sure 3D model is on the path. I'll explain what clicked for me more in details. For instance, when I was drawing I became very aware of the fact of "ratio" + proportion are relative to each others and they play a huge role, trait become "object" always as an illusion of the mind. ( I was aware at a degree of everything, but after many years I didn't perceive it with my current progress in life ) Everything is understood to a degree/scale, it's just increase at each experience what I perceive right now and existing at a distance from my eyes play a huge role in how I perceive proportion and what feel right in the context of the drawing ( close or not ) and there is aswell the "whole process" how do I go about the whole process. like when I m drawing a character, which lines are the best to go for, and any types of techniques, and what should I aim to master about it. Everything is a shade on a shade so I should master clarity vs darkness. and all thoses ideas could be apply to photoshop/ electronic music. I modulated a bit my process for mixing music because drawing added a layer on the top of the idea. and weirdly I aim to be good at music, but I think that I'll end better at drawing in 10 years for whatever reason. ( little cousin and grandfather ( was ) legit painting artist ) So if DNA has any relevance, I m 100% sure to end good at drawing. I m still working on visualisation in music ( doing the music in my head )

I need some backup drawing @Bill W could you be more precise on the specific skills in terms of hands/finger movements ? seams you talk from absolute experience;

You should avoid drug and use more books instead bonus: listen more leo, especially his blog.

you can with meditating 8 hours straight, 100% safe and will work. why not going for mushroom or lsd.

I improved in music by drawing more

What does it mean to be pure of heart. No more sex ?

How does it serv me and society ? Fulling your mind with hollow knowledge that only trigger your basic sense. I don't watch any news at all. I watch many docs but they are not priority. Have Mastery to do in drawing + music. Improving focus exercice. Reading etc etc etc We all use our time with attention

very dualistic, try to shake your bootie next time, dancing is not about thinking it's only feeling

the good question is, who isn't neurotic ? from whom perspective ? degree, scale ? give me my scale ladder for neuroticism, you all perfectly fine. All potential psychopath, confirmed sociopath and ambivert when the sunshine is good

that's funny, so many words and metaphysical claim for practice we probably all understand and do on another axiom of a self physics. others words to point to practice I was already doing as a 7 years child and probably everyone has been probably experimenting, just maybe not conscious at the time, or not giving a proper word/concept to talk about it. like visualisation and talking astral plane for talking about a side of "infinite imagination." aka my own "me/I/self/experience of the thought:brain:soul ) it's just word games. mystics vs clairvoyant looks like feminine vs masculine. and magic is maybe pointing to absolute coin of concepts. everything is metaphoric, but the occult is just intuition shaped into words themself intuited. I find occult more poetic and sometimes more useful to guide a real practice in the absolute though.

I didn't tell what you should do. plus leo claimed a lot of things, relative to himself and his own experience. you could become enlightened while masturbating. it's very rare, but I m sure there is some cases, full blown out enlightment while fapping hard as a trunk. of course you should control addiction, are you the king of your realm or are you a slave of it ?

I was aware for the no clickbail + the fact that the longer time video is a feature. he pretty worked hard on his magnetic field, I wouldn't follow his work if the video was 15 min long. In fact it has been month that I stoped watching all the useless tips around internet. I only carve myself for myself

it's alright, god was smoking pot everyday, he incarnated in a lazy ass blablating on internet. doing LP, not doing LP, living, not living, being addicted, not being addicted. All this are duality. in the now, there is only what you do with yourself, do you pay the price ? why would it be wrong ? is there a good or a wrong answer to something ? only your pure intuition can answer. stop weed, keeping weed ? why abusing weed ? why not just limit it to one cup at noon and work the day ? use it as a pay off ? do you appreciate masturbating, but are you doing it every second of your life ? I mean all the limitation and no limitation are there, inside. do as you wish if it works for you still better than being a slave for some blind corporation directed by a deluded monkey who will investe the total sums of monney take off from you and your whole family to invest in a immaterial bitcoin who will be trade for a billion kg of toilet paper that will end as corrupted, and finaly never reach south africa. it means that do what you should do, doing could be wasting in the current society. would you feel bad if all the monkeys around where digging holes everywhere, because it feel right ? and then they discover that they have to now refill the holes because all the digging was utter meaningless, cause there is no gold where there is no mindfulness, only pure self deceptions.

yes + drawing at hands, it's funny to draw at the peak, look like your hands want to work by themself believe it or not "trance" or psytrance is carved for acid. everytime I end up listening trance, although it's my 5th choices in the edm field of music the drums seams to fade in your being, you litteraly vibrate, almost feeling as if you become yourself a rumbling wave, that's funny. like this https://youtu.be/_OBSyML-E-I?t=9244

I want to manifest more monney than bill gates, 5 years that I m visualizing. LoA didn't do it for me that far I m not even seeing the tip of my iceberg In fact I visualized myself more rich than a rockfeller with multiple servants giving me my morning towel and calling me master. each one of them fighting each others to know we will have the glory to give me my daily back massage the vision board is clear

I believe even if we transcend the human body it would mess up with the whole design of the matrix. this is already the case, we already hacked the understanding of non understanding and many things. but maybe that's nature order of things

psychedelic every morning + weed You can also focus on the fact of being already dead. what is dead may never die. End of bullshit story.

This was the ego backslash who did that. I stoped smoking 1 week after LSD and did for month. You Can't attribute the psychédélic as cause. The ego backslash was you taking drug so that you'r little ego feel safe again

Where am I on the magic scale ? How can I learn to create servitors and how would they help me ? Is Donald Trump doing dark Magic ?

good. I'll try my metaphysical question "where is god" twist plot the answer will turn to be myself Others questions related to the experience "Do I love my girlfriend" " I m the creator of my experience ? " " am I the boat or am I just a wooden plank in a sea ? " " How can I produce a godlike tiermusic, what is the higher order work that I need to improve on" " to which degree the universe is logical " I'll probably draw and listen music and see what happen Do you have any ideas of precise questions I should try ? so 15g of dry should be efficient as 2g of mush, a bit deceiving, but it's not about the dosage. I expected a bit more strong, I would tea, but I m not sure I get everything out of them this way ( I didn't did this method so far )

They are call'd valhalla truffle. 5-10-15g ? Never did truffle. My max is 2g dry mexican mushroom. Thea or not thea ? Stomach load ? No particular goal - just wanting to try And a short question aswell How much time do you relatively need to get again a baseline tolérance to psychédélics ?