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@kag101 Yes, that’s the point it’s supposed to be rigid, kinda breaking the rules with this now, but this will be the only time I check this forum, just wanted to update a thread and needed to use the internet to send an email, besides that I haven’t broken the curfew Yes, no sex or masturbation either Its the avoidance of anything stimulating, both are

Recently ordered 90 caps of 1000mg Lions Mane Mushrooms 90 caps of 300mg L Theanine For £38 from Amazon, they’re due for delivery tomorrow, just wanted to make a quick update, I’ll check back on this thread soon

@Aquarius Good luck ?

@Aquarius Good Stuff ? Simply, all you’re doing in a dopamine detox is avoiding anything stimulating, the only thing stimulating I’ll allow myself is coffee, I don’t trust myself to use the internet even if it’s originally to do something productive because I’ll inevitably end up surfing the web or going on YouTube... Work is work though, you have to keep the lights on

@Keyhole Amen ? “Fast food version of love”, great quote, everything in modern culture is the fast food version of everything, because that is what sells, the entire point of self actualisation is the understanding that things aren’t immediately accessible and a lot of work has to be put into getting what you want And I personally find it better that there is no romantic love, it makes thing more interesting and in a weird sense more romantic because of the finiteness of all things, it’s a sort of melancholy that most people are too afraid to accept

This is a good thread btw ?

@Epikur Let me tell you where you’re wrong I can’t find where you’re wrong lol, sorry I haven’t read the rest yet so you’re probably going to explain but I thought that was funny The lizard brain just wants you to pass on it’s genes, it doesn’t believe in love The rational higher mind does, but it’s really a product of our culture, and culture sells you a lie not for your own good but its I think I get your point, that it’s better to have an aim all though it’s pointless than to have no aim and have nothing to do. You don’t need the aim of romance in life, there is more to life than women or men. A lot of people don’t understand that and cling, because of there lizard brain, to romantic love, when it’s not a real thing.

@Amil Yeah, that’s my point The fact that you have to spice things up in the bedroom proves that sex is a drug And just as a junkie has to progressively up and up his dosage and move to harder drugs, so do you to still enjoy sex with your husband, have to experiment and try forbidden activities Romantic love is present at the beginning because that’s when the drug hits hardest, after that it’s all down hill, and you wind up stuck in a family or relationship you’re obligated to continue, given the kids, car, job, dog, house and wife or husband, all those responsibilities, but you don’t actually like it To keep your relationship alive youre probably, like a junkie, going to have to experiment with kinkier and harder stuff until your either both too older and your sex drives die, or either of you get bored of one another, that either ends in divorce or probable disappointment with life, only because you were sold this scam of romantic love, if you didn’t believe in it you’d have accepted that fact already

@Preety_India No problem, hope you find it useful

@remember Then it’s not logic that you’re talking about

How long would you say it takes for a new habit to become automatic? I'm trying to stick to some new habits and I struggle to keep it up, but I know eventually it'll become second nature, so I was hoping for some rough estimates. Thanks

@Max_V I can remember listening to some PUA video where guys who would go chat girls up, but they had to literally get rejected by them. The man who had the most rejections was the winner, if you actually successfully got a girl and shagged her that was a loss. The point was to overcome the fear of rejection or embarrassment because it doesn’t fucking mean anything, anxiety is primitive so you have to solve it primitively are that’s by showing your hind brain that you’re not going to die when you talk to a girl, just incremental steps towards your goal.

@Max_V Im 19 and always have issues with anxiety, been diagnosed, and am to nervous around attractive women, you can sedate yourself to help, but the best bet is to just bite the bullet No one gives you what you want in life you have to take it Yeah she might reject you, yeah you might embarrass yourself, so fucking what, just look at it as a funny story and keep on pushing forward, that’s the only way you improve

@EmptyInside Why is logic a trap?

I've been trying to meditate daily for 30 minutes. I have actually meditated every day for 30 minutes, for about the past two weeks. Yesterday I meditated for 3 hours in one sitting. But each time I meditate, instead of becoming more relaxed or present, I usually end up getting mad. I don't see myself as an angry person, but when I sit in silence, that's when the circus starts to play in my head, and it ends with me just quitting before I get so frustrated that I end up punching a hole through a wall. My assumption is the only way to deal with this is more meditation, though I'm finding it more and more difficult to continue doing daily. Any advice as to why this is would be appreciated Thanks

@mandyjw Yeah, I have been doing a lot of running recently, before covid I was actually training with my brother to do a triathlon Runnings about the only time I get out the house recently with lockdown, cause college is shut and there are no jobs currently in my area I have been doing a lot of breath work, which I find over powers you to the point that you can’t really think and get too mad, e.g. when taking a shower and doing Wim Hof my angers actually helpful for me keeping under the cold water I agree, the issue is just sitting down and not moving and having all that anger just build up inside of you with no release, that’s why I struggle to keep meditating when that happens

@Chris365 What retard would shove acid up his arse Why would you ever do that? That makes no sense to me

@Nahm Thanks for the reply, I found it helpful @Nak Khid It’s vague because I don’t know what is meant by the nature of your anger, anger can originate from different causes but it’s still just anger in varying degrees, or maybe there are different types I don’t know

@andyjohnsonman Instead of being forced to drink hemlock he’d probably just get banned from twitter and cancelled lol I was recently watching a good video on those two same questions, just instead with Nietzsche as the philosopher linked here if you’re interested

@lmfao I’ve had issues with insomnia. I recommend talking CBD oil, avoiding screens before sleep, sleeping and waking up at the same time each day, and getting enough exercise during the day to tire yourself out for the night

@Nak Khid Kinda like affirmations, ok, I’m might try this out Ok, that’s similar to what I’m already doing, but I don’t repeat a mantra, I struggle to focus the moment I become angry This is what I’ve been doing Ive been mostly listening to guided audio meditation, which walks you through labelling different sensations and focusing on the breath That’s what I’ve been thinking about doing, is before I meditate trying to let out some aggression, I have a weight bench with about 90lbs worth of weights, so what I might start doing is exercising or going for a jog, maybe taking a cold shower and doing some breath work before I meditate

@Consept How do you get yourself to meditate then? @nistake I try to, it just over powers that rational introspective part of me, the more I practice the more I’m sure it’ll become easier for me to do that @Espaim I understand your point I’m not shocked that there is anger I’m just surprised at how easy it is to invoke by just sitting still with my thoughts

@JessiChell Your friends a dickhead lol

@Espaim Generally, most of the time that's how I see myself, it takes a lot to set me off, during my day That's clearly not true now though, considering for some reason I can't sit down for five minutes in silence, cross legged and just breathing without getting angry lol