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Have you seen this video bro it gives a great description on the ego what it's about and what it feels like to be dropped ❤

"The opposite of love is fear, but what is all-encompassing can have no opposite" -- A Course in Miracles ❤

I honestly have nothing but infinite unconditional love for you bro... it's all encompassing ❤

I feel like I'm talking to a heavily medicated insane hippie with amnesia... Every day he starts over ?

I think you have cabin fever bud... drop down and give me a hundred push-ups ... let's go move it love muffin ❤

Haha.... your prescriptive practices are my recognition and turning within. But of course they're just words and don't really mean anything ?

Bud do you realize you act like you understand what I went through without even knowing me... I experienced all kinds of ego backlash...almost left my family and flew to Europe at one point which would have got me kicked out of the Navy and thrown in the brig... Yes my wife literally almost divorced me until she watched a video on some of the negative effects of Awakening. I really just don't know why you act like you know the situation when you have no idea. All I'm saying is you preach this big love agenda but seem to be very blind in a lot of important areas. Just letting you know I'm not trying to be a jerk ❤

Some of you were asking me a few questions about what I was pondering prior to Awakening.... The self not being real became clearer and clearer as I pondered these things in the above post.

Negatively labeling... Shooting the messenger... Tossing the baby out with the bathwater...

Your glass is already full so I have nowhere to put the information... This thing requires an emptying of the glass first...?

Existence appears to be a never-ending cycle of swallowing itself and defecating itself back out... A never ending energy spiral sort of speak... It's mind-blowing wild crazy incredible... What's even more startling is the individual that assigns meaning to this crazy fiasco appears to be an illusion. What an Excellent Adventure ?

I'm really not trying to be a know-it-all or validate my own experience I'm just trying to point to something that was deeply experienced... It can't be put into words because language is dualistic in nature... I honestly am trying my best to speak to people respectfully but everyone seems to have their own idea about what it is... It's quite literally the opposite of what everybody's doing here and that's why it's so hard to understand... It's a falling away of the entire egoic self agenda and structure which ties you to social conditioning.... I'm not saying nobody else here has experienced it but it's a falling away not a gaining of any kind of experience. My best attempt to explain this is it feels like the complete Falling Away of everything you thought was real and true... The me is recognized to be completely illusory... it's like jumping out of the body and diving into the abyss of Unknowing with a piece of fishing string tied to your pinky toe so you can make it back up if possible. It's a surrender and having faith that whatever is happening was meant to happen. It's to die before you die.. Nobody no one can enter the gateless gate so be nobody. There is an Apparent disentangling from social conditioning and what I like to call a snapping out of The Matrix. What resurfaces can't really be put into words because although it feels like nothing has changed it's simultaneously a radical transformation. The egoic agenda is not driving the machine any longer... there is still an essence of the person... But the goals the agendas are all dropped because it's recognized everything is right where it needs to be.

I'm not angry bud thanks for thinking of me... I'm watching my cat work up a hairball right now it's quite funny ?

Bud... an important step in these kind of explorations is understanding what Enlightenment Awakening Liberation actually mean An apparent individual can probably have hundreds if not thousands of non-dual mystical experiences that seem great ...but when they're over The ME returns and the egoic self agenda resumes as normal... These can be considered non-dual mystical experiences or glimpses ...they have nothing to do with real Spiritual Enlightenment Awakening or Liberation in any way at all. If the ME has not been recognized to be an illusion Awakening has not occurred... I can probably reference or show you 50 or more sources to validate what I'm talking about... just in case you were wondering

The glass needs to be empty... The belief of what Enlightenment is will block it from being recognized... I had cross-referenced several dozen resources and spiritual teachers to make sure what was being experienced by no one was authentic. I literally didn't know what was happening because the apparent me had been completely seen through.

You're racist low is my godliness high... me and Grandma are having martinis in Heaven ?

I wasn't calling you a dummy BTW and no, most likely I wouldn't poison his family for killing my mother but it truly is fair game after Awakening.. belief systems are N/A.

Did you get this from the enlightenment for dummies book Q&A portion?

not responding to you because you stole my mumbo-jumbo saying..?

yes it's a tough topic because everybody's experience is different... Remember there's still a conditioned body that could have been abused or had serious trauma occur... There's no rules... what Rings true with Awakening is dropping the resistance.. Even when Osho was getting arrested in Colorado he hid behind the airplane seat... Then someone talked to him into deboarding the plane and he came out with hands clasped and blessing everybody as usual. Once Awakening occurs its fair game... Ego can still show up... In the East they used to call this the "Divine game of Lila" dabbling back and forth in Duality having fun... this although can be a little immature and it doesn't seem like deeply awakened do much of it.