SQAAD

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  1. @Anon212 I am not judging them i think.. I am more making a factual statement. Yes i totally agree. I'm currently doing whatever it takes to go live somewhere else on my own.
  2. @StarStruck If you want to share the solution, DM me.
  3. @integral I am curious to know.. How did you finally resolve the situtation? What happened? I've already called the cops twice and they didn't help me. Quite the opposite. I've spoken to a lawyer too who told me that she is not doing anything illegal.
  4. @undeather Undeather i'm really surprised by your responses my man... Impressive.. I don't quite understand what you meant here in the following 3 paragraphs below. Could you please make it somewhat more understandable & simpler for me please? Lastly what is the reason that deep breathing gets us high while normal breathing not? Thank you for your time. Much appreciated.
  5. @undeather Terrific explanation. Thank you. If this is a simpified explanation then damn... ahahaha What about doing like 10-15 deep breaths without breathholid? Is that okay too? Also check the short video below me. This dude claims that whim hof causes lack of oxygen.
  6. @Recursoinominado ahahahaha that was funny. Problem is that the other neighbors don't really support me. There are like 2-3 of them. Very low consciousness. They did not say anything in my favor about this situtation. Quite the opposite. Which really really shocked me.....
  7. The last 2 weeks i have been experiencing a massive shift in Consciousness spiritually and everywhere else. I won't go into too much detail. But basically i have finally accepted the Call of the Hero's Journey and i am consistenly doing hard things. Since then i don't get much sleep. It bothers me more psychologically than anything else. I have plently of energy and drive even with the 3 hours of sleep i am getting every day the last couple of weeks. I guess is the stress of deep change. I am not sure. Can someone give me some advice on what i should do? If this continues much longer, i will probably take some drugs temporarily that may be helpful to let me sleep more. I don't know what is happening. I have experienced something similar before but never to this intensity. (Because now is the best period of my entire life ). Thankfully i feel pretty healthy and quite well even with this little sleep that i am currently getting. Only problem is fear that i have.
  8. After a prolonged period of intense misery, some type of inner surrender happened and there was a shift in my state Consciousness. Very subtle at first.. To keep it short, the last 2 weeks i have experienced the best period of my entire life so far. My experience of Reality has become so good that it's unbelievable good at times. Reality can't get any better. God doesn't mess around for sure. I experience a strong & clean energy inside my skull but at the same time there is a calmness behind it. It's a controlled energy i would say. Nothing out of control. Not manic. Not over the board. I find everything much more interesting and i have the most passion for life that i've ever experienced. I feel wave of emotions that i've never felt before. My intelligence has skyrocketed where it feels like i'm the character on the Limitless movie. The only downside is that because of this energy i sleep like 3 hours per day. The insane part is that i have way more energy now than when i was sleeping 7 hours per day . This sleep issue has forced me to visit a psychiatrist and i managed to sleep more by taking Lorazepam & Olanzapine at night. I don't like taking these drugs because they make me numb and stupid. I take them only when i can't take it anymore. I don't know what to do. I guess my body will adjust to my new Reality as time passes. It's very challenging at times but extremely rewarding aswell. Any advice from someone who has experienced something similar would be much appreciated.
  9. @Yimpa I also take medication ocassianally to sleep more hours (Lorazepam & Olanzapine). I feel very well with 3 hours of sleep. It's just more tiring and difficult to go through the day. I don't take these drugs all the time because i really don't wanna be on medications for very long. Do you have any advice for me and what should i do with this situation? Thank you.
  10. @Michal__ I used to meditate in the past for like 4 years on & off. I became really good at it. Nowadays i don't actively sit down to mediate but my mind is super calm at times and i notice the breathing naturally. I think the reason i'm experiencing all of this is because of massive changes i made in my life.
  11. Leo you say in this video multiple times that we humans are so entitled . I do not understand what you mean. Could you please elaborate some more? You make it seem like we don't deserve the beautiful things God has created.
  12. You can watch just the first 3 minutes and you'll get the idea. The creator of the video is clearly a materialist. Also there is this arguement used a lot that we do not perceive Reality as it is because of.. science. Can you give me your take on this? Thank you.
  13. @integral I don't understand what you're talking about at times. How do you know what applies and what doesn't to me? Just by the fact you stop resisting your experience, this reduces the energy you spend everyday and makes you need less sleep. When you are super motivated to accomplish stuff you also tend to sleep less. People who want to escape life sleep the most. I do not feel any negatives whatsoever and it's been like close to 3 weeks now. I feel super energized and calm at the same time. And with the 3 hours of sleep i feel very good too. There is a lot we don't know about sleep. The 1st 3 hours of sleep are the most important to your body. If your body feels its time to cut sleep it will cut the latter part for some higher purpose (like surviving a challenging transformation). Eventually my body will start sleeping more when it adjusts to the stresses of the new challenges i am currently facing.
  14. @Javfly33 That's a good question. Mainly because of fear of losing my health. But i feel great with the 3 hours of sleep i get.
  15. @ChrisZoZo I think there is some truth to that. I get 3 hours of sleep but i have triple the energy i had when i was sleeping like 7-8 hours. Resisting to thoughts, emotions and experiences drains your energy. I just take the drugs occasianally only.
  16. @integral What new age stuff are you talking more? Be more specific please. 3 hours of sleep is enough for the body to repair itself as far as i know. If you were in a warzone your body would sacrifice the rem sleep which is regarded as less important in life or death situations. I bet there are many people who have survived for years or even decades with 3 hours of sleep. It's not ideal for sure. No , this is false. The less you sleep, the more sleep pressure/drive you build which eventually forces you to sleep like a baby. What are you talking about? What does INFP stands for? I walk everyday for at least 1 hour. And i was even powerlifting for years at the past. Also what adrenal fatigue???? I have way more energy than ever before in my entire life.
  17. @Michael569 I feel very energized. But not stressed.
  18. @integral I cannot go back to sleep. How do you really know that 3 is not enough? It maybe be enough for survival but not enough to remember everything that happened the previous day.
  19. @Michael569 I wanna ask you a question because you might be the most knowledgeable on this forum about health.. When you nervous system is very active, first all why does this happen and what can you do to calm it down? Keep in mind that i have zero idea about the nervous system. But a pharmacist told me that i cannot sleep more because of my nervous system. Thanks.
  20. @flowboy What is tha supposed to mean? Life purpose.
  21. @Sugarcoat I think 3 hours of sleep are enough for repair. Maybe there are periods where the body believes it's best to sleep less when it senses danger and intense change.
  22. @Sugarcoat I think what i experience is a type of ego backlash. My body wanting to remain the same.
  23. Leo you say that life is just a game with no meaning or purpose. I do not understand what that means though. Do you mean that it has no meaning because it doesn't last for very long? What exactly do you mean? For me life is inherently meaningful. If you find yourself baking in the sun while homeless with no water, you would never say something like ''it doesn't matter, it has no meaning". You would not care about whether it has a meaning or not. If just a single person finds an apple significant and valuable then why do you keep saying that there is no meaning? And you have said that the purpose of life is to Love and to awaken to your nature as God. Is that not another meaning/purpose though??