VeganAwake

I'm really not trying to be a know-it-all or validate my own experience I'm just trying to point to something that was deeply experienced... It can't be put into words because language is dualistic in nature... I honestly am trying my best to speak to people respectfully but everyone seems to have their own idea about what it is... It's quite literally the opposite of what everybody's doing here and that's why it's so hard to understand... It's a falling away of the entire egoic self agenda and structure which ties you to social conditioning.... I'm not saying nobody else here has experienced it but it's a falling away not a gaining of any kind of experience. My best attempt to explain this is it feels like the complete Falling Away of everything you thought was real and true... The me is recognized to be completely illusory... it's like jumping out of the body and diving into the abyss of Unknowing with a piece of fishing string tied to your pinky toe so you can make it back up if possible. It's a surrender and having faith that whatever is happening was meant to happen. It's to die before you die.. Nobody no one can enter the gateless gate so be nobody. There is an Apparent disentangling from social conditioning and what I like to call a snapping out of The Matrix. What resurfaces can't really be put into words because although it feels like nothing has changed it's simultaneously a radical transformation. The egoic agenda is not driving the machine any longer... there is still an essence of the person... But the goals the agendas are all dropped because it's recognized everything is right where it needs to be.

I'm not angry bud thanks for thinking of me... I'm watching my cat work up a hairball right now it's quite funny ?

Bud... an important step in these kind of explorations is understanding what Enlightenment Awakening Liberation actually mean An apparent individual can probably have hundreds if not thousands of non-dual mystical experiences that seem great ...but when they're over The ME returns and the egoic self agenda resumes as normal... These can be considered non-dual mystical experiences or glimpses ...they have nothing to do with real Spiritual Enlightenment Awakening or Liberation in any way at all. If the ME has not been recognized to be an illusion Awakening has not occurred... I can probably reference or show you 50 or more sources to validate what I'm talking about... just in case you were wondering

The glass needs to be empty... The belief of what Enlightenment is will block it from being recognized... I had cross-referenced several dozen resources and spiritual teachers to make sure what was being experienced by no one was authentic. I literally didn't know what was happening because the apparent me had been completely seen through.

You're racist low is my godliness high... me and Grandma are having martinis in Heaven ?

I wasn't calling you a dummy BTW and no, most likely I wouldn't poison his family for killing my mother but it truly is fair game after Awakening.. belief systems are N/A.

Did you get this from the enlightenment for dummies book Q&A portion?

not responding to you because you stole my mumbo-jumbo saying..?

yes it's a tough topic because everybody's experience is different... Remember there's still a conditioned body that could have been abused or had serious trauma occur... There's no rules... what Rings true with Awakening is dropping the resistance.. Even when Osho was getting arrested in Colorado he hid behind the airplane seat... Then someone talked to him into deboarding the plane and he came out with hands clasped and blessing everybody as usual. Once Awakening occurs its fair game... Ego can still show up... In the East they used to call this the "Divine game of Lila" dabbling back and forth in Duality having fun... this although can be a little immature and it doesn't seem like deeply awakened do much of it.

It's really an interesting paradox... It's recognized that the conditioned body/mind was never something that needed to be improved or changed.. it's just what is happening You didn't choose to be conditioned, it's just what happens in society and by our family... When this is recognized it's like a warm hug is given to all of existence and a whisper in the ear that everything is okay it's just what it is. The Paradox is you naturally embody unconditional love and there almost seems to be a leaning towards so-called better Behavior but that's just what it seems like it's not a guarantee..

Yes absolutely THIS is all it as well.. There is no final truth because there was never a secret... it was always out in Plainview... It just needed clear eyes to see it.

If somebody murdered my mother I would dedicate my entire existence to slowly poisoning him and his family through a process of adding deadly gene-altering carcinogens into their home water supply.... I didn't say there any stipulations to non-dual awareness ?

The constant seeking is the hell and it perpetuates the belief that the Seeker is real and can find something called enlightenment.. Before Enlightenment one must roll the boulder up the mountain... After Enlightenment one must still roll the boulder up the mountain... What has changed? The resistance to what is...❤

I really like what you said here ❤ ?

It's so easy you don't even have to push a button... non-dual awareness is at hand. Enlightenment is the one thinking it's not enlightened... It's the one thinking a button needs to be pushed... It's the one dreaming about what it would be like to be enlightened... It's what you already are... Look around at everything.... this is it there's nothing else you will ever find ...this is it. Its THIS... It's already perfect whole and complete.... it always was... it's just waiting for you to recognize it... It's already here don't miss it looking for something that you will never find... Its here NOW... do you see it can you see it? Do you have eyes to see? ❤

Non-duality is a word pointing to everything without outside Observation. You can't throw away something that's referring to everything as itself because the throwing away, the in-between and the picking up something new is also everything...? Damn it we have no Freedom right...

@Eren Eeager ? ❤

This is good advice ? Stay radically open minded and simultaneously grounded.. Take the middle path.. somewhere between open empty and skeptical ?

No not at all... that was weird it just sounded like I was hearing myself talk... I think you understand things a lot more than you realize or maybe you do realize it I don't know...?

I think this Arlin dude just woke up y'all ?

Wow that came out of nowhere.. exactly right...

There's not a separate 'I' here that is aware of Infinity out there. You are as much to infinity as Infinity is to you. There's no line separating you and infinity. Everything You touch smell taste hear and see and imagine is it.

Fear of too much freedom.. Complete Anarchy Deep religious conditioning passed down from family. Uncertainty... Love would not mean nothing matters.. God will flood the Earth again... Judgement Day Will Cometh... We don't deserve freedom... Were not worthy... Its barbaric... Makes too much sense, can't be right.. Satan's got a grasp on you...? Time for the Lake of Fire... I completely misunderstand the whole message and I am not grasping it in any way at all...