Zigzag Idiot

Spontaneity comes from Being. Reactivty is when we are puppets with the ego holding the strings. ?

@pfletcha in addition to periodic hard physical labor. In the summertime, the wonderful therapy of an afternoon swim in frigid mountain streams. Taking long submerges underneath the surface to exercise lung capacity. The cold water also gives the body a beneficial shock. ?

Welcome @pfletcha I'm seeing an overworked and exhausted sympathetic side of the nervous system that comes into balance and healing with your new trajectory. Letting go,,,, parasympathetic side becomes more utilized through deep breathing, practices and letting go. Being spontaneous instead of reactive goes the way. Nonviolence and Trust.??‍♂️

Practice of using deep belly breaths to become more present is good ongoing practice. Relaxing any 'mask' of facial tension, also. Remembering to stop do this is key.

There are more possibilities of difference in the human mind than there are stars in the Universe,,, something like that. Wasn't that the saying??

@CreamCat Those ARE the baddest shotguns I ever saw. Breaking up a bull fight which has an unfolding path that crosses a state highway back and forth is a problem of comparable magnitude.

A friend of mine used to teach a martial arts fighting style called mad bear.

No, I was just giving opinion. ?

There are the three types. Intellectually centered Emotionally centered always feeding on queen of hearts food Instinctive-moving centered Instinctive-moving centered people embody what they do. They have a natural genius for imitation. That's why I type Jim Carey as an instinctive-moving centered person. Appears he became Realized shortly after this chapter in his life.

Willie knows how to sing from his Queen of hearts at times. So, it's an expansive frame of reference.,,,,

I appreciate Martin for not hiding his hypocrisy. He confesses it elsewhere, as well. Mr pottymouth becomes Mr grouchy pants. Flagrantly expressing negative emotions. The Queen of hearts represent the 'i's in us which scream with the most intensity. Everyone has Queen of hearts. Queen of hearts food. How does Queen of hearts food affect you? That's a good question to sit with.

@CreamCat Not meaning to be disagreeable but splatter gun won't stop an angry charging grizzly. They can move so fast,,,

@Keyhole I agree. I forgot to mention.

There is a basis given for the idea of maximum attraction between certain endocrine types. It's difficult to find information on this. A fresh google search revealed this. https://archive.org/stream/TheEsotericHistoryArchive_46/BodyTypesPublication_djvu.txt

@Keyhole @Bill W Glad to hear your voices. Please excuse me for shitting with the door open. Always affecting one's frame of reference. My sharing this is inevitable. So, Here it is.

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Bingo.

@jbram2002 It's good to hear from you. Even though I remembered your name wrong, ? All the synchronicities,,,,, I'm just watching.

I relate to Joe Walsh sometimes because he's a Solar Saturn-Mars essence type.

I lack some aspects of courage that I formerly expressed when I lived as a drinker. For instance, when around a group of friends (half lit alpha males) I would enjoy changing the music from something 'tough guy', like Hank Williams Jr. to something like Dreamboat Annie just to watch their uncomfortableness and see who would speak out and what they would say. What I thought was my own quirkiness I later realized as 'a type of drunk' that also manifested in others. Is there an Andy Kaufman archetype? If so or regardless, Jim Carey was able to embody that in his portrayal of Andy in the movie Man on the Moon. Sitting with uncomfortable things though later proved helpful in being able to let go and forgive others for their being in fear and lashing out. I nearly had my private pilots license when I was just 17. Before I got consumed by fear. The older I get, the greater my fear of height becomes but I don't care about overcoming my fear of heights anymore. It doesn't matter. I'm a walking contradiction but I don't care about that either. Never underestimate the value of light heartedness. A message that I would find again in the writings of Maurice Nicoll. To be able to play the role of the fool or Idiot requires inner separation from the fear of being the fool or Idiot.

@d0ornokey Good Observations. @RunningBD Good Insights. Tom articulates a number of things about balance really well in his last video.

Recorded in my journal in the last hour. Pasting here. it took an enormous effort to just record the following while experiencing effects. I was partly motivated by fear. There was a rush of fear, then ,,,,, nothing. 17 mcg of 5 meo dmt vaporized first time. Probably too much. Time stops. Crickets drown out ,,,,, off and on Cranial blasted open Journaled into my fear realtime, still tripping but coming down Whew,,,,, That was very intense. There was a real heavy body lode in it. Awareness didn't alter. It did feel like time stopped in a way. https://m.psychonautwiki.org/wiki/Perception_of_eternalism still quite a bit of forehead pressure and crickets louder than usual. To some this will really sound crazy,,,, crickets signify activation of a minor chakra http://humanityhealing.net/wp-content/uploads/2010/10/The-Cerebellum-and-the-Alta-Major.pdf

That was very intense. There was a real heavy body lode in it. Awareness didn't alter. It did feel like time stopped in a way. still quite a bit of forehead pressure and crickets louder than usual. To some this will really sound crazy,,,, crickets signify activation of a minor chakra http://humanityhealing.net/wp-content/uploads/2010/10/The-Cerebellum-and-the-Alta-Major.pdf

From Hexagram 8 Page 117 While the Cosmic Consciousness is capable of thinking, it is primarily a feeling Consciousness that operates through the force of attraction between complementary aspects. page 118 - "Holding Together" in the sense of being centered within, occurs when a person's true self is the sovereign within---the sole authorizor of the validity of his feelings. The person who is thus sovereign over himself holds together with the Cosmos and receives from it chi energy and help, while contributing back to it his feelings and unique experiences. Because he then contributes to the Cosmic Evolution, he never needs to ask "What is my purpose?" Because he is all the while fulfilling it. ,,,,,,,A person gives away his self-authorizing ability when he adopts any self images (ego) either to conform to or rebel against the collective ego.,,,,,, ,,,,,,The collective ego achieves this controlling role in a person's life through its promotion of the idea that the source of evil lies in humans' animal nature and that it is the source of all human inadaquaccies and guilt.it proposes that without its control and supervision, humans would supposedly run wild, creating chaos.,,,,,, not

Here's more jibberish! ? 17 mcg of 5 meo dmt vaporized first time. Probably too much. Time stops. Crickets drown out ,,,,, off and on Cranial blasted open Journaled into my fear realtime, still tripping but coming down Whew,,,,,