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@Vincent S That is not my experience but I am open to this possibility. If I had free will, my life would be very different right now.

@Phoenix11 That is willful ignorance. It's like your neighbor is having a hard time and you acting like nothing has happened just so your peace is not disturbed. That describes the lives of most people. And explains why there is so much evil in the world. Simply because most people do not care and are not bothered to care..

@Adodd Worst idea maybe in terms of Survival and maintaining your petty emotionally comfortable life. In terms of directly looking at the worst parts of God's face, and bathing in Truth, it is a brilliant idea. The only way you can maintain your comfortable existence is by denying the totality of what God is. If the average person was fully conscious all the time of what God truly is, he would end up in a mental asylum.

Solipsism is pure non sense. Rupert agrees. Or maybe Rupert Spira, a 40 plus years spiritual practitioner is not ready for the Highest Teachings Also having one experience at a time doesn't seem like Infinity to me.

Nice Post. But I highly doubt others are empty suits. Why God couldn't live simultaneously all possible lives? Who limits God to one life per time?? Why can't there be anything outside my Consciousness? (like another life)

Awakening is Just another ego trip for the ego I believe. It's really no different from a powerlifter who wants to lift the heaviest weight possible. Really no different from a bodybuilder who wants the best physique. Really no different from a math person who wants to reach the highest levels of math. It's all just an ego game so you can say 'hey look at me, how great and special I am compared to all others'. Ego always overrides everything. I see awakening being another ego trip and those who pursue it displaying narcissistic characteristics more and more. Leo is turning into the Conor Mcgregor of spirituality for example. Correct me if I'm wrong.

@Nadosa This is such a nonsensical post... I bet a great meditator would have greater and deeper trips than a normie. What are you suggesting exactly? Like tripping for eternity is sustainable. Plus you always come down.

@Thought Art Meditation is a great skill to have. It does not matter if it will awaken you or not.Because It definitely makes your life a lot better. Meditation is the best thing I've ever done for myself. I have peace of mind like never before after 5 years of meditation. And it only gets better with time.

Leo is abusing his power on this forum and is turning this thing into a monarchy. First by watching private messages and now by demoting and banning people who don't fit his square. I've been asking serious questions lately and instead of getting serious replies I get insulted, threatened of ban and my threads closed. Nice treatment.. Very nice... I was thinking that Awakening was supposed to make you a nicer person. But Leo's empathy levels recently have been very very concerning. Things are only gonna get much worse it seems. Just watch what happens the next months.

@Knowledge Hoarder God wants me to do whatever I am doing. Its not my will. It's God's will always. Since I have 0 free will as an ego.

@roopepa I think this isn't the case. Because God has a desire. If God has no desire then why do I even exist.

@Knowledge Hoarder It's a love - hate relationship towards it. I just cannot imagine anything worse and that's why I am attracted to it. It's super interesting and fascinating for me. Just the mere thought of living through it gives me shakes. Also it seems like a part of me would wanna experience it. I know it sounds twisted. Yes I know what you mean lol. Fortunately I don't have nightmares about it. But few weeks ago I saw the worst nightmare of all time. I was somewhere without control of my body. And a bunch of people near me where being dismembered. And then it was my time. I wasn't scared. But I just was like 'why tf does this nasty bs exists?' lol it was surreal. I guess God has a fine taste. Also being fully awakened is not good for survival either i think.

@Cykaaaa Yes I mean fear of living through a brutal torture. I've thought about doing visualisation about it but I am afraid of negatively programming my mind.. Also I think that no matter what I do I cannot escape the terrible nature of torture. Its just is awful. Terrifyingly awful and you cannot manipulate your way out of it. You are in for the ride of your life lol.

@roopepa This is an interesting opinion. I just thought we should conquer our fears.

Leo claims he is awake and everybody else is not. Also he believes that actualized.org was his journey towards becoming the most conscious person on the universe. He thinks he is more conscious than anybody else from what I understand. I've became really concerned after his last blog video. Also I am thinking that maybe I am doing more harm to myself by following Leo all these years. The problem is that I have developed an attachment to Leo's videos all these years. He is the person who I have spent the most time watching online. His videos are super long so that makes sense. Its hard to let that attachment go. I know other users share the same opinions. Maybe psychedelics are causing some sort of brain damage to Leo's mind. I've noticed some differences in his behaviour. There are many psychedelics that have not been properly researched. 5meo dipt causes brain damage for example. Lastly his solipsism is non sense unless he can claim that he does not exist and has no personal subjective experience. Because I clearly exist right now having an experience and nobody can deny that.

@Inliytened1 Do you exist or not? Also thank you for your explanations. I appreciate your effort.

@Dayo You do not know what I am doing or not dude. This is a scientific investigation I am doing. Do you exist or not?

@Inliytened1 Do you exist or not? You are not just a figment of my imagination. If that is the case then I am talking to nobody? What about your experiences? What about Leo's experiences? They do not exist??? This is absurd. So if I was to kill you, wouldn't I also experience the murder from your perspective? Is that what you are suggesting. What about God being all others??

@Gregory1 Same here mate I live in Athens, Greece.

@Inliytened1 I am not awake and my ego is not clinging to some awake status expressing how awake it is to everyone. My humility overrides any narcissistic tendencies I have. Leo's narcissism is just getting stronger after his last awakening. I can tell by his face expressions. I could be wrong. But it is suspicious to claim how woke you are. As for the God part, I think that the dream doesn't change physically either you awaken from it or not. Sure there is a recontextualization though and you could be happier than ever.

@Leo Gura Usually I would get offended by this post but clearly you do not have a subjective experience and you do Not exist. Right? Clearly you did not write this because you do not exist. And you are talking to me who I do not exist from your pov. My experience in Greece right now you are denying. Maybe if you could answer some questions I would be mature enough to understand. But you are contradicting yourself. Just answer this, do you exist? Yes or not? This ends your solipsism if you answer yes (my opinion).

How can Leo say others do not exist? If I don't exist then who is typing this message. If Leo doesn't exist then how come he has answered my messages many times before?? How can I have a conversation with Leo then???? If you who is reading this message do not exist then how are you typing an answer right now? If Others do not exist then how Leo's videos are getting views and comments? If you were to murder someone, you would also have the experience of the person you murdered.. Right now I have my experience. This is undeniable. And Leo is having his own experience. Everything else simply does not make any sense whatsoever. Therefore others exist. That's the logical conclusion. Or at worst case scenario we could say that it's impossible to to know for sure.

@Kksd74628 OK so what you are suggesting is that you are not having an experience right now and I am just talkng to a fantasy. Makes perfect sense. You clearly do not exist and you are not having an experience right now. I think you exist but you clearly don't. These answers are just responses from my fantasy and not from you. If I video Call you, and see your room, you clearly don't exist. It's all my imagination. lol

@Nahm @Nahm Nonsense it is not. On one hand you say that it would be non sense to confront my fear of gore and on the other hand you say that i am running from my shoes... ?

@Explorer_42 I don't know who exists per say. I know that there is an experience happening for me at this very moment. And so is for you. Are you having an experience right now? Yes or no? I could go on denying your answer but I am not gonna do that.